Hello all my lovely fans ( bows)
Shoji" " ( rolls eyes) oi...oi..."
I am sorry to say that I am soon going back to school for my first year of high school ( horror screams in background)
Shoji" wait...that's a GOOD thing!"
" ( glares at shoji) like I was saying...I am going back to school like in two weeks not to mention my birthday ( cough cough) AUGUST 13 ( cough cough) and I wont be updating as quickly as I have been this past summer.."
( gives Ske a hug) I am so sorry my faithful reader! ( crys)"
Shoji" takku..."
Anyway I hope you enjoy this chapter which is suppose to be some what sad because I am soon wrapping up " Child Problems" and begin soon to my old story " The Baby Story" which is the main thing, cuz I have planned a trilogy of my stories Child Problems, The Baby Story, and something else X3.
Anyway I do not own Detective Conan it all belongs to Gosho Aoyoma!
Enjoy and Don't Forget to Review!
(plus I am using two different songs in this story to songs that I love...One is called When you love and the other is Cannonball)
Into The Abyss Of Two Hearts Part One
She sat there in her room on her bed in the place of her mind once again, her knees brought up to her chest as she every once in awhile glanced at the baby bundled up in blankets softly snoozing beside her on the bed
Close your eyes...
Leave the world behind...
Find a place deep inside...
A soft smile tugged at her lips as she watched the baby's little chest rise up and down ever so soundly then turned her head back to her hand resting on her knees and slowly bent her head foward the bangs of her hair shadowing her eyes.
Where you imagine...
Where Love never dies...
In the night...when you reach for me
A soft sigh escaped Ran's lips as she once again began to think of where the mysterious person she knew from childhood was, Kami...did she ever so wish she knew where he was. Ever so slowly a tear slid down her cheek as she let out shaky sigh. She didn't want to cry again, it felt so stupid! Why did she have to cry over him! Did he really affect her this much that she couldn't even control her own emotions?
In your heart..
hear my sigh...
Now and forever...
Will you remember?...
Another tear fell silently on her bed as she gulped back more tears that seemed to force it's way back up to her eyes. Was she really off this bad for him? I mean come on...they have been friends since childhood and everything but did she really hurt this bad for him? Oh Kami did it ever hurt... Somewhere in her heart flickered hope that he hasn't forgotten about her, that maybe he still remembered her and hasn't ran off with someone else on this supposed " Hard Case". And hopefully...has a place for her in his heart.
When you love...
Your not alone..
The one you Love...
Is there beside you...
Ugh! Why did she have to gruel over this now? Especially with a child there sleeping beside her! The child...Ran slowly looked at Shoji softly sleeping as tears brimmed her eyes as she began to look more deeply at the snoozing face.
Ran" Ugh! Right when we get on the plane you fell right to sleep!"
Shinichi scratched his cheek in embarrassment as he raised his eyebrows at her
Shincihi" I did?..."
Ran rolled her eyes at Shinichi
Ran" Geez..what is the difference between you and a baby!"
Shinichi put his hand behind his head and let out a nervous laugh
Shinichi" Ha Ha Ha Ha..."
Ran felt a soft smile come onto her face as she remembered her trip to New York with Shinichi...
Shinichi...The smile had now appeared as a pained smile as her heart ached at all the happy memories that came rushing forward she once had, sad thing is they were only once and she would give anything to go back to them...to go back to him.. This was beginning to get to deep for her to painful to stand around waiting and crying on her bed when she ever got the slightest reminder of him. She leaned over to Shoji and brushed the side of his cheek as he snoozed soundly and gave him teary smile as a soft tear drop landed on his cheek.
" I just don't think...I can...I can be strong enough to go on like this..."
A small little hand rested on Ran's hand making Ran's eyebrows raise. Shoji had heard what she had said, he could feel in her voice through her presence that she was once again hurting because of him. Shoji's little eyes opened showing his dark blue eyes filled with hurt something not normal for a baby...something a baby doesn't have, babies don't have this look because they never experienced such emotions through their lives yet something they don't even understand. This took on Ran very shockingly...making her mouth open slowly letting out a soft gasp
Never lost...
