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AN: As usual thank you all for your wonderful response in regards to my last chapter, for those of you who are getting confused so far I am starting to write up the background bit of the story so just read on and everything will be explained.
Still deciding on whether Inuyasha and Kagome should get together earlier or later but I am not too keen on instant love or coupling, what ever you wish to call it so we will just have to see. Warning: Things are going to get more complicated as the story develops so do ask me if you have any problems.
MoonGodess2: Gosh thankyou so much, you must be one of my most the dedicated reviewer!
Title: Suicidal attempt
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Kagome clenched her hand slightly annoyed at her sudden spasm of jealousy, it wasn't as if she and Inuyasha was together or anything, she didn't know why she was feeling like this. Kagome signed unhappily depressed about her current love life-which was none.
She knew Kouga likes her but somehow she found it hard to return that feeling, deep down in her heart there was always a spot for Inuyasha no matter how hard she tries to deny it.
Kagome walked out of the bathroom and felled faced down onto the bed taking in a deep breath of Inuyasha's scent. She frowned when her stomach grumbled, pushing herself back up she strolled out of the room hoping to find Inuyasha.
A few miles away
Inuyasha glanced at his watch; it was already ten am in the morning. Kagome should have woken up by now he thought. Flooring the pedal he speeds down the street ignoring the honking cars behind him.
He pulled up in front of his two storey house and strolled in to find Kagome raiding the kitchen. She looked up started at first then turned sheepish when she saw a mess around her. Inuyasha smiled at bit.
"Come on, we'll go out to have breakfast."
"Okay."
On the way in the car Kagome fidgeted uncomfortable having being so close to Inuyasha. Feeling slightly woozy she closed her eyes and leaned back into the seat. She smiled happy with the fact that she was still able to be with Inuyasha, at that moment, the image of Kikyo in the photo popped up in her head. She sat up again and glanced cautiously at Inuyasha.
Inuyasha looked at her from the side of his eyes catching her glance, his hair bellowing back as the wind rush past his head. (They are in a convertible)
"What?'
"Who is Kikyo?" She asked.
Inuyasha looked back to the road. Kagome bit her lips wondering if she had insulted him yet again. The silence lasted for a while before Inuyasha started to talk just when Kagome was beginning to think the he wasn't going to reply.
"Kikyo and I met in America…" He paused a bit before continuing on. "I suppose she was like me, our lives were very much different but we were both trapped in uncertainty and neither of us happy."
Inuyasha looked at Kagome again. "Are you sure you want to know this?" He asked. Kagome blinked a bit, "oh yes, please continue." Inuyasha signed a bit and started again. "We met on one of those days when I was still wondering in the streets, she saw my state and offered me help. In return, I helped her a bit with the company she was managing. Kikyo's dad is a bastard who constantly abuses her. It is a good thing she doesn't stand his treatment but that doesn't mean she was happy."
He signed a bit and made a right turn before continuing on. "To make a long story short, we helped each other through the years and now that her fathers dead and me with my proper career I guest everything turned out well."
"So is she your girlfriend?"
Inuyasha turned and looked at her. "She is very important to me." He turned back and said:
"We're here."
Kagome looked around in amazement half stumbling out the car, his comment about Kikyo partly forgotten. They were outside a small restaurant but that happened to be the only downside, there were beautiful lush greenery around the eatery with gorgeous crafted tables and stylish little chairs.
"It is so beautiful!" Kagome exclaimed as she whirled back at Inuyasha. He smirked a little. "I know you will like it. Come on, I am hungry."
Kagome followed Inuyasha in and they took a seat next to a small water feature by the tree. Inuyasha chucked her a menu before proceeding with his, ordering a few things. Kagome looked at the menu and gulped at the prices; Inuyasha saw this and frowned a bit when she ordered a small orange juice and a toast.
He called the waiter order and ordered a few more extra plates then he had originally had in mind.
Kagome's eye widen when she saw the amount of food lying on their table.
"Do you eat so much Inuyasha?"
