Title: Why this fear that chills my heart?
Summary: Harry has to make the tough decision whether or not he will stay with Ginny. He writes a poem. Written when I felt bad myself. Very personal.
Why this fear that chills my heart?
Why this cold hand that kills
My love.
Kills my love.
Why isn't love like in the movies?
Careless. Eternal.
Why do I feel things that I don't.
Don't want. Don't think.
Why do I think so much?
Too much. Too little.
Why do I try to forget my thoughts?
Hiding them forevermore.
Forever. I want to be with you.
Forever. Can I?
Do I? Want to be?
Part of me says yes.
Is it my heart?
Or my head?
I do not know.
I fear. Everything.
Loneliness.
Being with you.
Myself.