Chapter 9 Denying The Truth
A/N Ok, finally an update, well I am banned from the computer, anyway. Even though my ban ends this coming Friday, my exams start next week, so you'll have to wait a while before my next update, sorry!
Mia brushed her long silky, baby-pink hair, as she admired herself through the reflection in her dresser-top mirror. The impersonator hummed one of Lacus Clyne's songs as she did, flicking her hair from side to side every now and then, as though checking it's bounciness and shine.
Athrun lay slouched on the bed, a pillow behind him, which was the only source of support for his back. His usually calm and gentle features now held a brooding look, as he stared morosely up at the pale ceiling.
The former Justice pilot's head lolled over to his left, giving him a clear view of what was going on just outside the window. He could see courting couples strolling down the sidewalk, along with some toddlers and kids running around the playground, squealing in delight.
Clearly, the blue-haired co-ordinator missed his blonde female companion, Cagalli Yula Athha. Although his expressions didn't show much of his hurt and emotions, one could tell that he had countless thoughts jumbled up in his head.
"Athrun, I'm going out for a while. I'm going to run a small errand for a nearby orphanage, rest assured I'll be back before midnight." Said Mia amiably, planting a soft and passionate kiss on her husband's left cheek, before disappearing out the door.
Athrun saw the pink-headed girl exit the front gate and sashay down the sidewalk and out of sight.
Although Mia had clearly stated that she was going to run a charitable errand for a nearby orphanage, she had been feigning it. She was going to Yuuna Roma Seiran's house to spend some time with him.
Back in the bedroom, the most Athrun could do was throw his head back and feel the loneliness engulf his entire mind and body. Not that he had been kept occupied when Mia was around, but at least the pink-headed girl would make some kind of noise.
Every single night, Athrun pined for Cagalli. Every so often, he would find himself unable to fall asleep and would let his emotions run free, streams of tears running down the sides of his face and to the back of his head.
Thoughts, emotions and questions flooded Athrun's mind everytime he thought of the blonde girl. Would she ever return to his side? Would she ever forgive him? Or would she forget about him entirely and move on in life?
The young Zala missed Cagalli's honey brown eyes, her husky voice and the feel of her soft skin against his. Athrun rolled over onto his side before throwing his legs over the pillow, feeling the salty tears flow from his eyes once more.
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"Cagalli, are you feeling alright? You seemed a little sick and tired of your surroundings." Questioned Miriallia, looking questioningly at her blonde friend, who was propped up in bed and biting her lower lip, while staring blankly into space.
"I'm euphoric that somebody has finally; and actually noticed that! Ugh! I've been bored to death being cooped up here, twenty-four seven!" exclaimed Cagalli, her voice tinted with sarcasm.
"Well, you should've said something about it then. Don't bottle everything up inside you." Said Ochika knowingly, raising an eyebrow at her daughter.
"Fine, now you know! Can I please go somewhere, where I can feel the wind in my hair, and smell the sweet scent of flowers and fresh air!" retorted Cagalli, raising her hand sin the air.
"If you mean the beach, ok, but mind you it's already way past dark. You might not even be able to see the flowers growing in the grass patches. Besides, it could be quite chilly out there." Warned Miriallia, looking disapprovingly at the blonde girl.
Seeing the disappointed and annoyed look cast upon Cagalli's face, Ochika sighed deeply. "Miriallia, I guess it's ok to go out for some fresh air. Besides, even if it's chilly you could always bring along a shawl or a sweater?"
Cagalli perked up, a distinct glow in her honey brown orbs.
"Alright then, up you get! Adios, Nurse Ochika!" greeted Miriallia cheerfully, before leading the way out, her footsteps following a rhythmic beat.
When the duo approached the seashore, they settled themselves about a few metres from the water, enjoying the feel of the beady sand under their feet.
There were scores of stars shining and shimmering in the dark night sky, like little pinpricks of light on their silken background. The deep satin water curled up against the sand, a few grabs swimming in the tide creating a few ripples.
"It's such a pity Kira couldn't tag along. Or it would've been a picture perfect with the two of you mutually." Teased Cagalli, nudging the auburn haired girl lightly in the ribs.
Dread swept over Miriallia, as much as she didn't want to have to bring up the 'Athrun' topic, she felt doubtful about Cagalli's sudden change in behaviour towards the blue-haired co-ordinator.
