Wow. A threesome huh?
:D
Fearing Obsession
Being the boy that fainted on the first day of school, and having blue eyes and white-silver hair, and having the most popular boys as friends got me everywhere all of the sudden.
I couldn't get used to it. Even to the part when I was in the second year of middle school.
Not just the everywhere part, the fact that everyone knew my name, getting boxes of love notes in a week…they all pretty much scared me.
At first I felt so overwhelmed, with blessing. Maybe God actually took the time to look at me. Or even maybe, I was surrounded by evil spirits all along, that's why nothing went my way.
Now- I'm FREED.
So…where to start?
It was second period. I barely managed to get out of the locker room after I dressed for health class. My crowd kept calling out my name, and suddenly, a louder screech came over the girls.
Something so far away, but I swear- these girls have four eyes. They can spot someone from 50 miles away.
Then the figures came closer and then I realized it was Rabi and Kanda.
Some of the girls from my crowd left, having me sigh of relief.
I heard Rabi chuckle nervously, calming down the girls.
"ladies, ladies."
And as I expected, Kanda gave each of them a cold stare and just walked out of the crowd.
"Yuu! Don't leave me!"
Rabi called out, but Kanda ignored his butt. I giggled gently, and then Kanda noticed me.
"Bean sprout."
"huh?"
BEAN SPROUT?
Okay I know I'm short mister. But it's my second year now. Aren't I taller?
Some girls giggled while the others whispered.
Then suddenly he pulled out my hand, making a way out of the crowd.
He was…in a way…my escape.
"R-Rabi."
I tried to tell him that he left him stranded but he didn't seem to mind.
I heard girls howling seeing me leave with Kanda.
Finding some random, quiet corner he harshly let go of my hand, pushing onto the wall.
He pinned me under his arms, staring so deeply into my eyes.
I stared back.
Not afraid, not aware of this situation.
His eyes were such a blend of colors. Royal purple, to navy blue, mixed in as a form of black. Then in the middle, clear crystal color blew out.
He suddenly breathed gently, leaning closer to me.
Then I blinked, realizing where I am.
His hand suddenly reached down my shirt, from my neck.
"What are you-"
I tried to complain, tried to speak up. But my mouth couldn't say anything, since his lips were over mine.
He grabbed something, something I kept a precious possession over.
My cross necklace.
He broke off from the lips and stared at my cross.
I remembered when we first met, he stared at it also. And now…suddenly.
I was too dumbfounded to even say anything. He always stared at my necklace before.
I breathed slowly, and I felt my face flush, giving its natural blush.
"Cross Headquarters…"
He whispered.
"ex-excuse me?"
"how the hell did you get this?"
"I-I don't know."
His arms fell to his waist, as I heard him sigh, looking away from me.
I heard him curse gently, spitting onto the cement ground.
Then he slowly turned his long hair to look back at me.
He got close to me again.
I got nervous. Afraid, I felt like I was about to get devoured…by his aura.
I closed my eyes to hide my fear, but I only heard his chuckle.
Then I gently lifted my eyes and as soon as out eyes met, our lips met also.
It was short, but his breath still remained in my mouth.
"see you around bean sprout."
He tried to walk away. But I didn't let him.
I held on to his hand, and he stared at me with a smirk.
"Allen, Kanda-kun. I'm Allen."
I told him, straight forward. But he leaned closer to me, holding my hand that once grabbed his.
"like I care."
And with such a response he walked away.
And once again I was dumbfounded.
Being late to third period I ran.
Some girls tried to attack me for getting close to Kanda, while some girls asked me if Kanda and I had anything going on.
His lips and mine met.
Wait.
Goodness-wait.
WE KISSED?
I couldn't have. But we did.
And for some reason, our phrase today to analyze in English class was, "why do you wander on things that were already decided?"
That was true.
It already happened. His lips and mine.
It's already decided. His eyes and mine.
With a sudden need to feel a cold rush of water against my face, I got permission to go to the bathroom.
As soon as I walked out, I met Rabi.
His classroom was right across from mine.
"Rabi-kun!"
"hey Allen."
At first his eyes seemed different. But when he directly looked at me, they weren't.
I told him that I was going to the bathroom and he smiled, telling me that he was also. We decided to walk there together, since the one downstairs was closed.
"I saw you were with Yuu."
He quietly spoke.
"y-yeah."
I flustered. Remembering his eyes,
"leaving me with the crazy girls huh?"
I smiled, almost laughed at Rabi's joy.
"sorry."
As we walked by, passing our field, he held my hand.
My left hand, the other hand that Kanda held.
"I wanted to do this."
I first didn't mind at all. Then I realized where this was going.
For the rest of the first year, Kanda, Rabi and myself was comfortably friends.
Now…I don't know. But I didn't like it. I didn't want to lose it. Our friendship that is.
"R-Rabi."
He looked at me with a smile.
"let's not tell Yuu about this."
He then ran. Still holding onto my left hand, pulling me, telling me to follow him.
At first I felt so heavy.
But as soon as I saw Rabi-kun smile, I felt like I was flying.
We ran.
I don't even remember how much.
But definitely more than ever, maybe even to another dimension.
He laughed, as we finally stopped to rest.
We both fell onto the ground, laughing at our clumsiness, laughing at ourselves, laughing at everything with us, connecting us from these hands.
His head then fell to my thighs, using them as a pillow.
I looked at him, still breathing deeply.
He looked at me. His hand then gently reached for my hair, and slowly brushed it out of my face.
He then lifted his face, just his face, expanding his neck, almost reaching for mine.
Then he kissed me.
Wow. A little too much for Allen, huh?
I have no clue where this story's going.
Let's hope the right way. :D