ok here is chapter 4, i promise the next chapters will be better, i was in a hurry with this one so let me know what you think.

A year and a half had passed and kafre' was growing up perfectly and he occasionally saw his mother. He never knew why his mother and father were so far a part and never seemed to question it. At the moment kafre' was with his dad's friend nemal, he was being babysat as his dad was out secretly meeting his mom, he did that a lot and didn't know why, but then again he was only 18 month's and didn't really care.

In a deep part of the desert nefertiri and meekel lay under a blanket in the nude, they had tried to restrain themselves, but couldn't they loved each other too much.

"My love, I would die a thousand deaths just to be with you." Meekel said stroking nefertiri's cheek.

"If we keep this up, we just may have to." Nefertiri said with a hint of a giggle. "How is our child doing?"

"Just fine love, I really do wish we were to not keep this a secret though. I feel what we are doing is wrong."

"by laws, darling, it is, but I feel this is the only way I can feel human to know that I can have a family, but to have them in secret, is so wrong." She put her head on his chest and began to cry.

"Do not cry my love, someday we will be together."

"I know, but I wish it were today." They slept under the stars and returned back to the city before the sun rose.

4 month's later nefertiri was sick again and returned to the medjai camp to get her love and child.

"Meekel, I am with child…again."

"Come, love we will leave," said meekel as he began to get everything ready. Nefertiri left to tell nemal all about her latest problem.

Once everything was set they left Thebes again with kafre', they arrived in the same city as before and got comfortable, they were going to be there a while. When they had settled, they explained to kafre' that he was to have a little brother or sister. He understood that and the fact that he would have time with both his parents.

As the days turned into weeks and the weeks into months, nefertiri prayed more and more that her next child would be a boy also, but feared the gods would punish her for her deeds by giving her a girl.

Even though she had secretly wanted a girl, she knew she could not have one because her father would question her greatly. He was already suspicious of her sickness, leaving at all hours of the night, and now with leaving the city for the second time in two years.

Luckily, seti hadn't asked about her visit too much last time and so she never told anyone, but her brother about her child.

The time had come once again for nefertiri to give birth it was as painful as the last time, but what do you expect?

Once everything quieted down nefertiri sat in the bed with her child and her love, they all looked down at the form in the blanket. A baby girl poked her head out.

"What are we going to name her mom?" kafre' asked quietly.

"Myetum" nefertiri whispered while playing with her chin.

"What are you going to tell your father, love?" asked meekel

"that on this trip I found the baby abandoned and did not have the heart to leave her for death, then I will beg for his permission to keep her, if not then I will leave."

"Hopefully he will allow you to keep her"

"He most likely will."

Upon arriving home nefertiri ran to her brother to tell him everything then, with her brother behind her, nefertiri begged her father to keep the child. After greatly convincing him he allowed it. Only now did nefertiri look on her life a realize she was given a great chance to live.

well that was the chapter what do you think, the next will be much better, hopefully. thanks for reviewing.