AN: This chapter is deticated to one of my Bestest friends ever. The title of this Chapter is her favorite song. HOpe u like it. !
Confused
Chapter 6- Let Me Go
As I lay here reflecting on all that happened today somehow none of it seems real. It doesn't feel like Sean came back. It doesn't feel like he found out all about the ravine it just doesn't feel real. I could have redicted that this dinner was going to be a total mess but I couldn't have EVER predicted this.
"Emma," my Mom said. She probably wanted to talk about why she came home to Sean and Jay fight in our living room.
"Yes, Mom."
"I think you should go talk to Sean. Tell him how you feel."
"Mom I really don't want to see him let alone talk to him."
"Emma you at the least you owe him an explanation."
"I guess so."
HE NEEDED AN EXPLANATION? I need an explanation. You don't break up with someone, move on, then like a coward leave school because of some stupid shooting, then come back expecting everything to be as it was before you left.
"Emma can you just explain one thing to me," Sean said as he got up.
"Sure."
"Why the hell would you do something so stupid as going to the ravine with Jay?"
"Could you say it any louder I don't think my mom heard you. I went to Jay because he was the only one that care about me after you left. I was having a horrible time copeing with the shooting and the one person I could count on to make me feel better ran away to Wasaga."
"Emma you could have called or visited. There's no reason why you had to go to Jay."
"Sean I don't need this crap from you. I went to Jay because because. I went to Jay because he was there. He listened to me and what happened at the ravine had NOTHING to do with you. Frankly once you left I didn't think about you once. I moved on maybe you should to ."
Sean Left.
I couldn't believe I said that to him. Yeah I moved on but I don't want him hating me. I love Sean just not in the relationship way. I might have ruined what ever we could have had but I have yet to ruin Jay and I plan to keep it that way.