AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! A very very happy person right here having received so many responses for my last chapter, the next couple of chapters will be a bit more focused on Rin and Sesshomaro and as for Shippo, if any of you have any ideas on how to include him into this story, please tell me! ^_^
AN: I am a bit sick of Sesshoumaro's attitude so I am going to change it a bit, he will still be like him self but a bit nicer, more caring and a lot more understanding.
Title: The secret diary
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Kagome slammed to door behind her furious at herself for spending half her life time thinking of Inuyasha. "Just because they are famous doesn't mean that they have to go all snobby." She muttered darkly to herself. "Like hell I am going to nice to him next time I meet him!"
Kagome started when she heard angry voices coming from upstairs. She puffed as she quickly walked up the stairs two steps at a time. "I am going to kill the person who made this stairs." She thought angrily. She finally reached the top only to meet the furious face of her mother.
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"HOW DARE YOU!" Ms Higurashi screeched at her two daughters. "I worked so hard for both of you to have a proper life and all you do is disobey me whenever you can!"
"Shut up you old crone! I don't care what you did for either of us; you have no right to break up my relationship with Sesshoumaro!" Rin shouted back.
Kagome gasped when she realised what happened. "Mom, I am sure this is just a misunderstanding." She said hurriedly. " Rin wouldn't do such a thing!"
Her mother whipped her head around and glared at her, "don't lie to me Kagome, I know everything that you guys have kept from me." She held up a small wrinkled notebook and chucked it on the ground. Looking closer at it Kagome realized it was Rin's diary. "She must have written everything things in it." Kagome thought in dismay. "No wonder mom is so angry."
"I am disappointed in you Kagome, of all the people I would have expected you to tell me. If I hadn't found out any sooner and stopped all this nonsense it is a wonder what might have happened."
"What did you do mom?" Kagome cried fearing the worst.
"Something which should have been done a long time ago," she said nonchalantly. "I merely told him about Rin's condition."
"You told him I might die soon!" Rin cried jumping up from her bed.
Ms Higurashi's eye widen in shock. "No I did not! I told him that you have a weak heart and isn't suitable for a relationship."
"I'll tell you what isn't suitable for me!" Rin screamed in anger. "It is not suitable for a dying person to be cramped up all day in the house, it is not suitable for me to never ever enjoy my life and it is not suitable for be to have a mother like you!"
Her words were met by silence; Ms Higurashi bit her lips and stormed out of the room leaving Kagome to stare wide eyes at Rin.
Rin's leg folded under her and she slumped to the floor sobbing to her self as she rocked back and forth. Kagome felt a twinge of sorrow for her sister feeling guilty because her condition wasn't as bad as hers, she wish that there was some way to take that pain away from Rin. Walking around to room she picked up Rin's diary and started ripping the pages out. Rin looked at her in surprise, tears still running down her face.
"What do you think you are doing?"
"I am getting rid of it, if it wasn't because of this stupid diary you and Sesshoumaro would still be together wouldn't you?" Kagome looked down at Rin and smile reassuringly.
"Forget about what happened today Rin, I am sure mom will come to her senses and let you be with Sesshoumaro." Kagome said chucking away the tattered pages and kneeled next to her sister.
"I don't know Kagome. I don't care what mom says, I am just more worried about Sesshoumaro. I don't think he will ever come back to me now that he knows my condition."
"It is going to be alright Rin," Kagome said pulling her into a hug. "If you like I will talk to him and get him understand."
"What about mom?"
"Forget about her for now Rin. Tell me how to find him."
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Kagome pulled her jacket tighter around her as the bitter cold bit deep into her skin while trying in vain to hold her hair in place as it whipped around her head in the wind flying everywhere.
It was the late afternoon and Kagome was standing near the beach exactly on the spot where Rin had told her that Sesshoumaro should be. Kagome looked around frowning, there was not a single person in site and to think the place would be swarming with people at this hour in such a popular place or so she thought. Kagome suddenly heard the rumble sound of a motorcar, it wasn't far away and it sounded like it was approaching at a fast speed. "It better be Sesshoumaro," she said to herself shivering. "Or else I am going to die from the cold."
