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The time is near...I am almost finished with this story. There should only be about one or two more chapters left and then my baby is finished :tear: Thanks everyone for sticking with it for so long. I love you all.

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Veronica Mars what do you think you're doing? You know better than that.

Veronica looks around trying to find the voice, but all she see's is blackness. Blackness everywhere she looked.

"Who's that? Where are you?" I ask trying not to sound scared.

Don't tell me you've forgotten me already.

"Where are you? I cannot see you." Veronica struggle's to keep her voice in check. But some how the voice sounds angelic. It has a soothing tone to it. Kind of like being wrapped in velvet.

What do you mean you can't see me? I'm everywhere you look.

"But I can't see anything. There's nothing here. Where am I? Who are you? How do I get out?" Veronica starts to panic.

Look down.

Veronica looks down and she starts to feel dizzy. There below her is a room. There's someone lying on a bed, and people standing and sitting around the bed. Veronica tries to listen, but can't hear anything.

"I don't get it. What's going on?"

That's you Veronica. Look closer.

Veronica squints her eyes as she leans closer to the edge. She notice's blonde hair and a pale figure.

"That's really me? Then how am I up here, and down there?"

Honestly Veronica do you know nothing? You're body may be down below, but you're soul is up here.

"My soul? How is that possible? Wait a minute. Oh my god am I dead?" Veronica cries out.

Calm down. You're not dead. Not technically anyway.

"Hold on. I know that voice. Lily? Is that you?" Veronica tries looking around her again. All around her is still blackness, and below her is still the room. Finally Lily materializes on the side of Veronica, and she hold back a shriek in shock.

It's about time you figured it out.

"But how? Am I imagining you?" Veronica reaches out her hand and stops just before Lily's stomach. She extends her hand all the way and stops when her hand hits Lily's stomach. A sound that resembles a cross between a sob and a laugh flies out of Veronica's mouth.

"Oh god I can touch you! Oh Lily how I've missed you!" Veronica cries as she throws her arms around Lily's neck and holds on for dear life. Afraid that when she let's go, Lily will be gone.

Lily some how manage's to float out of Veronica's arms and Veronica flinches. "How is this possible? Are you really here?"

I'm you're Guardian Angel. Cool huh? Seems that when I died, God liked me so much, and how could he not, I mean we all know how fabulous I am. He let me be you're Guardian Angel. That way I could always be with you. How awesome is that? It's like were still best friends, except of course that you can't see me all the time. But I can see you always.

"I've missed you so much!" Veronica is sobbing she's crying so hard. "But why did you leave me Lily? Why did you have to go and sleep with Aaron? Why did you have to go and get killed? Why?" Veronica is shaking from crying so hard, as she wraps her arms around her waist.

What's done is done. I can't change the past. I was young and naive. I didn't know any better, and I certainly didn't know what was gonna happen.

Veronica looks away to tries and control herself. She looks down at the forgotten room. "What happened to me?"

You did it Veronica. You found Lynn. Just like you said you would.

Then why am I in a hospital?" Veronica asks puzzled.

You saved Lynn's life. She was about to be shot, and you saved her.

"What does that mean? Was I shot instead?"

Yes. You were very brave.

"Am I dying?" Veronica whispers those words. Afraid of what the answer would be, but needing to know. When Lily doesn't answer, Veronica looks at her. Lily for once actually looks sad. Veronica brings one hand up to her mouth and covers it as her eyes go wide.

"Answer me. Am I dying? I am aren't I? I can't die! What am I supposed to do? What's happening to my body?"

You're body suffered a tragedy. You were shot in the chest, and you lost a lot of blood. You needed a blood transplant. You're body went into a coma.

"Blood transplant? Did I get one? Did it work? Am I still in a coma? How long have I been out?" Veronica's mind is reeling.

Yes you got a transplant. Only one person was the same match as you. And that was Wallace Fennell. You've been out for two weeks now.

"What do I do? How do I get back into my body? Please. I need to get back." Veronica begs.

I'm afraid it's not that simple.

Veronica looks like she's been slapped. "What do you mean it's not that simple? What the hell do I need to do? That's my body and I refuse to leave it. You can't do this too me! What are you doing? I though you were my Guardian Angel? If you love me, you'll let me live." Veronica starts crying again. Lily looks sad.