"No, I usually don't eat breakfast. They are for you." Inuyasha said as he sipped his coffee.
"But…"
"No buts Kagome, the amount I earn is at least ten times the worth of this meal each day. Anyway, it is the least I can do for stranding you like that last night."
"I've forgiven you even though there was no need to but I am too hungry to care so thanks."
Inuyasha spent the next few minute watching in amazement as the girl in front of him shoved food down her throat in shocking speed.
"Kagome if you don't slow down you are going to choke." Still chewing Kagome grinned at him. "I'll be right." She said and continues eating though slightly slower.
They sat for at while eating in silence when Kagome's mobile ran all of a sudden. Both of them jump before Kagome quickly answered it.
Inuyasha frowned as she watched the girl's eye widen before turning frightened. She hanged up and leap up running out to the car. Inuyasha stash some money on the table before following suit.
"What is wrong Kagome?" He said hastily running to the car.
"Quick drive me to the hospital, they think Rin want to suicide!"
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Inuyasha pulled up in front of the hospital and watch Kagome hop out of the car running up to the steps.
"Kagome, would you like me to come with you?"
"It alright!" She called back. "I've trouble you enough as it already is, thanks for the meal!" Before disappearing into the building. Inuyasha sat there for a moment before he pulled out and drove away, a small frown hanging on his face.
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Kagome's shoes echoed across the hallway as she ran up the stairs to where Rin's room was situated. When she arrived puffing from exertion Ms. Higurashi was already there along with Sesshoumaro who was sitting beside her.
They looked up when she walked in and rushed towards her.
"Have you heard from Rin?" Both of them said quickly looking worried. Kagome stared at them.
"No, I haven't heard from her. What wrong Ma? What happen to Rin?"
Ms. Higurashi sat down rejected on the bed as she covered her face behind her palms.
"She heard." Her mom mumbled. Kagome looked at Sesshoumaro confused. He just shrugged, having no idea what her mom was talking about.
Ms. Higurashi signed. "I was afraid this day was going to come."
"Ma, what are you talking about?"
"Rin's test result just came back, unless we do a heart transplant, Rin won't have long to live."
Shock silence settled in the room as the other occupants realise what she meant.
"There isn't another heart available is there?" Sesshoumaro said quietly. Ms. Higurashi shook her head tears falling out of her eyes.
"How did Rin know?" Kagome asked.
"I don't know, she must have heard when the doctors and I was discussing about it."
Kagome realized Rin's feeling must be in turmoil right now. "We have to find her!" She said suddenly.
"What do you think we have being trying to do?" Sesshoumaro said harshly.
Kagome bit her lips, thinking desperately for a way to find Rin. She turned looked around the room realizing something.
"Sesshoumaro, Rin had her mobile during her stay in the hospital right?"
"Your point is?"
"Rin couldn't have gone far, call her using your mobile, we can follow her ring tone."
Sesshoumaro stared at her for a while before pulling out his mobile and started punching numbers in. In a moment they could here faint sounds of a phone ring coming from above, they looked at each other before running out of the room and headed for the stairs.
After a moment, Kagome trailing behind Sesshoumaro clutching her chest due to a stitch arrived at the top. Sesshoumaro kicked the door in and was buffeted by strong wind which lashed around their head, shading their eyes, Kagome and Sesshoumaro walked onto the roof top of the building and cried in surprise when they saw Rin seating down on the edge dangling her foot.
"Rin! Oh Rin please come down from there!" Kagome cried approaching her at a run.
Rin whipped around surprised to see Kagome. Her eyes narrowed before she turned back and stared out into the city.
"Don't come any closer or I will jump."
Kagome halted unsure of what to do. At that moment a figure strolled past her and stood right next to Rin.
Sesshoumaro glanced at Rin dismissively before looking away. "Were you always this selfish Rin?" He asked quietly.
"Selfish? You think I am selfish?" Rin cried. "You are not the one who is about to die anyway what have I done to be called selfish?"