Or on your own...
The gentle hand is there to guide you...
".. Shoji...kun...?..."
Shoji then got up from his blankets and slowly stood up and toddled over to Ran and plopped down in her lap and lifted his hands up to her face and cupped his little hands on her cheeks looking deep into her eyes which surprised Ran very greatly that a baby is doing this... A Baby!
" Ran..."
When you can see me...
You Must Believe me...
Ran then placed her own hands on Shoji's and stared back into his deep blue eyes smiling her eyes brimming with tears with a yet shine in the deep blueish-purple eyes of hers.
" Why do you always seem to comfort me in some way?..."
Shoji just smiled at Ran making Ran let out a soft chuckle
" There she is again..."
Ran then scooped up Shoji in her arms and brought him close to her chest leaning her head down to his, softly rubbing her cheek against his smiling a soft smile.
"I Love you so much Shoji-kun..."
Shinichi's eyes through Shoji's opened widely and then softened as he mentally let out a sigh in relief knowing he made her feel better and something more but also the feeling that made him clench he wasn't there and he wasn't him to hold her when she needed him at the time of most.
there still a little bit of your ghost...your weakness
there is still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed..
You step a little closer each day and I cant say what's going on...
The most of what he could do now was comfort her in this way, he felt a little relief in his heart he could comfort her at all but still wanted ever so much to be the one that held her and not to hold anything back against her to make her ever worry again, he brought his small little hands and wrapped it around Ran's neck and nuzzled into her chest taking in the scent of her and hearing her heart slowly thump which calmed him ever so. Ran smiled softly at the baby seeing his eyes get heavy with sleep as hers were too. She slowly leaned against her pillow and closed her eyes and let herself rock into the abyss of sleep as well as Shoji did too.
Stones taught me to fly...
Love taught me to lie...
Life taught me to die...
So it's not hard to fall..
When you flow like a cannonball..
Shinichi...
The Next Day: Saturday
It has been now officially 12 days, but fact is Shoji didn't feel any different he was still a little infant entwined in Ran's arms asleep, it was about 8 am when he started to stir. He slowly opened eyes and looked at the alarm clock with glowed red saying 8:15 a.m.. He then rolled over to his side to push against Ran's chest to let her know he was awake but when he did roll over he just felt the sheets of the bed. Ran had already gotten up earlier and let him sleep longer. Shoji then sat up in his bed and stuck his nose up in the air like a dog trying to catch a scent. He then smelled from the kitchen steamed rice and eggs cooking and a smile came onto his lips as his eyes opened wider
" Breakfast!"
Shoji then hopped down from Ran's bed and crawled out of Ran's room and down the hall to see Kogoro sitting down at the table who was reading the newspaper, fold it down to look at Shoji and raise an eyebrow at him.
Kogoro" so it woke you too?"
Shoji just smiled at Kogoro nervously as he let out a laugh and mumbled as he went back to reading his newspaper
Kogoro" Kid thinks like me.."
Ran then walked out in her blue sleeveless summer dress with a pink apron tied around her waist and pink oven mittens on as she held out a pot of steaming rice as her face glowed at the two sitting at the table staring at her with hungry eyes.
Ran" I see...so the smell of breakfast woke you both up this morning?"
Ran chuckled as Kogoro and Shoji just simply nodded at her with chopsticks ready and set in their hands, Ran then set the pot of rice and eggs down on the table and put a bib on Shoji as she began to feed him.
Ran" well someone is hungry today!"
Shoji just simply gave her a cute baby smile as he opened his mouth for another scoop of rice and eggs
Shoji" Finally! Real food! Not baby food! but fooooood!"
Kogoro then glanced at Shoji while he was eating and paused as he cleared his throat and put his chopsticks down on the table when he remembered something that happened this morning.
" Ahem...Ran I think you need to stop for a moment, you might want to hear this, it's about the Kid."