I'm sorry. I don't control it. I have no say over anything that goes on. I'm just here for moral support and to help guide you.

"That's bullshit!" Veronica goes red in the face as she screams that sentence. Now it's Lily's turn to look like she got smacked in the face. Veronica looks away as she tries to get a control over her emotions.

"I will not leave. I'm supposed to be down there with Logan. And my father. And Wallace. I will not stick around and just watch as my life floats here in nothingness." Veronica closes her eyes and concentrates. She thinks about her life and what her new life is going to be like. She thinks about all the people she loves and who love her back. But most importantly, Veronica thinks about the fighter inside of her. How she's never given up and she's fought for everything she believes in.

That's it Veronica you're doing it.

Lily sounds happy. Veronica opens her eyes, and let's out a little shriek of surprise. The blackness faded away into whiteness. Then everything started to spin.

Then nothing. No wait. Not nothing. She can hear beeping. A steady beeping. And, what's that? Somone crying? Yes that's definetly someone sniffling. And she can feel something squeezing her hand.

Listen Veronica. Listen to you're surroundings.

"...I'm sorry but she's not making any progress. Mr. Mars there's nothing we can do. The chances of her coming back now after two weeks, well their not that great. It's you're decision on what you want to do."

'No dad don't! I'm here! Crap. How do I move? Open you're eyes Veronica, you can do it. No? Ok then move you're hand that's being held. That's it wiggle those fingers. I don't care if it just spazzes. Just move it. Yes! That's it keep doing it!'

"Wait! She moved! She just squeezed my hand. Veronica can you hear me? It's Logan. I'm here baby. I never left you're side. But please, come back to me. I need you. Don't leave me."

'Oh god Logan. I love you! I'm here. Just please be patient.'

"I'm going to replace my hand with the doctors. Now I need you to squeeze his hand once if you understand me."

Logan removes his hand from hers, and she feels it being replaced. Veronica squeezes his hand.

"I can't believe it! She did it. She squeezed my hand. She's coming back. Everyone keep talking to her. Keep her aware of her surroundings and she just might wake up."

The doctor's hand leave's Veronica's again and it's replaced by Logan. "You hear that? I need you to come back to me. Just listen to my voice. Follow my voice. I will lead you straight to me. Do you understand?"

Veronica squeezes his hand once.

"Good. Now I need you to really listen to me. I need you to open you're eyes. Relax you're face. Now relax you're eyes. Now slowly, open them."

Veronica does what Logan says. At first nothing happens. But then slowly, slowly they start to twitch.

"That's it babe you're doing it. Keep going."

By concentrating harder, Veronica was able to open her eyes. But she shut them quickly as the blinding light hit her eyes. She moved her hand that wasn't in Logan's and slowly moved it up to her eyes.

"Quick. Turn the lights off. Use the glow of the t.v."

The lights shut off and the t.v. comes on. They mute the sound. Veronica tries again. This time she's able to fully open her eyes. When they adjust, the first thing she notices is Logan's smiling face. "You did it. Welcome back." Logan kisses her hand he's holding as the smile creeps onto her face. "I love you. I knew you would never leave me."

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Kristin: I'm so glad you liked that one ever more. I do too. Lol I loved the comments in the hallway as well. I was cracking myself up. I'm so glad you're still hooked...even though it's coming to an end :(

Holy-Angel-Not: OMG that was awesome! Lmao I've never gotten an HOLY CANOLLI before! Lmao you rock my socks.

Twisted3ljw: Haha I made you late for work. j/k Anyway lmao I so channelled you're parent's on that line. They rock so of course I would steal them. Ugh I told myself I wouldn't finish writing this tonight, and yet here I am with this chapter finished...go figure.

Jennie: Thank you on the birthday wishes, and thanks for reading and reviewing and liking

POJO: That's ok I don't mind. I'm just glad you did take the time to review :P And thank you.

Spiritrain: Not quite. Lol still got like one or two more chapters to go, so hang in there!

Lovelogan-sara: I'm going I'm going...lol.

ShimmeringRosePetals: Phew you can breathe easier now...she's not dead.