Sesshoumaro glared at her angrily. "How much effort do you think you mom and Kagome went through to take care of you? While you were crying dejected and feeling unhappy who were the ones who comforted you? Do they complain huh? And what about me?"
"What about you?"
"So you don't care do you? Just go and die and forget about all those people who loved and cared for you, forget the fact of how many heart you will be breaking including your mom if you jump right now."
Tears trail down her face as Rin hugged her self. "I am doing what is the best for everyone." She cried. "No one would have to feel sorry for me when ever they look at me and mom wouldn't have to be so stressed out all the time."
Rin started to chuckle which then turned into laughter which rang in the air. "Why are you so worried anyway Sesshoumaro? I will die anyway, what is the difference between dying now and dying later? You hated me for lying to you well now is you chance to escape from the pain you'll have when you lose me."
"What are you doing?" Rin said sharply when she saw Sesshoumaro suddenly climb up onto the ledge beside her.
"If you want to die then I will die first so I don't have to see you fall and watch as your body shatter on the ground bellow."
Rin's eyes widen in fear. "Are you crazy? You have no reason to suicide!"
"You think losing the one you love is not reason enough to suicide? Do you still want to die because if you do, I will be one step ahead."
"No! Sesshoumaro please don't!" Sesshoumaro looked at her.
"Then promise me you won't jump, live the remainder of your life with me no matter what happens."
Rin nodded crying as she clung onto Sesshoumaro who carried her down.
"Rin!" Kagome cried and ran up to her, the sisters embracing each other.
"I am so-orry Kagome." Rin sobbed. "It alright now." Kagome said patting her head before returning her to Sesshoumaro's arms. Kagome gave him a silent thank-you before leaving then to inform her mother of the good news. Rin was alright, now that she has Sesshoumaro with her till the day she dies, they will always be together.
End
"Sighed" Yeah I know, it took a bit long to right that but hey!! School holidays are here! Can't make any promises but updating should be a lot faster now.
Don't worry, next few chapters will be more focused on Kagome.
See!! I am making a effort! The chapters are getting longer!
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AN: As usual thank you all for your wonderful response in regards to my last chapter, for those of you who are getting confused so far I am starting to write up the background bit of the story so just read on and everything will be explained.
Still deciding on whether Inuyasha and Kagome should get together earlier or later but I am not too keen on instant love or coupling, what ever you wish to call it so we will just have to see. Warning: Things are going to get more complicated as the story develops so do ask me if you have any problems.
MoonGodess2: Gosh thankyou so much, you must be one of my most the dedicated reviewer!
Title: Suicidal attempt
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Kagome clenched her hand slightly annoyed at her sudden spasm of jealousy, it wasn't as if she and Inuyasha was together or anything, she didn't know why she was feeling like this. Kagome signed unhappily depressed about her current love life-which was none.
She knew Kouga likes her but somehow she found it hard to return that feeling, deep down in her heart there was always a spot for Inuyasha no matter how hard she tries to deny it.
Kagome walked out of the bathroom and felled faced down onto the bed taking in a deep breath of Inuyasha's scent. She frowned when her stomach grumbled, pushing herself back up she strolled out of the room hoping to find Inuyasha.
A few miles away
Inuyasha glanced at his watch; it was already ten am in the morning. Kagome should have woken up by now he thought. Flooring the pedal he speeds down the street ignoring the honking cars behind him.
He pulled up in front of his two storey house and strolled in to find Kagome raiding the kitchen. She looked up started at first then turned sheepish when she saw a mess around her. Inuyasha smiled at bit.
"Come on, we'll go out to have breakfast."
"Okay."
On the way in the car Kagome fidgeted uncomfortable having being so close to Inuyasha. Feeling slightly woozy she closed her eyes and leaned back into the seat. She smiled happy with the fact that she was still able to be with Inuyasha, at that moment, the image of Kikyo in the photo popped up in her head. She sat up again and glanced cautiously at Inuyasha.
Inuyasha looked at her from the side of his eyes catching her glance, his hair bellowing back as the wind rush past his head. (They are in a convertible)
"What?'
