DISCLAIMER: I do not own Beyblade or any related personage of it (If I would, it would be Kai here, Kai there and Kai everywhere)

WARNING: m/m rape, incest and abuse will be in this fic maybe slash to but I'm not yet sure. Read at own risk

A/N: Voltaire and Tala will be good, so don't like them don't read this fic. Tala will be Kai's older nephew.

A/N2: This story will be an alternate universe, so beyblades do not exist, but the characters will be used in this story.

SUMMARY: Kai was abused by his parents, after being beaten nearly to death, he is put away from his parents, with his grandfather and cousin Tala, where he heals, but if you think that all is well, than you are sorely mistaken. will be eventually Rei/Kai

IMPORTANT NOTICE: if you think that I have misrated anything, if you think the content is over the limit of the R-rating, please tell me about it, and than I will fix it, thank you.

Answers to reviewers:

VAMPYRE NEKO: thanks, I like dreamscenes.

MEI KIMARI: well, I also thought that the first version of the last chapter isn't as good as it could be, but I have troubles wit hending a story without seeming hurried, or rushed. But I think I'll manage.

MASTERFRANNY: don't know a thing about YU Yu Hakusho. Sorry.

SAFFRON LIGHT: don't have a clue what you mean.

CIRCLEKV12: Well, now that you mention it, not many people use the word penis, but I thought it was a word like any other for the description of the male repredoctuion organ. And thanks for the compliments.

KATE4AMINME: stop you make me blush….okay, don't stop.

LUKOMOUSE: thanks, I try to do my best.

HELLSPAWN: thanks.

Chapter 10

The next morning, both Rei and Damon immediately took a shower, to get rid of the stickiness; they also got clean sheets so nobody would notice.

Kai was lying snugly in the blankets with t a small smile on his face, and hugging his Teddy.

He looked so cute that way, and both Rei and Damon didn't have the heart to wake him up. They both went downstairs to prepare some breakfast, a minute later Tala and Bryan joined them.

"Where's Kai?" asked Tala when he couldn't see Kai anywhere.

"Still sleeping, he looked tired." Said Damon.

"Okay, I'll go and wake him up."

Tala went upstairs to Kai's room, he knocked on the door but he didn't receive an answer, so he just went inside.

It was still dark in Kai's room, so Tala pulled up the blinds and let the light in.

The first thing he saw was Kai hugging his Teddy twisted in the blankets, the second thing was the wet spot on the light blue sheets.

It didn't take long for Tala to guess what had happened; after all it always happened to him if he is separated from Bryan for a long time.

"Kai, Kai wake up." Kai mumbled something unintelligently and turned around.

"Come on Kai wake up, it's already 11 O'clock." Kai slowly whole up, then he felt something sticky between his legs, looked at it, and blushed red.

Tala was smiling, he didn't thought that Kai's reaction was funny, but remembered when he got a wet dream and Voltaire woke him up.

He was so embarrassed and the old man couldn't keep his face straight.

"It's nothing Kai" Tala said when he noticed that Kai looked about to cry. "It happens to everybody once in a while, let's get you cleaned up and get something to eat, okay?"

Kai nodded, they both went to the bathroom, Kai stripped and went in the shower, and Tala threw Kai's dirty clothes in the hamper and took some clean ones.

He paused a minute in Kai's room to put clean sheets on the bed.

Kai stepped out of the shower and when he didn't see Tala there he panicked.

He started to take shorter breaths closer after each other: he was starting to hyperventilate.

His knees buckled, and he slid down against the wall, breathing was getting harder and harder, he was shocking in the tears that were streaming from his face.

He was remembering situations that had some resemblance with this one:

FLASHBACK:

Kai was standing in the school shower, he was ten years. Damon said that he would wait at the school gate for him.

Kai was enjoying his shower, after standing under it for about ten minute's µ, he stepped out and pulled a towel around him.

