Kuu: Everyone. Today the 'word of the day' is "Guagua" Rofl. I learned in spanish, I forget what it means though. but I don't care. The point is it sounds funny and I like it. Maahahaha! Anyway. The weekly update, eh? -doesn't really remember when I put up chapter 13 and I'm too lazy to look- I'm in a good mood today guys! I'm reading this one Naruto fanfic, and the author decided to have a fanart contest for the fic..And they did the judging today. I got second place! So that means I get to get a short fic written for me! WOOOOOT! lol. Any pairing..Any enviorment...-laughs evilly-

Rofl. Me and Kaeleer Have started a bet. I bet that her fic will probably surpass mine in reviews, and she says it won't. So, whoever loses has to write the winner a one-shot fic of their choice. It's gonna be fun fun in the pants, yo!

Sam I Am: lol Uh. Yeah. Just uhm, cuddle Kyo. Just don't cuddle him too much..-gets jealous easily- And don't glare at me..I didn't do anything wrong. -whimpers.- Sometimes it's hard to tell when you're kidding! -points accusingly and hides behind her keyboard-

Sam I Am: Hey, I got two reviews saying the exact same thing from you! Yay! So I decided that I would give you two answers, I bet you feel special now, HUH? lol Wooot! Yay for review cloning!

Shakaku Gekkani: Yes, I did realize you hadn't updated in a while..-pouts- lol. -doesn't give you a break- School started a couple weeks for me and I still update! -sticks out tongue- I'm kidding, yeah I do'nt really mind if you don't review. It's not like my life depends on it.. -glances nervously at dark figure sitting next to her with a knife- Uhh..Most of the time? eheh... Do your homework, you!

M.T Dog: Yeah... Yeah...Yup...-keeps agreeing as she reads your review- You think it was almost as angsty as chapter 7? Hmm. I didn't really think so, but I guess that's good. I was aiming for angsteh.. Hehe. And I love you too! like this much! -holds out arms as far as they'll go- lol I dont know what I'm gonna do with Yuki..But eh.

Astria: Did I ever mention that I love the way you review? lol. I mean, I love how everyone reviews, but yours is unique. It's all laid back and serious..-smiles like a donut- It's just cool I guess..I uh..Just thought I'de inform you. But, yeah thanks for the compliments.

01-FAD3D- "Considering who the author is haha" -eyes you suspiciously- WHATS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN? Are you trying to say im evil and that I write really angsty and suspensful stories? That's horrible! Rofl. Yay for taking turns! I can see it now..

Haru fell onto his back beside Kyo, panting for breath. There was a drawn out silence before Kyo turned over to give him a pensive look.

"My turn?" He cooed seductively.

"GOD DONT YOU EVER GET TIRED?"

GHEehehehe. Yeah. Anyway, I'm done. Thanks for the review, I love you.

Flyingdaggers: Glad ya like the story, because it almost seemed like you actually reviewing that story instead of Fading Memories. Rofl. Kyo-uke is fun! But i still think a Kyo-seme is pretty hot too. I dont see why people always see Kyo as the uke. I mean even in YUKIxKyo fics I've read, kyo was the uke. WTF IS THAT? YUKI IS THE GIRLY ONE! MAKE HIM BE UKE GOD DAMNIT! But yeah. Anyway. Im done.

canis lupis: -Shakes leg- gah! let go! lol, yay I have a fangirl! -feels uber special-

windchaser90: I don't know, I don't know! GAH! -writes-

Kaeleer: AHahaha. That was a lovely way to start off a review! It made me laugh. He starting to piss you off? HE always pisses me off! lol. But I'de like to try this whole 'updating everyone once in a blue moon thing'

Kat: UHh. You're right! I can do cliffhangers. And guess what? I'm gonna do more! Muahahaha! Glad you liked the chapter.

Syit: I'm sorry, please don't hurt me! I'm glad you liked it at least! lol. Rofl, Uhhhhhh.

amberblood: Well I'm glad you liked the idea. -pats you on the back- It's okay..

Aoi Umenokouji: EAT DINNER? HOW DARE SHE DO SUCH A THING! BLASPHEMY! -shakes fist at gimpy mother of do0m- lol. anyway...Yup!

BakaDen: Haha -is taken care of by BakaDen- Yay! Uke kyo eh? I guess that's how it's gonna be then! Kyo can be Uke since that seems to be what everyone wants. But here may be uke, that doesn't mean he isn't going to act dominate every once in a while.. Haru's always the pervy one, let's let Kyo have fun too! lol. Rofl yeah I can see it now.

"Uhm, Haru..?" Yuki asked nervously. Haru glanced up from his book with a questioning look.