"Cagalli umm, I want you to answer me truthfully on this." Stated Miriallia, trying to sound firm. Cagalli perked up to look at her friend, her fingers digging into the sand around her.
"Have you really given up on Athrun? I mean you used to love him so profoundly; it was as though the two of you were match made in heaven! But now it's appalling how your attitude and mindset toward him changed so drastically overnight!" alleged Miriallia hysterically.
"Like I've said, he's nothing more than a person living in this world, to me. I've long gotten over him. He can grieve and beg all he likes, but the fact still remains that I will never return to him." Contradicted Cagalli.
Despite Cagalli's use of stern vocabulary, Miriallia could sense the doubt and unwillingness in the girl's voice.
"Don't you lie to me, Cagalli, Athrun sees you as a proverbial diamond in the rough! His love for you is true! No doubt he hurt you badly once, but it doesn't mean he deserves the same treatment from you! To be truthful, the only two young men I've known in my life to be ever so affectionate, is Kira and Athrun." Argued Miriallia, speaking in a tone used in heart-to-heart talks.
"Why does everyone divulge that to me!" screeched Cagalli, catapulting to her feet, causing some sand particles to be blown away in the passing zephyr.
"Everyone divulges that to you, because it's a fact! You know it yourself Cagalli, you know you still love him! So, why are you being so obstinate!" barked Miriallia, jogging after Cagalli, as the blonde girl jogged off before breaking into a mature sprint.
Miriallia stopped after a stitch formed in her side. Goodness gracious, for a girl, Cagalli seemed to have an excellent amount of stamina, and boy, did she sprint at a high-speed.
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Mia lay comfortably and contentedly in Yuuna's arms, as she took frequent sips from her glass of champagne.
"What's the matter, baby? You look troubled." Said Yuuna, nuzzling the side of Mia's neck, making her arch to one side.
"Athrun has been rather withdrawn lately, it pains me to see him in this state." Sighed Mia, putting down her champagne glass and leaning back on her lover's chest.
"Well, I have a solution but I'm not sure if you're willing to try it." Said Yuuna, shifting a bit so he could reach into his pocket and extract a small palm-sized zip lock bag containing tiny rounded pills.
Mia gazed down at the pills before turning to look at Yuuna. "Heroin?" she asked, looking half disapproving and half interested at the same time.
"Bulls-eye, this should be able to give him a good lease of ecstasy. What's more, you won't have to suffer seeing him in this state either." Said Yuuna slyly, a malicious grin spreading across his face.
"But these drugs are illegal. If Athrun and I get caught, or if you get caught…." However, Yuuna cut Mia off.
"Hush, take it or leave it. It's your choice, besides I've got more than just these. I've got loads more like, Marijuana, Ecstasy, Ice and many more." Said Yuuna maliciously, fiddling the dose of pills between his fingers.
Mia sat deep in thought before accepting Yuuna's proposal, "Alright, I'll take it. But how can I make him take it in the first place?"
"Well, obviously you can't let him see that you're feeding him this, right? So hide two pills in his food or mix it up in his drink or something. And when he gets addicted, he won't care whether they're drugs or not, the temptation will be too strong for him to resist." Instructed Yuuna sternly.
Mia thanked Yuuna, before hopping off his lap. She placed a quick peck on his cheek before skipping off.
As Mia had expected, when she got back home, Athrun was still lying emotionlessly on the bed, staring blankly up at the ceiling.
"Athrun you look a little pale, why don't you have a cup of coffee or something?" asked Mia, pretending to sound concerned instead of uneasy.
The pink-headed poured some coffee into a cup before, turning her back slightly to block Athrun's view, and dropping two pills into the hot drink.
Athrun seemed too engaged in his thoughts to even notice what was going on around him.
Slowly, Mia offered Athrun the cup. Athrun hesitated for a moment, looking up at her. Finally, to Mia's delight he accepted and drank the beverage sip by sip.
Within several minutes Athrun was done and he still lay on the bed staring blankly into space.
After what seemed like centuries to Mia, the blue-haired co-ordinator began to mumble and giggle away madly.
"Cagalli, is that you, I've missed …… you so much…….." hiccupped Athrun, sitting up in bed and smiling widely.
Mia grinned to herself, he certainly looked happy enough. Looks like Yuuna's little pills had done their deed after all.