As the distant rumble grew closer, Kagome dimly saw an approaching figure of a tall guy on the motorcycle coming her way. Kagome shuffled around nervously eyeing the guy as he drove up to her and got off the bike.
Kagome gasp in surprise when a mass a stunning white hair fell to past his shoulders as he took the helmet of, "it looked just like Inuyasha's hair" she thought. He turned around and glared at her.
"I thought Rin was the one meeting me not you."
"She can't meet you right now; she is in trouble with mom." She said coldly.
"Too think you would have been a bit more understanding." She suddenly bit back. "You know how much you hurt her by storming off like that?" Kagome glared at him not liking his attitude one bit.
Sesshoumaro turned away and looked out into the horizon his eyes filling with sorrow. Kagome was curiously and slightly surprise when she saw signs of internal struggle the guy next to her was having.
"So she told you huh?"
Kagome was silent for a while, and then finally she said: "she told me that after mom meet with you and told you about her condition you went to her straight away for an explanation." Kagome turned and glared at him. "She was angry at mom for doing that but she expects you to understand, she was feeling weak that day and she wasn't in the mood to listen to you accusing her of lying to you."
"So you're saying that she didn't mean what she said?"
"No!" Kagome said forcefully. "She never ever wanted to leave you; she was upset because she thought you would leave her first."
"Yeah, so because of that it was alright for her to say all those things she said?" Sesshoumaro yelled at her.
"Are you deaf or what?" Kagome yelled back frustrated at the idiotic guy in front of her. "I said that she wasn't herself that day, do you expect her to act normally?"
Sesshoumaro looked away looking angry. "That doesn't matter, what matters is that we can no longer be together."
"And why not?" She said icily.
"Why not? Because there is a high chance that she might, she might…" He broke off unable to say it out loud.
"That she might die on day and leave you alone?" Kagome looked uncaring at him as he flinched at her abrupt words.
"So what if I am afraid of that, how would you feel if someone who you love so much that you would risk your life for and to suddenly find out that she might leave you any minute?" He shook his head angrily. "I don't care what you said just leave me alone."
"Why you…" Kagome was cut off when her mobile ran. Glaring at him she took it out and answered it.
"Hello?"
"Kagome? Kagome hurry up, something happened to Rin." Her mom's voice was hysterical. Kagome gripped with fear because Rin's situation must be really bad or else her mom would be so worried.
"Where is she?" She said quickly.
"In the hospital, just come as quickly as you can." Kagome stared at her mobile as the line went dead. "What happened?" Sesshoumaro said.
"Take me to the hospital, quickly."
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The trip on the motorbike was less than enjoyable and an uncomfortable silence along the whole way. Kagome was worried about Rin and tried really hard to stop herself from screaming at Sesshoumaro to hurry up.
They screeched to a stop in front of the hospital and Kagome quickly jumped off throwing her helmet at him.
The sound of her steps rang across the corridor as she half ran half walked to Rin's room. Kagome stopped dead just as she walked in unaware of Sesshoumaro who had bumped into her at she sudden halt.
Rin was pale, her face covered with sweat as she laboured for her next breath of air. Kagome walked shakily up to Rin's bed and held Rin's hand tightly inside her own.
"What happened?" She asked to Ms Higurashi whose face was wet with tears.
"I-I don't know, one minute she was fine and then the next she suddenly fainted. I thought it was another seizure but then when we got to the hospital her situation had never being worst than before." She said. "We don't think she has that many days left."
Kagome was shocked; she never thought Rin would ever die. Kagome hid her face behind her hands and started to sob unaware of that shocked face of the guy behind her.
"Rin!" Sesshoumaro cried as he brushed pass Kagome to kneel beside Rin. "Oh god I am so sorry, please, please don't leave me!" He held onto her hand his body shaking in distress. "Please wake up!"
