Watching him, Watch Me

Rating: PG

Ship: Jack/Sam

Spoilers: I don't. Nothing really. Just basic knowledge of the show and season 8

Summary: He knows he's there, watching them. Future fic. Companion to Watching.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything but my words.

A/N: To everyone who reviewed thank you. And to SamandJackForever who demanded another chapter. To Froggy0319, stay turned for the wedding told through Sam's persepctive.

He's watching me. I know he's here. I can feel his eyes on me. She didn't tell him. Tell him about today. I don't blame her. I never thought we'd have to deal with him again. I know she loved him once, and I should be supportive, but the bigger part of me just wants him gone. I'm jealous. I know it. I'm jealous of him still. That he was able to be with her when I wasn't. That she loved him at all. She told me once that she'd never loved him like she loves me. I believe her, but the thought of him still kills me.

Why is he here? Probably for the same reason I would be. To see for himself that it's real. That it isn't some horrible nightmare. That he really did lose her. I know how he feels. It was how I felt whenever he was mentioned.

Is he looking around the room at the faces and flowers? She told me once that he always bought her roses when she really loved lilies. Is he looking at them and realising that he never really knew her at all? Does he realise now that it never would have worked between them? Has the pain of losing her subsided enough to see the truth?

No. It couldn't have. I could never live without her. Especially now that I've lived with her in every aspect of my life. Now that I know what it's like to have her as mine.

But then, the music starts. Cassie and the other bridesmaids make their way down the aisle. And then she's there. George is escorting her down the aisle, and he's forgotten in the blue of her eyes and the brightness of the smile she reserves for me and me alone.

Who ever would have thought that Jack O'Neill would become a romantic? I did. As soon as I met Samantha Carter. As soon as she looked at me with those hypnotic eyes and smiled that beautiful bright smile, I knew. I would go to the ends of the universe for this woman. And she'd follow me there, just to bring me back.

TBC...

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