Disclamer: I don't own anything with D.N.Angel... :(
Warnings: will be yaoi mean boy/boy relationship don't like don't read. in this story the Dark and Krad don't live inside Dai and Sato. they are little OOC
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Chapter 17
The thief sat in a window in his old room. He had gone there after he had walked out from the room, away from the angel. He didn't know if he did the right thing. Now the angel knew what he hadn't had told him. He knew he was engaged and a relationship between them wasn't possible. What he had seen in the angel's eyes when he realized that he was engaged had hurt him. That was why he had left. He couldn't bear see him like that. They had come home and he had lost...
He was left alone but he wasn't surprised about that. As they had gotten here his memories slowly had come back. They were worse than he had thought. Why the angel had left from here he didn't know. The angel was accepted, maybe because he was the king's son. The angel had white wings...
His own wings were out now. Not long ago the angel had called his wings beautiful. Will he think that in a couple of days?
"Don't think about it," he told himself, but it was hard not to.
He had heard something about a ceremony. A ceremony to celebrate the engagement of the angel and Riku. In a way the angel wasn't engaged yet but what could he do? Was it better in that other world? He had found the one he loved could he really leave him again? Was it because of the engagement that he had been able to go trough the portal? Because he had lost the angel?
He felt cold and alone in the room. He hadn't changed his cloths so he still only had the leather pants he had wore when they had captured him the first time. Around his chest the bandages the angel had put over his wounds were. The necklace still was around his neck but that was everything...
He looked over the landscape he only remembered a piece of. A white landscape. A landscape covered with snow. The same color as the angel's wings. Will the angel like Riku this time? He hadn't liked her before but he maybe didn't remember what she had done to him and welcome her with open arms? Not knowing was killing him. He will get his answers at the ceremony. At the ceremony where he will lose his light, his angel... A single tear rolled down his cheek as he looked out of the window. He felt lost...
Time flew away as he sat in the window. It wasn't like he cared but the time for the ceremony was soon and he needed to change. He didn't wanted to but it didn't felt right to let the angel see him like this the last time he saw him. Yes the last time. They had come home and he had lost. He had decided to stay away from the angel after the ceremony. It would be the best for both of them. Even if it hurt him to stay away from the angel it would hurt even more if he had to stay close when he had to have Riku near.
He took a shower and tried not to think about the angel. When he was finished he clothe himself in black cloths knowing he would stand out beside the other angels but white wasn't his color. As he had dressed he let his wings out and they fell behind his back. He still ha d an hour before the ceremony so he took a walk trough the corridors.
He let his feet lead the why not knowing where he was going. His feet lead him to a small room in the other end of the castle. His mother's old room.
He went in to the small room. No one had been there since his mother had died. No one dared to walk in to the room. He didn't understand why but it maybe was because of him. They didn't dare touch anything when they had visited his mother when she was alive just because he had had a son like him. Before he had been born his mother had been popular and have had a lot of friends but since she gave birth to him they abandon her. No one knew who his father was except his mother and she died before she could tell him who it was. She died a year before she would have told him. She had promised to tell him on his twelfth birthday but that didn't happen. A few days after his elevens birthday she passed away... and no one was left to tell him who his father was.
The thief looked around in the room. For the first time since they had come back he felt home. He had lived in this room until his mother had past away. Here had he felt loved. After his mother's death they had forced him to move to the room he now called his.
It was long ado he was in this room. Before he had walked trough that portal he hadn't been allowed to be near the room...
He walked up to his mother's bed and sat down. When his mother had lived he had sat on this bed and his mother had hugged him making him laugh. But now it was gone. When he sat on the bed he could feel his mother's present in the room.
The table beside the bed caught his eyes. On the table a white letter lay. He reached out and grabbed it. How long had it lain there?
Dark
I'm sure you are old now. I was supposed to tell you the truth the day you turned twelve your father wanted that. But since I have gone weaker by each day I done think I will be here when you reaches the age of twelve.
You father wanted you to now the truth but not too early.
You are special Dark know that. There is no one like you. Your wings aren't the only sign. They think you don't belong in this place. They can't have more wrong. Your father once told me that in every generation someone special is born and this generation is you. Your father was also a special person. He is not alive anymore. The day you became one he died. No one knows who he was except me. And I can't really tell you neither...
Know that he was a wonderful person that I know you are going to be too. Don't let the people here make you sad. They don't know your value. You don't know you value. I don't know your value. But you will find out when the time is right.
Never let anyone hurt you. Promise...
Know that I never wanted to leave you alone. But with me gone and your father is gone you are alone. But know that we will always be near you. Know that you are never alone. We are watching you. You are never alone...
Love
Your mother...
Bye my beloved Dark...
Dark looked up from the letter. It didn't give him any answers but it helped him feel better.
"Thank you mother," he whispered in the empty room.
He looked at the time and saw that it was time for the ceremony. Time to say goodbye to the angel.
He left the room and let his feet once again lead the way. They know the way better than his brain. He walked through the corridors leading to the room for the ceremony. He was a little bit early but that was better than being late. He didn't want everyone to stare at him when he walked though the door. He walked into the room. It was empty. He seated himself at the back of the room. It was for the best...
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Someone had dragged him out of bed early. Before he had woken up. They undressed him and cleaned him up before he could even think of protesting. They cleaned the wounds the thief already had cleaned. Mumble something like they couldn't trust the thief to clean wounds of someone as important as he. That made him sad. The thief had cleaned is wounds and forgot his own of cause he had done the job carefully.
They dressed the angel in white cloths. Not letting him dressing by himself. That started to annoy him. He could dress himself.
His so-called fiancée was around him all day. Preventing him to see the thief. That was something he wanted. The thief was avoiding him. He had escaped his fiancée and his self pointed guards and found the thief's room. Only to fins it empty and sad. He had felt the thief's sad feeling in the room and they had stabbed his heart as hard as a knife. He hadn't been alone long. Not long after he had found the thief's room his guards had found him and took him back to his room preparing him for the ceremony.
And now it was time. The ceremony was to begin. He was supposed to be in the room at the moment but he was still sitting on his bed.
"It is time," one of his guards said and he got up and walked after the guards.
They walked in to the room were the ceremony was going to be held. Everyone was there even the thief. He tried to catch the thief's eyes but the thief refused to look at him. He sighted and continued to the front of the room there his so-called fiancée was waiting. She wasn't his fiancée yet.
They told them to hold their hands against each other between them. As their hands got closer the angel regret even being in the room. As soon as their hands touch each other their hands flow away from each other. Everyone stared at them. What had happen? The angel looked down at his hand seeing that the ring on his finger was shining he smiled.
"I can't do this," he said loud. "I'm already engaged."
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A/N: another chapter done. Not a very good chapter but in a way it was needed. hope you liked it anyway. I had planed for the ending in this chapter for some time now so I was glad I got it up. :) anyway please review.
Reviews:
neko-nya: He was enganged but in the same way not if that made any since. you kind of got you answer on the other question in this chapter. :)
hittocerebattosai: I want to do the same thing. XD
Koway Oceshia: there is still hope. I can't put Krad up with someone else for good.
Hakudoshi-chan: there is hope. you are right she is a bit scary...
Iarrod: yes that was a bit sad that chapter. this too I think.
nekogirltheanimefreak: blushes someone think my stoy is best. :) yes that chapter was sad and so was this. why are my chapters so sad?
Devinedragon: Riku will not be in the story much more. happy? I don't like her neather but she had a part that was needed in the story. to get it good. haha.