Suddenly he feels a hand touching him, he looks behind him. There stands the big brother of Alex: Stan.

He is 16 years and 3 heads taller than Kai; he looks Kai up and down.

He smirks and then he tries to get rid of the towel. Kai protests, and Stan hit him, right in the stomach, Kai doubles over from the pain, and drops his towel.

Stan looks pleased.

"You're a very fine boy, Kai." He said, like he was giving a compliment. Kai would rather have him to leave him alone.

He reaches to Kai and pulls him close; he kisses him on the lips. Kai doesn't like that, but he can't do anything about it.

Stan is just too strong for him, he tries to slip his tongue in but Kai keeps his lips on each other, not giving in.

Stan slaps him and Kai gasps, Stan then slips his tongue in. it was disgusting and slimy thing, and not to mentioned that he tasted like rotted vegetables.

Then Stan turned Kai around, and felt him everywhere, even his balls and penis. Kai started to cry softly.

Now it wasn't only at home he gets raped but also at school.

Then Stan started to touch his entrance, and then in one push he went in completely.

Kai could feel his entrance tearing and it hurt. Stan was very ruff on him. He started to pound harder in Kai, with each trust he pushed Kai's body against the iron lockers.

Kai had already got several cuts from the sharp edges of the lockers.

"You know Kai, I always thought you where pretty, but now I know you're beautiful. And I can't feel you're not a virgin anymore. I always knew you were a slut."

Kai cried at the words and the actions. Finally after an hour it was done. Stan dressed himself, and left Kai laying there in a puddle of his own crimson blood.

After ten minutes waiting, Kai finally stood up, against his will he looked at the mirror, which decorating the whole wall and what he saw there was haunting.

In his eyes you saw no pain, no fear, and no emotion. Nothing was what you saw, and it looked so sad, a boy that is nowhere safe.

This was the day Kai started to wear his mask of no emotions.

Damon only noticed that Kai looked paler. It was a good thing that this was the day Kai had decided to weir black clothes instead of light colour ones.

END FLASHBACK

He was scared to be alone; he wished he wasn't alone, that his crush or Tala was with him.

When Tala entered the bathroom again he saw Kai sitting on the floor, with his knees draw up till his chest and his arms around his knees.

He was crying, and choking.

Tala immediately let everything fall and ran to Kai, he sat next to him.

"Kai, Kai what wrong?" Tala asked.

Kai gave no answer. Tala touched Kai's shoulder; Kai flinched away at Tala's touch, as if burned.

Tala didn't care and he took Kai in his arms. At first Kai struggled to get away, but he was failing miserably.

"Ssssssh, its okay Kai. You're save, nobody will hurt." Tala said softly hoping to calm Kai down.

It was starting to work.

"Start breathing nice big gulps of air Kai, it will help." After a while Kai calmed down a little more.

He was only gasping a little bit for air, and hiccuping from the crying.

"All better now?" asked Tala.

Kai nodded his head, sniffing.

"Good, now let's get you dried and dressed."

Kai only noticed now that he was completely naked, but he couldn't make himself care.

Kai was sitting passively on the floor when Tala dried and dressed him. This unnerved Tala a bit.

"Okay, all dressed up lets go downstairs to get some breakfast."

"Can I go get Teddy?" he asked softly, like he expected Tala to say no.

Tala just nodded and Kai went and get Teddy. Together they walked down the stairs and into the kitchen, Kai clutching on Tala's hand like his live depended on it.

When he entered the room, both Rei and Damon gasped silently. Kai looked horrible, his eyes were bloodshot from crying, his face pale and drawn, he was clinging to Tala's hand as if he expected to be tarred away any second know.

His hair was a mess, and he didn't look up from the floor. In the hand, which he wasn't clutching Tala's hand with, he hold Teddy in a tight grip.

In short he looked horrible.

Kai sat down next to Tala, still not letting go of either Teddy or Tala.