"What is it Yuki..?"

"Well..It's Kyo..You see..He's being very stupid and..I was..Eh..Wondering, if I could hit you really hard just to piss you off, then once you're Black somehow convince you into going and knocking some sense into him..One way or..The other..?

Rofl. Well, I hope you enjoyed that. Because I did.

Anne Cwa: Course ya like em better, everyone does! No one likes a prick! -giggles- GOD. I like Kyo seme too..But everyone is saying Kyo uke. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. Ill just make a perverted and somewhat dominant uke Kyo, how's that?

Spoon-Man: uh oh, ya caught me. x.x

Warnings: Language. Violence. Yaoi?. EHEHE

...CHAPTER 14...


Haru yawned as he made his way home from another unusually boring day of school. Fortunately for him, everything had gone just fine today. No awkward conversations with Momiji. No falling asleep in class only to be rudely awakened by obsene images in his head..

He really should have had a good day.

But, he didn't. He couldn't stop thinking about all of the things that had happened so far..True enough, it seemed like he was beginning to get fragments of his memories back, but he didn't understand half of them. He didn't even know if they really were, in fact, memories..Or just some wierd illusions in his head..? There was still huge chunks missing, and he just couldn't seem to piece them together.

Also, it seemed like there was more to his sudden lapse of memory then they were letting on..Hatori had told him there was some type of accident. But, if that were the case, then why wouldn't he tell him what happened in that "accident"?

And he was pretty sure that a little accidently that only left him with a "mild case of amnesia" as Hatori put it, wouldn't get everyone to act so wierd around him. They should have no reason to be acting like they're walking on thin-ice around him. And he could tell they were all monitoring what they said when he was around..

Then, of course, there was Kyo. Alot of his thoughts lately had revolved around the redhead. He didn't really know why, it was just whenever he had nothing on his mind, Kyo was always the first one to pop up. Not to mention the fact that the neko had been the subject of almost every little..Uh.."vision" he's had..

Haru wasn't really sure what to call them. Were those memories as well? Or were they just one of his perverted daydreams..? He wasn't really sure. But the odd thing was, he didn't mind having them. Should he feel wierd that he was having intimate thoughts and visions about the older teen?

Maybe he was hanging around Ayame and Shigure too much..

Speaking of Kyo..That brought up another thought, making the suspicion in his thoughts grow. Why was Kyo acting so strangely? He wasn't speaking to anyone, that was true. But it seemed like the fiery teen was doing his best to avoid Haru as much as possible. Even when he'd tried to speak to the cat, he'd been pushed away. There was also the fact that he'd seen Kyo crying..He didn't know why, but he knew it had to be pretty bad to get the usually arrogant boy to break down into tears.

He found himself hating the fact that Kyo's eyes seemed to lack the like they'de once held. If only he knew what to do..He could fix things..Or at least try.

Then there was also the thing with Akito yesterday. None of it made a whole lot of sense..

Haru sighed. It was all giving him a headache already. Not to mention the fact that it looked like it was about to start pouring rain. He'd already felt a few cold drops splash into his hair, and he really didn't want to get caught walking in the rain..

He picked up his pace a bit and sighed in contentment when the dogs house came into view. He was really glad he'd paid attention and didn't get lost today, otherwise he might have had to suffer through the effects and horrors of the common cold...

Rain began to fall in sheets as Haru walked into the house, it seemed like he was in a little bit of luck today.

He plopped down on the couch lazily as soon as he took his shoes off. Not even two seconds after he sat down, a small cat leapt into his lap with a cute 'mew'.

"Hello, Nuku." Haru greeted the feline with a smirk and scratched it behind the ears. He frowned and paused for a moment. How had he known the cats name was 'Nuku'? Hell, he didn't even remember there ever being a cat in the house!

He shrugged, deciding someone must've told him the cats name sometime before, he just didn't remember who or when. He resumed petting the neko, who in turn, began to purr happily, accepting every ounce of attention given to him.

'Maybe I really am a cat person..' He wondered to himself in slight amusement.


Kyo tried to refrain from pouting from his spot on the floor in his room. He'd gotten tired of sitting on his bed and the only other chair in his room always made his back hurt..

To put it bluntly, he felt like total crap. The last few days had been a bit harder on him compared to earlier that week. But not only did he feel like crap, but Mother Nature obviously decided she didn't like him all that much and let it start raining cows and horses outside.

He was crappier then crappy.

Before any of this stuff even happened, rain always kind of made him depressed and sluggish. But now, it was like being depressed and sluggish plus getting trampled over repeatedly all at the same time.

