---------I am trying not to be unrealistic or anything people so at least take a read and review me. I know it is really hard to love someone this quickly, but I just think that it can be possible because I said so, lol. Enjoy and I will update soon if people review…I warn you that this chapter is a little violent and fluffy at the same time...good combo...

Chapter 8- Surviving Life

Now if I was put in a regular wizard hospital, I would be out of there in less than a week, but of course, I was rushed to the muggle hospital in London where I spent two months.

"Where am I?" I just remember the pain, nothing more.

"You got hit by a car," Angel was sitting there the whole time, hoping that I would make it; I guess that my sister did care.

"Am I ok?" but I could tell by the look in her eyes that something was wrong.

"You aren't allowed to go back to Hogwarts," my heart fell, I think I would rather be dead than be away from Sirius, and Remus, even if he was a bastard.

"Sirius hasn't been here has he?" she shook her head no.

"I don't even think he knows you are here, and our parents don't want anyone in that school to know. You got beat pretty bad. Sis, don't be mad at me anymore," our bond was there again. "I am sure that Sirius will find out what happened somehow."

"He didn't even visit me this summer," I told her softly.

Stupid people, let me out of the hospital while practically every one was at Diagon Alley, I knew that I was going to have some one run into me. My parents picked me up that afternoon, and whom did I spot, but Sirius, and I tried all my might to hide myself. He saw me and then he waved, a smile coming across his lips. I looked away, I had to, limping off into the distance.

School had finally started again, and after my one-year absence, I was lost in a world of math, not potions.

"Geese Ange, where have you been, seems like we haven't seen you in ages," Oliver of course was worried about me.

"I told you, I had to transfer schools for a while," I wondered what happened to Sirius, I really did. Oh well, I guess that I wasn't cut out to be a witch.

Three years pass by quickly. Here I am still limping from my accident, and Sirius is far from my mind.

"Angela, aren't you going to London with us?" shopping for new school supplies was our yearly tradition.

"Why can't we just shop around here?" but they ended up persuading me that this was better.

I walked past it. The Leaky Cauldron, I hadn't been here since the beginning of first year. Some one was watching me, I knew it. My eyes scanned the crowd, and of course I saw him, and of course he spotted me yet again.

"Angela," Sirius had caught hold of my wrist, he was a fast runner. I couldn't stand looking at him, I just couldn't. "Where have you been?" here I go crying again.

"Can't we be alone somewhere, I need to talk to you. Please," I had to tell my friends I wasn't feeling well so I would just catch up with them later.

"Diagon Alley?" I shook my head no, I just couldn't.

"I don't have any of my things, they're all…locked up or burned," it was true, they had burned everything, including my wand, just to hurt me. I pulled him to the nearest café and he sat across from me, staring into my eyes.

"What happened?" he brushed away my tears with his fingertip.

"Well, when I came home my parents despised my magic. They told me that I wasn't allowed to do it until I went back to school, but things happened. Evidently, you told Remus where I was, so he came to find me, and he told me he loved me, but of course I didn't know what to do. Everything is just happening so fast. I ran away, and got hit by a car, I was in the hospital a whole two months. And when I woke up, my sister was at my side. I can't walk very well since the accident, and it pains so badly, but there isn't any treatment for me in the line of doctors that I go to. No one was allowed to know what happened to me that went to Hogwarts. Then you never showed up, and I lost all my hope of ever seeing you again. I am not allowed to go back to Hogwarts," I didn't look at Sirius when I had finished. Round, wet drops flew down my face and landed on my sweater. I brushed them away.

I felt his hand take mine and give me a gentle squeeze. "W e have been apart for three years, and I still love you with all of my soul.

"It is just an infatuation Sirius, go find someone that can really be with you," I was cold, but I had to be, I had to make him see the light.

"Never," he moved next to me. He hugged me tight in his arms, I needed him.

"I need you Sirius," I cried into his shoulder. "I need you so much because I love you," I repeated over and over like a mad woman.

"Shh, it's ok, I am here now with you. Nothing will separate us. I never told you this, but I was jealous that Remus had you, and then when I found out he was cheating on you with that Ravenclaw, I knew he didn't deserve you. I am sure there is something that can be done about your leg, there just has to be. We can work around you not being at school. I need you too, it is so unbearable even trying to be with Moony anymore," I was staring at him the whole time, he was shaking, I knew he was telling the truth.

"Moony, why do you call Remus that?" I was puzzled.

"Padfoot come on mate, we need to get to buying our stuff, what girl do you have shoved into a corner this time," it was James, come to take Sirius away from me as usual.

"Prongs, can't you just go without me?"

"You can't be that busy mate," he looked at me hard. "Angela, so this is why I can't get him to go. He has been missing you something terrible girl, but we really have to be going," I bet a million bucks that he was going out with Lily, who knows if anyone even cared where I went to when school had started.

"Go ahead Sirius, it's ok, just promise me you won't tell Rem anything," and I had to practically order him to leave me. He gave me a gentle squeeze around the waist as we hugged.

"I love you, don't forget that, I will talk to you soon, I have to," his lips touched mine and then he was gone.

"You saw him didn't you?" Angel was reading my thoughts again.

"Yes, I did. I wish our parents would just let me go back. I thought that the headmaster would at least care to find some way of getting me back to Hogwarts. I don't know why I love Sirius so much sis," we were walking to school, when a bird perched on my shoulder.

"What in the world is an owl doing out in the daytime?" I shook my head, she'd never understand.

"Come here Conrad," it was Sirius's owl, I took the letter from him and read it silently.

Dear Angela,

I talked to the headmaster about your situation. He said that your parents would kill you if you ever went back to Hogwarts. Something can be done however, and the headmaster shall talk to your parents about it, but I think that you'll get to come back. However, since you have a three-year absence, you'll probably be behind, but I think you can manage it. I have faith in you.

I then proceeded to ask Madame Pomfrey about your pain, and she said that it can be fixed in a giffy at school, yes, that's how easy it is. I want to be with you my darling, and I hope to see you soon. You never know when I'll pop up, so be on your best behavior.

Love,

S.B.

"What do you think sis?" but she looked at me and thought hard.

"They'll never change their minds, you know that as much as I do," I knew she was right, but I wanted to be hopeful.

"If anyone can change their minds, it's the headmaster," and I prayed I was right.

"Angela, I think that we need to talk," Dad didn't look like he was too happy with me when I woke up the next morning. "Seems that your headmaster came to talk to us, and I am very disappointed in you.

My dad was talking crazy; I could tell that he had been drinking that morning. This wasn't going to turn out well. "Why can't I go back to school? What is so wrong with it?" I saw his glare.

"I just don't want you leaving me that's all," and before I knew it, my dad had produced a needle from behind his back, and thrust it into my arm. "I'm sorry, but you left me no choice."

Darkness, utter darkness.