Breakfast today existed out of fruit and cereal. Kai looked at the table and saw something standing on the table what he has eating before.

He pulled a little on Tala's arm to get his attention and asked if he could get some of it.

Tala gave it to him happily.

He was afraid, after what had happened in the bathroom, that Kai wouldn't eat, and he was already to skinny.

Kai gladly took the strawberries and finally let go of Tala's arm and putted Teddy on the table.

He took a fork and pricked a strawberry on it. Rei's eyes and Damon's eyes never leaving Kai.

He putted the strawberry against his rosy lips, and licked it. After that he putted it in his mouth and started to suck slowly but gently.

Both Rei and Damon were fantasizing that it wasn't a strawberry Kai was suckling on, that is until he started to bite.

After breakfast was over they all decided to take it easy today and make their homework. (A/N: yuck, I hate homework, not that I make it, but I always have to write it over in the morning from someone who made it.)

They went to the living room and took some of their stuff. Kai was looking at Tala's work when they were making their history.

Tala asked him about it. It seemed that Kai almost didn't know any history. He knew a few things, like WW I and WW II and stuff, but he didn't know anything about the middle ages.

It seemed that there teacher really sucked and that he couldn't teach. Damon agreed with that, the only reason why he got relatively good grades was that he learned from the internet.

But if you looked at the other subjects, Kai was good in them. His four best where: 1: chemistry, 2: physics, 3: maths, 4: Biology. (A/N: these are, in this order, my favourite subjects.)

After that was done they decided to take a walk in the park.

Both Damon and Rei wanted to walk next to Kai, but Rei and Tala were the winners.

Kai hold Teddy against him, and hold Tala's arm. He felt safe around Tala.

When they where in the park the walked. Looking at the beautiful flowers and trees.

Then, on one moment to the next, Kai lost all colours and stood still, making Damon and Bryan bump against him.

His eyes where spread open in fear, his skin didn't have any colour anymore, his face only showed pure terror.

There, in front of him he saw, Alex and his big brother Stan. Damon had recognised them to, he knew that Alex was a bully and thought Kai was afraid of him and not Stan.

"I think I know why Kai is so afraid." Said Damon.

"Why?" asked Tala and Rei sharply.

"Well, do you see that boy over there, of our age?"

"Yes, what's with him?"

"Well, he's one of the school bully's and Kai is his favourite victim."

Both Rei and Tala looked at Alex and if looks could kill, than Alex would have been killed 50 times, before he even notices.

Alex saw Tala and Rei looking at him, and nudged his brother.

"Do you know why those guys are looking at us?"

"No, not really" his brother said, but then he saw Kai clinging to Tala.

"Wait, I think I know why. Isn't that Kai over there?"

"Yes, it is. Let's go have some fun."

Alex went to Tala.

"Yo, why are you looking at me like that? It's not like I'm wearing anything from you."

"God thanks not, I would be so ashamed if you wore something of mine. Not that you can fit into it, Fatso."

Alex was looking at Tala with a murderous glint in his eyes.

"What a bunch of nonsense, you ugly, stupid, little son of a bitch that doesn't know the difference between god (when he said that he pointed at himself) and a numskull (with that he pointed at Tala)".

After that a fight broke out, Alex friends helping him, and Tala's friend fighting on his side.

Nobody noticed when Stan, Alex brother, puts his hand on Kai's mouth and his arm around Kai's waist and drags him away.

After ten minutes the fight is over, some grownups finally had the idea to act, and put the youths away from each other.

Then Tala asked a question, a question where nobody knew the answer from:

"Where's Kai?"

TBC

Well, be honest, what do you think, please review thanks.

Hi, I'm looking for a beta, if you are intrested to beta this, or any of my other stories, please put it in a review, together with you e-mail adress, if more than one person applies, than I will just pick one, oh, and if you want to beta for one of my other stories, please say which one, thanks. This is inspired of the many complaints of my bad grammar, and no, I taken no offense in it.