In any other situation it would have been simple. He'd sleep it off. But he wasn't tired at all and the only other way for it to happen would be for someone to smack him upside the head with a blunt object, which he knew wasn't going to happen. His head was already pounding as it is.

After a few moments, Kyo decided he could probably use an aspirin for his headache and sluggishly made his way downstairs, not even seeing the ox in the living room playing with the cat.

Haru saw the redhead saunter into the living room out of the corner of his eye. He hadn't planned on saying anything to the boy after their little encounter last time and he knew Kyo wasn't particularly pleasant when it rained, but he'd already spoken before he could catch himself.

"Hey Kyo, I think your cat likes me." He stated cheekily.

Kyo contemplated just ignoring the teen. He'd been hoping the cow could just ignore him. But alas, Kyo turned toward the ox to see him happily playing with Nuku on the couch. Haru always played with Nuku more then he did. It was probably more Haru's cat then his. Nuku was their cat, even though it was a gift meant for him, he didn't mind sharing.

Kyo mentally slapped himself and scowled, not wanting to recall all of the buried thoughts. And he most definately couldn't just sit there and watch Haru, he'd come down for a reason, hadn't he?

"No shit, I wonder why?" He mumbled sarcastically and turned away from the cow.

Haru's frown turned into a glare as the cat began walking away. There it was again! Empty words that surely held some kind of explanation behind them, he just couldn't tell what. He was sick of it. And sick of being brushed off.

Before he knew it he was stalking toward the redhead and reaching out to stop his trek out of the room.

Kyo felt a hand on his shoulder, and determined to no be stopped, he jerked out of the grasp and continued toward the kitchen.

Of course, this only made Haru even madder and the next thing he knew, Haru had pushed his back against the wall with his hands fisted in the front of his shirt to insure the redhead wouldn't get away. But of course it hadn't been hard. Kyo hadn't put up any kind of a struggle while this happened. He wouldn't have gotten very far in his weakened state anyway.

The cat winced a bit when his back had hit the wall then stared at the ox with a slightly shocked expression. It had been a long time since Haru went Black on him.

Yeah, de'd been around Haru when he was Black, but he'd never actually been the one who'de made him go black at those times.

"What the hell is with you?" Black growled. Kyo didn't answer, but just continued to stare at the ox in bewilderment. After a few moments of open gaping, Kyo relented in the cows hold and turned his head away, not wanting to face the ox.

"Tell me what's goin' on! Since when do you not fight back? Why do you keep avoiding me? I can't fix it if you don't tell me what I did to mess everything up! Why won't you even look at me!" He yelled, obviously hurt by all of it.

Kyo flinched. Had he really made Haru feel that way? He hadn't intentionally meant to hurt him. Feeling guilty, he turned to look into the cows hard eyes, which were looking back at him as if they were searching for any kind of answer in their ruby depths.

"I'm sorry." Kyo apologized quietly, his eyes practically pleading for forgiveness.

Haru's expression softened a bit as his anger quickly dissipated. He released his grip on the redheads shirt and took a step away from the older teen, pressing a hand to his forehead in distress.

"No, I'm sorry..I didn't mean to get so mad, are you alright?" He asked concernedly. Kyo nodded once and straighted his shirt a bit before he turned to walk back upstairs, deciding he didn't really need aspirin that bad. He didn't want to be down there anymore..

Haru noticed the cat was making his obvious departure and grabbed on to his sleeve. "Wait, tell me how I can help.." He pleaded.

"There's nothing you can do." Kyo replied without missing a beat and walked away before the ox could get anything else in.

Haru yawned and plopped down at the table to think of what to do, but nothing came to mind. He'd messed up any chance at getting information from the cat just now..And probably scared the crap out of him at the same time. He didn't think he'd ever seen Kyo look so bewildered in his life. Giving up on the idea of formulating a plan, he sighed, putting his head down and closing his eyes. (A/N: Fun part!)


-Flashback-

Black Haru watched the redhead with a predatory smile. He'd been stalking the cat for some time now..He didn't even remember why he'd gone Black in the first place..All that mattered now was getting his prize.

His eyes didn't leave the older boys body once as he waited for an opening. And finally it came. Kyo hadn't been paying attention and stubbed his foot, which caused him to look away for a moment.

And that was all the time he need to catch him and effectively pin him to the table.

Of course, Kyo struggled in his grasp, muttering curses and threats that held no conviction. This only provoked him further though, and Kyo knew that too. Haru grinned at the boy beneath him.

"How about it, kitten? We can do it right here, in the middle of the dining room." He teased. He always loved to tease Kyo like that, because he knew how hard it was for the cat to resist, you could see the pent up lust hiding behind his crimson eyes. His body was willing, but his mind was obviously trying to fight it.