Kagome stared helplessly at the sight in front of her; she gave a desperate sob and ran out of the room.
"Kagome!" Her mom started, but she was already gone.
End
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AN: I am a bit sick of Sesshoumaro's attitude so I am going to change it a bit, he will still be like him self but a bit nicer, more caring and a lot more understanding.
Title: The secret diary
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Kagome slammed to door behind her furious at herself for spending half her life time thinking of Inuyasha. "Just because they are famous doesn't mean that they have to go all snobby." She muttered darkly to herself. "Like hell I am going to nice to him next time I meet him!"
Kagome started when she heard angry voices coming from upstairs. She puffed as she quickly walked up the stairs two steps at a time. "I am going to kill the person who made this stairs." She thought angrily. She finally reached the top only to meet the furious face of her mother.
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"HOW DARE YOU!" Ms Higurashi screeched at her two daughters. "I worked so hard for both of you to have a proper life and all you do is disobey me whenever you can!"
"Shut up you old crone! I don't care what you did for either of us; you have no right to break up my relationship with Sesshoumaro!" Rin shouted back.
Kagome gasped when she realised what happened. "Mom, I am sure this is just a misunderstanding." She said hurriedly. " Rin wouldn't do such a thing!"
Her mother whipped her head around and glared at her, "don't lie to me Kagome, I know everything that you guys have kept from me." She held up a small wrinkled notebook and chucked it on the ground. Looking closer at it Kagome realized it was Rin's diary. "She must have written everything things in it." Kagome thought in dismay. "No wonder mom is so angry."
"I am disappointed in you Kagome, of all the people I would have expected you to tell me. If I hadn't found out any sooner and stopped all this nonsense it is a wonder what might have happened."
"What did you do mom?" Kagome cried fearing the worst.
"Something which should have been done a long time ago," she said nonchalantly. "I merely told him about Rin's condition."
"You told him I might die soon!" Rin cried jumping up from her bed.
Ms Higurashi's eye widen in shock. "No I did not! I told him that you have a weak heart and isn't suitable for a relationship."
"I'll tell you what isn't suitable for me!" Rin screamed in anger. "It is not suitable for a dying person to be cramped up all day in the house, it is not suitable for me to never ever enjoy my life and it is not suitable for be to have a mother like you!"
Her words were met by silence; Ms Higurashi bit her lips and stormed out of the room leaving Kagome to stare wide eyes at Rin.
Rin's leg folded under her and she slumped to the floor sobbing to her self as she rocked back and forth. Kagome felt a twinge of sorrow for her sister feeling guilty because her condition wasn't as bad as hers, she wish that there was some way to take that pain away from Rin. Walking around to room she picked up Rin's diary and started ripping the pages out. Rin looked at her in surprise, tears still running down her face.
"What do you think you are doing?"
"I am getting rid of it, if it wasn't because of this stupid diary you and Sesshoumaro would still be together wouldn't you?" Kagome looked down at Rin and smile reassuringly.
"Forget about what happened today Rin, I am sure mom will come to her senses and let you be with Sesshoumaro." Kagome said chucking away the tattered pages and kneeled next to her sister.
"I don't know Kagome. I don't care what mom says, I am just more worried about Sesshoumaro. I don't think he will ever come back to me now that he knows my condition."
"It is going to be alright Rin," Kagome said pulling her into a hug. "If you like I will talk to him and get him understand."
"What about mom?"
"Forget about her for now Rin. Tell me how to find him."
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Kagome pulled her jacket tighter around her as the bitter cold bit deep into her skin while trying in vain to hold her hair in place as it whipped around her head in the wind flying everywhere.
It was the late afternoon and Kagome was standing near the beach exactly on the spot where Rin had told her that Sesshoumaro should be. Kagome looked around frowning, there was not a single person in site and to think the place would be swarming with people at this hour in such a popular place or so she thought. Kagome suddenly heard the rumble sound of a motorcar, it wasn't far away and it sounded like it was approaching at a fast speed. "It better be Sesshoumaro," she said to herself shivering. "Or else I am going to die from the cold."
