I'm thirsty. I'm longing.

For you.

Amnesia

"I thought you said you're coming late tonight!"

"I did come late, didn't I?"

"…no, I don't think you did."

"yes. I was 2 minutes late."

Jou gave a short laugh as he opened the door.

"How's Mokuba?" Seto asked, still holding Jou by his waist.

"he's still hot, probably a fever. I had him eat some medicine."

"good. Let's go eat, yea?"

"and leave a sick kid home alone, no!" Jou looked at him blankly.

"he's asleep isn't he?"

"he's your brother Seto."

"and he wants a chocolate cake" A small voice spoke out.

The raven-haired boy smiled gently as he rubbed his eyes. Sweetly he ran to hug his brother, still in his red teddy bear pj's.

"hey Moki, how are you?"

"bad. But still wants some cake."

Jou smiled as he checked his temperature.

"Moki, you gotta stay home."

"I will. You two can go out at get me some cake."

Mokuba smiled, "and have some dinner"

Jou laughed sheepishly and looked at Seto

"Only for the sick kid."


Secrets were never good.

They were meant to be heard, meant to be broken.

Promises were never good.

They were meant to be separate, meant to be broken.


"What do you think he's doing?"

"Jou…"

"Do you think he's like me? Desperate, tired…in tears?"

"Jou, please. Come on, let's go-"

"do you think…he's thinking about me too?"

"stop, just stop. It's been 2 years. You guys are over…so just let it go…let it go."

"I can't, Yugi, I just can't."

In this cold breeze, the saltiness of the water came rushing towards his face.

'I always wanted to come to the beach with him.'

He smiled again, just another smile-with a tear dropping down.

I want to hold him.

I want him near me.

And I want my wanting, to happen.