But, the fun never lasts. Before anything more could happen, he and Kyo both were enveloped in freezing water.

"Ah, I'm feeling refreshed." Haru deadpanned, accepting defeat and crawling off the cat.

"Haru, we eat there you know." Yuki admonished with a scowl. "Maybe next time you can tie Kyo up in your ownroom."

The cow nodded dumbly and left the room, stating he needed a shower. Of course he knew what had been going on. He'd already practically reverted back to White before Yuki had even shown up. But, he had decided it would be best if he feigned ignorance and on top of that, innocense. Kyo couldn't get mad at him for it later if he didn't remember, could he?

Ah yes. He was absolutely brilliant.

Haru went to the bathroom and had a quick shower, like he said he would. Once he was finished, he towled his hair dry and wrapped the towel around his waist so he could go and get clothes since he'd forgotten to grab some before he went to the bathroom. Inconspicuously, he wandered across the hall and silently made his way into his and Kyo's room, but the silence was ultimately shattered the moment he shut the door.

"You think you're pretty slick, don't ya?" Kyo asked in a knowing voice from his spot on the bed, where he had been waiting for the cow to return.

'Damn. Caught.'

"Eheh, what can I say?" He asked cheekily, running a hand through his wet hair.

"Hopefully nothing." Came the cats skeptical reply.

"Hey. Shutup." Haru pouted, feigning anger.

"Psh. Make me." Kyo snorted.

"Okay." Haru agreed with a grin.


-End Flashback-


Haru blinked and sat up. When had he fallen asleep...? And he'd had another..Dream..

Deciding to ignore that, he stood up, deciding he would talk to Kyo, and he wouldn't leave until he got a couple of answers out of the neko. He made his way upstairs before he actually began to think the plan over, in case he decided to change his mind.

He opened the door and walked into the room cautiously. It was empty.. And the window was open..

Was Kyo outside in this weather? Was he stupid?

'Don't answer that..' Haru mentally told himself. He had to go and find Kyo, wherever he was. He wasn't doing that great lately, he would only get worse if he sits out in the rain..

Haru threw on a jacket and ran down the stairs, pausing at the door to put on his shoes.

"Haru, where are you going? It's raining." Yuki said from the doorway.

"Kyo's out there somewhere, I'm goin' to find 'em." Haru explained impatiently. Yuki's eyes widened a bit.

"What?" He asked, wondering if what he was hearing was true.

"You heard me, he's not in his room. Are you gonna come and help me or not?" Haru asked, opening the door. Yuki nodded and grabbed his jacket.


Kyo sat in a tree, looking up at the sky, ignoring the raindrops falling all around him. He'd never really stopped to appreciate the rain, since it played such a crucial role in his life, but it really was beautiful.

He shivered a bit. It was getting kind of cold out here, and he was feeling a little drowzy..He probably needed to get back home soon. He was soaked too, that didn't really help things at all. But, he just couldn't bring himself to move.

What was so great at that house anyway?

He sighed and dropped from the branch he sat on, and started making his way back to the house. He could see two people running at him through the sheets of rain and squinted a bit. What kind of moron would be out in this kind of weather.

'You?' He asked himself.

Haru and Yuki saw the redhead walking towards them, sopping wet.

"What the hell were you thinking, coming out here like this!" Haru asked obviously irritated at the cats actions.

Kyo shrugged. "I wanted some air." He answered nonchalantly, coughing a bit. Damn, he must be getting a cold.

Yuki stepped forward to inspect the sickly teen. "Kyo are you okay? You don't look that great. Can you make it home?" He asked in concern. Kyo batted his hand away and walked in the direction of the house.

"I'm fine." He told them stubbornly but sank to his knees a moment later. Haru was at his side immediately to catch him before he hit the ground. After a minute there was a poof, and where Kyo had been before, lay a small orange cat.Yuki gave Haru a worried look.

"Let's get him home." Haru said, scooping the sleeping cat into his arms and walking toward the house. They hadn't gone too far, so it didn't take long to get them back. Once they were in the house, Haru went to the bathroom and grabbed a towel to dry the cat off.

"I'll go and call Hatori." Yuki stated, leaving the room. Haru nodded and turned his attention back to the neko.

"What were you thinking, baka neko..?" Haru asked the cat, knowing he wouldn't get an answer.

To be continued..


I don't feel like re-reading it to go through the typos. I don't mind betaing and stuff for other people, but when it comes to doing my own I'm just not motived, ya know? Rofl. Yeah anyway..

Meow! That is all. Thank you for your time! Now please, go and review like good little children!

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