"Who is Kikyo?" She asked.
Inuyasha looked back to the road. Kagome bit her lips wondering if she had insulted him yet again. The silence lasted for a while before Inuyasha started to talk just when Kagome was beginning to think the he wasn't going to reply.
"Kikyo and I met in America…" He paused a bit before continuing on. "I suppose she was like me, our lives were very much different but we were both trapped in uncertainty and neither of us happy."
Inuyasha looked at Kagome again. "Are you sure you want to know this?" He asked. Kagome blinked a bit, "oh yes, please continue." Inuyasha signed a bit and started again. "We met on one of those days when I was still wondering in the streets, she saw my state and offered me help. In return, I helped her a bit with the company she was managing. Kikyo's dad is a bastard who constantly abuses her. It is a good thing she doesn't stand his treatment but that doesn't mean she was happy."
He signed a bit and made a right turn before continuing on. "To make a long story short, we helped each other through the years and now that her fathers dead and me with my proper career I guest everything turned out well."
"So is she your girlfriend?"
Inuyasha turned and looked at her. "She is very important to me." He turned back and said:
"We're here."
Kagome looked around in amazement half stumbling out the car, his comment about Kikyo partly forgotten. They were outside a small restaurant but that happened to be the only downside, there were beautiful lush greenery around the eatery with gorgeous crafted tables and stylish little chairs.
"It is so beautiful!" Kagome exclaimed as she whirled back at Inuyasha. He smirked a little. "I know you will like it. Come on, I am hungry."
Kagome followed Inuyasha in and they took a seat next to a small water feature by the tree. Inuyasha chucked her a menu before proceeding with his, ordering a few things. Kagome looked at the menu and gulped at the prices; Inuyasha saw this and frowned a bit when she ordered a small orange juice and a toast.
He called the waiter order and ordered a few more extra plates then he had originally had in mind.
Kagome's eye widen when she saw the amount of food lying on their table.
"Do you eat so much Inuyasha?"
"No, I usually don't eat breakfast. They are for you." Inuyasha said as he sipped his coffee.
"But…"
"No buts Kagome, the amount I earn is at least ten times the worth of this meal each day. Anyway, it is the least I can do for stranding you like that last night."
"I've forgiven you even though there was no need to but I am too hungry to care so thanks."
Inuyasha spent the next few minute watching in amazement as the girl in front of him shoved food down her throat in shocking speed.
"Kagome if you don't slow down you are going to choke." Still chewing Kagome grinned at him. "I'll be right." She said and continues eating though slightly slower.
They sat for at while eating in silence when Kagome's mobile ran all of a sudden. Both of them jump before Kagome quickly answered it.
Inuyasha frowned as she watched the girl's eye widen before turning frightened. She hanged up and leap up running out to the car. Inuyasha stash some money on the table before following suit.
"What is wrong Kagome?" He said hastily running to the car.
"Quick drive me to the hospital, they think Rin want to suicide!"
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Inuyasha pulled up in front of the hospital and watch Kagome hop out of the car running up to the steps.
"Kagome, would you like me to come with you?"
"It alright!" She called back. "I've trouble you enough as it already is, thanks for the meal!" Before disappearing into the building. Inuyasha sat there for a moment before he pulled out and drove away, a small frown hanging on his face.
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Kagome's shoes echoed across the hallway as she ran up the stairs to where Rin's room was situated. When she arrived puffing from exertion Ms. Higurashi was already there along with Sesshoumaro who was sitting beside her.
They looked up when she walked in and rushed towards her.
"Have you heard from Rin?" Both of them said quickly looking worried. Kagome stared at them.
"No, I haven't heard from her. What wrong Ma? What happen to Rin?"
Ms. Higurashi sat down rejected on the bed as she covered her face behind her palms.
"She heard." Her mom mumbled. Kagome looked at Sesshoumaro confused. He just shrugged, having no idea what her mom was talking about.
Ms. Higurashi signed. "I was afraid this day was going to come."
