Ok…by the way…There is a little bit of language and a little bit of fluff in here just to warn you and I realize that this is so out of Remus's character if you read this…but I just had to put the spin on things so that my story would work in the end so I hope that you enjoy this…….!

Chapter 7-Spring Fades to Summer

The year flew past too quickly and it was finally time for the train ride back home.

"You will have to write to me ok?" I pleaded. "Remus, please. I won't see you all summer. At least try," but I could tell that he wouldn't.

"Angela, just understand that there is a lot of things that you have no idea about, and no I don't want to tell you right now. I will just see you once school starts next fall," I couldn't tell anymore if he loved me or not.

The train pulled out, and here I was again on the train, Remus had apparently gone to find some one more important to talk to, and I was left alone with Sirius.

"Sirius, can I ask you a question?" he nodded yes. "Do you think Remus loves me?" it was hard to ask, hard because I was afraid of what he might say. He moved over next to me, tracing his finger across my lips. That electricity was there again.

"Remus loves you. I just don't think he can show it, he doesn't understand sometimes that the people that care for him want him happy. When was the last time he kissed you?" personal question, but I was going to answer it.

"Christmas, and I don't think he really even wanted to. I practically had to force him, he was too entranced in something as usual and it wasn't me." I didn't want to cry in front of Sirius, it showed how weak I was. The tears swelled.

"I love you," he whispered softly into my ear, and before I knew it, his lips were on mine. I pulled away.

"Did you feel that? That electricity?" he probably thought I was crazy.

"Yes, I felt it. I can't help myself around you, I need to touch you so I can get to feel that tingle," he softly said.

"Sirius, you know that Remus is my boyfriend don't you? I just can't. I have wanted you since I ran into you. I don't know whether it means anything. We are only first years Sirius and I know that we won't love each other forever, you'll probably get a new girl by the time summer is up and I will be left in the dust again." Sirius looked at me and had nothing to say, but Remus had just walked in and I was in no mood to talk to either of them, so I stomped out of the compartment in rage. My eyes stopped at the compartment filled with Slytherins, I stopped before I tried opening the door. What am I doing? James, need to find James, or Lily.

"Lily, there you are," she of course was sitting with a bunch of her friends, all of which were probably talking about me because I don't think that they liked me very much, I am just so paranoid I know. "Can I talk to you? Alone?" I had to add that.

"Of course," and I watched as all of her friends left. "Now what can I do for you Angela?"

"Lily, are we friends?" her smile faded, and then she was puzzled. "I know you have all those other friends and all, who probably all hate me." My feet were looking really nice right now, because of course I was staring at the floor, I couldn't look at her.

"Angela, I don't know you well enough. You are a nice girl and all, and of course you talk in your sleep, about Sirius, but what girl doesn't? Listen, maybe next year ok? You look really upset. Alright, everyone thinks that you are a tad strange, but other than that, none of us hate you," cant she just shut up, please just shut up, why had I even come to her. I turned and I left, back to the compartment, at least I could try to sleep.

The scene was horrid. Jasmine, a third year Ravenclaw, was all over Remus. "So this is why you don't love me. Fine Remus Lupin, if you want to be such a good boyfriend to her, than so be it, we are through," I sat in the hall, and I cried all the way back to London.

I got my stuff, and I sat, and I waited, and I waited. My parents never came to get me, I told them when and where. They were never late.

"Angela, I am so sorry." Sirius hugged me tightly. "Remus should've never did that to you," he kissed my forehead.

"Sirius, I am worried. My parents are never late, and they are over an hour late. I don't know what to do," he looked surprised.

"Listen, how about my folks take you home, if they ever pick me up," but Sirius's parents came with no sign of mine.

"Don't leave me Sirius please, don't ever leave me," I loved him. I nuzzled his nose with mine. "I love you too Mr. Black," and I softly kissed his lips.

It was that laugh that I loved, it was mezmorizing. "I'm sorry that my parents won't take you. I'll try to visit you sometime this summer ok? Be safe my love," we hugged goodbye. "Alright baby, we got to let go now."

"Sorry," I laughed.

"It's ok, hey, is that your sister." I looked to where he was pointing.

"Angel, where in the world have you guys been?" and she of course was the reason.

"Who is the sexy beast?" pointing at Sirius, and of course not answering my question.

"It is my boyfriend, now what's the deal. Let me guess, you have to come get me because Mom and Dad are too busy working, typical," I snorted, I was pissed. Of course I got this look from Sirius when I had said boyfriend, he had the hugest grin ever, and I felt his arms wrap around my waist.

"Have a safe trip home my darling," I laughed

"Until we meet again," and I followed my older sister back home. She of course had to say something on the subway.

"Boyfriend? Angela, do you have any idea how much mom and dad will flip out, they wont want you going there anymore."

"What a pity, then you wont be the only child anymore, you spoiled rotten bitch. I am not surprised if you try and take Sirius away from me with some stupid twin-switching trick. You know what Angel, just don't talk to me ok?" and I stomped through the door of the house. My room, what happened to my room?

Magazines, my clothes, and my makeup was all over the floor, all over my bed. What in the hell has she been doing? I slowly bent down to pick up my favorite red rose dress; a dark purple stain adorned the fabric. Too bad I can't use magic, unless, I rummaged through my books. Potions, perfect, I even have some of these ingredients. I am sure it was a weird scene to my sister when I picked up everything that she had messed, made a pile of everything stained beyond compare, and put the rest away. Perfect. When my parents came home however, I was slowly pouring the potion I had made over my clothes and papers; the substance vanished to be as right as rain.

"What are you doing? Magic? I want none of this in my house, do you understand," what in the world was wrong with my dad. I was forced to nod yes.

A month had passed…

"Angela, guess what, you would never believe this," it was my best friend Annie who was talking to me.

"What Ann," I am clueless.

"This really hot guy just came into town, you have to see him," she doesn't change, still as boy crazy as I am. I followed her, but I wasn't ready for the surprise that awaited me.

"Small world isn't it," I couldn't believe who it was, it was Remus.

"What are you doing here?" I was flipping out, I didn't want the temptation of him being there.

"I came to talk to you, and I had to pump Sirius to get your address," I looked away.

"Don't do this to me Rem. You keep hurting me, and I don't like it," he pulled me away from the eyes of my friends. Butterfly kisses caressing my neck.

"I "do" love you, understand this." I pushed him away from me, he was making me sick.

"You were making out with Jasmine, I don't want to hear this, get away from me Remus Lupin, I told you that it is over," and I ran home as fast as I could, my tears blurring my vision, the last thing I remember is the sound of a car beeping its horn at me.