As the distant rumble grew closer, Kagome dimly saw an approaching figure of a tall guy on the motorcycle coming her way. Kagome shuffled around nervously eyeing the guy as he drove up to her and got off the bike.
Kagome gasp in surprise when a mass a stunning white hair fell to past his shoulders as he took the helmet of, "it looked just like Inuyasha's hair" she thought. He turned around and glared at her.
"I thought Rin was the one meeting me not you."
"She can't meet you right now; she is in trouble with mom." She said coldly.
"Too think you would have been a bit more understanding." She suddenly bit back. "You know how much you hurt her by storming off like that?" Kagome glared at him not liking his attitude one bit.
Sesshoumaro turned away and looked out into the horizon his eyes filling with sorrow. Kagome was curiously and slightly surprise when she saw signs of internal struggle the guy next to her was having.
"So she told you huh?"
Kagome was silent for a while, and then finally she said: "she told me that after mom meet with you and told you about her condition you went to her straight away for an explanation." Kagome turned and glared at him. "She was angry at mom for doing that but she expects you to understand, she was feeling weak that day and she wasn't in the mood to listen to you accusing her of lying to you."
"So you're saying that she didn't mean what she said?"
"No!" Kagome said forcefully. "She never ever wanted to leave you; she was upset because she thought you would leave her first."
"Yeah, so because of that it was alright for her to say all those things she said?" Sesshoumaro yelled at her.
"Are you deaf or what?" Kagome yelled back frustrated at the idiotic guy in front of her. "I said that she wasn't herself that day, do you expect her to act normally?"
Sesshoumaro looked away looking angry. "That doesn't matter, what matters is that we can no longer be together."
"And why not?" She said icily.
"Why not? Because there is a high chance that she might, she might…" He broke off unable to say it out loud.
"That she might die on day and leave you alone?" Kagome looked uncaring at him as he flinched at her abrupt words.
"So what if I am afraid of that, how would you feel if someone who you love so much that you would risk your life for and to suddenly find out that she might leave you any minute?" He shook his head angrily. "I don't care what you said just leave me alone."
"Why you…" Kagome was cut off when her mobile ran. Glaring at him she took it out and answered it.
"Hello?"
"Kagome? Kagome hurry up, something happened to Rin." Her mom's voice was hysterical. Kagome gripped with fear because Rin's situation must be really bad or else her mom would be so worried.
"Where is she?" She said quickly.
"In the hospital, just come as quickly as you can." Kagome stared at her mobile as the line went dead. "What happened?" Sesshoumaro said.
"Take me to the hospital, quickly."
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The trip on the motorbike was less than enjoyable and an uncomfortable silence along the whole way. Kagome was worried about Rin and tried really hard to stop herself from screaming at Sesshoumaro to hurry up.
They screeched to a stop in front of the hospital and Kagome quickly jumped off throwing her helmet at him.
The sound of her steps rang across the corridor as she half ran half walked to Rin's room. Kagome stopped dead just as she walked in unaware of Sesshoumaro who had bumped into her at she sudden halt.
Rin was pale, her face covered with sweat as she laboured for her next breath of air. Kagome walked shakily up to Rin's bed and held Rin's hand tightly inside her own.
"What happened?" She asked to Ms Higurashi whose face was wet with tears.
"I-I don't know, one minute she was fine and then the next she suddenly fainted. I thought it was another seizure but then when we got to the hospital her situation had never being worst than before." She said. "We don't think she has that many days left."
Kagome was shocked; she never thought Rin would ever die. Kagome hid her face behind her hands and started to sob unaware of that shocked face of the guy behind her.
"Rin!" Sesshoumaro cried as he brushed pass Kagome to kneel beside Rin. "Oh god I am so sorry, please, please don't leave me!" He held onto her hand his body shaking in distress. "Please wake up!"
Kagome stared helplessly at the sight in front of her; she gave a desperate sob and ran out of the room.
"Kagome!" Her mom started, but she was already gone.
End
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