"Ma, what are you talking about?"
"Rin's test result just came back, unless we do a heart transplant, Rin won't have long to live."
Shock silence settled in the room as the other occupants realise what she meant.
"There isn't another heart available is there?" Sesshoumaro said quietly. Ms. Higurashi shook her head tears falling out of her eyes.
"How did Rin know?" Kagome asked.
"I don't know, she must have heard when the doctors and I was discussing about it."
Kagome realized Rin's feeling must be in turmoil right now. "We have to find her!" She said suddenly.
"What do you think we have being trying to do?" Sesshoumaro said harshly.
Kagome bit her lips, thinking desperately for a way to find Rin. She turned looked around the room realizing something.
"Sesshoumaro, Rin had her mobile during her stay in the hospital right?"
"Your point is?"
"Rin couldn't have gone far, call her using your mobile, we can follow her ring tone."
Sesshoumaro stared at her for a while before pulling out his mobile and started punching numbers in. In a moment they could here faint sounds of a phone ring coming from above, they looked at each other before running out of the room and headed for the stairs.
After a moment, Kagome trailing behind Sesshoumaro clutching her chest due to a stitch arrived at the top. Sesshoumaro kicked the door in and was buffeted by strong wind which lashed around their head, shading their eyes, Kagome and Sesshoumaro walked onto the roof top of the building and cried in surprise when they saw Rin seating down on the edge dangling her foot.
"Rin! Oh Rin please come down from there!" Kagome cried approaching her at a run.
Rin whipped around surprised to see Kagome. Her eyes narrowed before she turned back and stared out into the city.
"Don't come any closer or I will jump."
Kagome halted unsure of what to do. At that moment a figure strolled past her and stood right next to Rin.
Sesshoumaro glanced at Rin dismissively before looking away. "Were you always this selfish Rin?" He asked quietly.
"Selfish? You think I am selfish?" Rin cried. "You are not the one who is about to die anyway what have I done to be called selfish?"
Sesshoumaro glared at her angrily. "How much effort do you think you mom and Kagome went through to take care of you? While you were crying dejected and feeling unhappy who were the ones who comforted you? Do they complain huh? And what about me?"
"What about you?"
"So you don't care do you? Just go and die and forget about all those people who loved and cared for you, forget the fact of how many heart you will be breaking including your mom if you jump right now."
Tears trail down her face as Rin hugged her self. "I am doing what is the best for everyone." She cried. "No one would have to feel sorry for me when ever they look at me and mom wouldn't have to be so stressed out all the time."
Rin started to chuckle which then turned into laughter which rang in the air. "Why are you so worried anyway Sesshoumaro? I will die anyway, what is the difference between dying now and dying later? You hated me for lying to you well now is you chance to escape from the pain you'll have when you lose me."
"What are you doing?" Rin said sharply when she saw Sesshoumaro suddenly climb up onto the ledge beside her.
"If you want to die then I will die first so I don't have to see you fall and watch as your body shatter on the ground bellow."
Rin's eyes widen in fear. "Are you crazy? You have no reason to suicide!"
"You think losing the one you love is not reason enough to suicide? Do you still want to die because if you do, I will be one step ahead."
"No! Sesshoumaro please don't!" Sesshoumaro looked at her.
"Then promise me you won't jump, live the remainder of your life with me no matter what happens."
Rin nodded crying as she clung onto Sesshoumaro who carried her down.
"Rin!" Kagome cried and ran up to her, the sisters embracing each other.
"I am so-orry Kagome." Rin sobbed. "It alright now." Kagome said patting her head before returning her to Sesshoumaro's arms. Kagome gave him a silent thank-you before leaving then to inform her mother of the good news. Rin was alright, now that she has Sesshoumaro with her till the day she dies, they will always be together.
End
"Sighed" Yeah I know, it took a bit long to right that but hey!! School holidays are here! Can't make any promises but updating should be a lot faster now.
Don't worry, next few chapters will be more focused on Kagome.
See!! I am making a effort! The chapters are getting longer!
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