Eeeeeeyaaaaaah! I'm so sorry about the mistake! I'm so embarassed (hides face) My hands are literally shaking right now as I make the corrections! I am so sorry again! You see how drained my brain is already? I can't even figure out w/c one to pass in and w/c one to Oh I'm so embarassed! I wanna die! I think I'm gonna jump out the window right now! Pray for my soul!
Author: sapphire-Lady-of-the-Night
Chapter 12: No more
"Who were they?"
Sakura could only stare at Syaoran bewildered. They brought him to the nearest hospital immediately. She had somehow hoped the he'd remember her now. But it seems lady luck is never on her side.
"What are you talking about Sya— Li?" she almost called him by his first name.
Kari came with them to the hospital but left immediately when the doctor confirmed that Syaoran was going to be alright. She said her place wasn't there anymore. She was no longer his girlfriend.
Still Sakura couldn't help but feel a little resentment for Kari. She kissed Syaoran… her Syaoran…
Tomoyo was sitting by the window while Eriol was leaning against the door. Meilin was pacing around the room nervously. Only Sakura sat beside Syaoran.
"A girl and a boy… standing in the cherry blossom circle" Syaoran answered.
Meilin abruptly stopped her pacing her eyes darted to Sakura. Tomoyo gasped looking at Sakura with sad eyes. Eriol just stood there surveying them all.
Sakura's lips trembled. "Wha- what did they look like?" Her voice shook a little.
Syaoran stared at her for a long time. Then one hand slowly rose up and caught a lock of Sakura's hair. Sakura gasped in surprise.
"She had auburn hair…just like yours." He smiled faintly.
Sakura's eyes widened. "and… the boy?"
"messy hair… brown… " Syaoran looked away letting go of Sakura's hair.
"L-Li—" Sakura's words were cut off by Syaoran's second question.
"Where's Kari?" He seemed restless.
Her words died in her throat. Sakura turned away to hide the hurt in her face. She abruptly stood up and went towards the window. She could hear Meilin's sharp intake of breath.
"Which one do you want answered Syaoran your first question or the second one?" Meilin said a sharp edge could be noted on her voice.
Sakura turned her back on them. Only Tomoyo saw the sliding tears on her cheeks. She took deep breathes to keep from shaking. Tomoyo touched her hand. Sakura shook her head as she tried to smile to reassure Tomoyo.
"Why can't I have the answers to both?" Syaoran frowned. "Is it because you don't want to answer my question?"
"It's not that… you asked a question Sakura answered but you cut her off asking another question as though you don't want to hear what she's got to say!" Meilin glared at him.
"Why are you angry?" Syaoran's frown deepened.
Meilin took a deep breath. "Oh Syaoran you scared the living day lights out of me… when I knew what you did… you almost got yourself…" Meilin couldn't continue she turned away and cried.
Syaoran looked at them all bewildered.
"You're hiding secrets from me again." He muttered.
When no one stirred he repeated his second question. "Where's Kari?"
"She left after the doctor confirmed that you're going to be alright saying her place isn't here that she's no longer your girlfriend" Eriol answered for all of them.
Syaoran only nodded. He was too preoccupied he forgot about his dream and first question.
Sakura made a show of wiping her sweat with her hanky when she was really was wiping the tears on her cheeks.
"Well now everything's fine, I guess I'll go now." Sakura said turning around towards the door. She didn't look at Syaoran and walked straight for the door and opened it.
"Li… I just want to say thank you for… saving me" Sakura said before going out of the room not even waiting for him to answer.
Once she was out of the room she heaved out a very shaky sigh! She has to accept it now. He'll never remember her even if she'll tell him their past. A good hit on his head did not do it. Even if she'll tell him and even if he believed her he'll never love her the way he used to. She'll never have his heart Kari took it with her. She'd been a fool waiting for him all this time!
She continued walking out of the hospital. She just walked and walked until she found herself in the cherry blossom circle.
How dare she say she meant to get things right! Nothing is right! Everything is terribly wrong! How dare she say things like not staying because her place wasn't there! How dare she! Hypocrite! When she never let go of him at all! Sakura thought angrily remembering when Kari kissed Syaoran.
She leaned against a tree as if in agony. She was in agony. An ache so great was on her chest she could hardly breathe.
So this is it… you'll just give up…
… you'll let go…
There's nothing to hold on to…
… no more…
A.N. I'm sorry guys! Please don't hate me! I know this chapter is awfully short my head is blank just now and I always believed that if you don't have an idea, don't force yourself to write or else it will come out ugly. So this is all for now. Oh yeah before I forget I can't find that radio blog in wild cherry please give me more specific instructions just email it to me k? Ja!