Ran paused from putting another spoonful of eggs and rice in Shoji's mouth and turned to Kogoro raising her eyebrows, making Shoji narrow his eyes in irritation from his interruption of getting food .
Ran" Yes?..."
Kogoro" Well, I got a phone call from the kid's mom today and she said that she would be coming by to pick up Shoji this afternoon"
Shoji's eyebrows started to twitch rapidly as he knew who was going to pick him this afternoon as Ran's face began to sadden
Ran" I see..."
Kogoro then looked at her with sad eyes knowing he was not done with the news as he grabbed her hand and squeezed at it looking at her with a guilty look in his eyes as he knew what he was about to say
Kogoro" and Ran...they said too that Conan wasn't coming back that he was going to go to stay home for good but to tell you thank you for all that you have done, I am proud of you Ran. You really took care of the Kid for a good while."
Ran just looked down as she nodded and then stood up and began to collect the dishes from the table and head to the kitchen to wash the dishes but before she went she turned to Shoji and smiled softly at him
Ran" guess were going to have to get you ready for your Okasaan to pick you up ne?"
Shoji just sat there as he stared at her go off to the kitchen as she began to wash the dishes, dumbfounded at what he just heard.
Shoji" Conan isn't coming back?...D...Does that mean Haibara really did it?...She found the antidote!"
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Osaka Cafe
" Are you Kidding Me! "
Heiji just smiled at Kazuah nervously as he got up from the table where Kazuah and him were sitting as Kazuah glared at him as he pushed his chair in.
Heiji" I swear, it wont be long! I'll be back soon"
Kazuah" TAKKU! That's all you think about! Being Mr. Great Detective!"
Heiji just waved at her as he ran out of the cafe and started to run down to a local apartment complex where he saw a black Porsche drive into.
Heiji" This must be the guys Kudou is always talking about!"
Heiji then quickly hid behind a car parked nearby the black porsche as he watched two men step out one with long blonde hair and the other with black glasses on both of them wearing black suits and black hats with cold smiles on their faces as hey headed up the apartment building. Heiji's eyes slowly opened as he watched them go into the building.
" Holy crap...it is them..."
Heiji then pulled out his cell phone and dialed up the police and then ran into the building to watch to see what they were going to do next.
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" Hey Boss...this is the guy who had that program about the DNA changes that could help us finish up our latest project?"
Gin just smiled coldly as he slowly pulled back his gun into his coat as he stared at the corpse leaning against the wall his eyes widened with a bullet in his chest.
Gin" Right. Not only will this help us, we could finally finish up Aptx4869 without that annoying woman who wont come out of hiding. I was really looking forward to seeing Sherry with her face full of pure horror as we were about to kill her."
" I wouldn't plan on finishing that project so quickly..."
Gin and Vodka quickly turned around to see Heiji leaning against the doorway smiling cooly as he looked at them with a cold glare.
Heiji" The police are already on their way, but you two should be proud that you have been getting away for this long."
Vodka quickly reached out of his jacket and pulled out a black pistol aiming for his heart
Vodka" Kid, you don't know who you are dealing with"
Gin slowly had an cold grin come onto his face as he put his hand infront of Vodka's gun
Vodka" B...Boss...?"
Gin" Tell us Boy...What do you know about us?"
Heiji stood up and put his hands in his pocket as he smiled at them with confidence
Heiji" Let's just say I have connections with those " experiments" of yours and I happen to know alot about your organization"
Gin" Well..Well...you should be proud of yourself , I hope you are because you just helped us out plenty. Vermouth."
Heiji" What th.."
Before he could finish a woman with long blonde hair and a cold smile on her face from behind hit him straight in the back of his head with her gun and knocked him out cold.
Vermouth" goodnight..."
to be continued...
HA HA! A CLIFFHANGER!
Hope you enjoy cause it's time for me to go this part one of the end of Child problems so dont forget to review and I shall see ya'll later Ta Ta---DetectiveGirl2005
( oh in the begining, that memory Ran had about he and Shinichi is from Shinichi's first Case)