Terra's POV
I awaken to the sounds of the titans' finishing breakfast. Oops…guess I'm late again. As I am still full from last night, guess I'll skip breakfast. The clock already shows 11:10. Wow! Guess I really overslept this time. I had a late night with Speedy yesterday.
Eventhough I had a ball of a time last night, I was kinda uneasy too. I felt like I was cheating myself. I liked Speedy a lot, but I liked Beast Boy too. Great. I'm in love with my two favourite guys; this is even more complicated than I thought. Phew! What a predicament! How am I ever gonna get out of this one? Eventhough I like Beast Boy, I like Speedy too. Man, that guy rocks! Kinda bit like Robin though…personality and all. Speedy may rock to the max but Beast Boy's attractive too. The little green guy just has this thing about him that makes my heart skip a beat whenever I'm near him. Before I was discovered to be in league with Slade, Beast Boy and I were on a date at the Big Wheel amusement park. (A/N Remember the episode "Betrayal"?). After the Titans' forgave me, I returned to Titans' Tower in the hope that I could pursue my relationship with Beast Boy. On the other hand, I couldn't turn down Speedy's offer of a date either.
I grip a fistful of my shiny blonde hair in agony. I just can't make up my mind! Beast Boy or Speedy? Both are really cool guys with great personalities. Before I realize I'm yelling all this at the top of my voice, my room door opens and Robin pokes his head in. "Anything the matter, Terra?" he asks. I shake my head emphatically. "There's nothing wrong, Robin," I say sweetly, plastering a false smile on my face. He shrugs, and closes the door. I give a sigh of relief. If he heard what I said I'm dead!
A knock sounds on the door. "Friend Terra?" a voice asks. I hitch the false smile on my face again immediately. "May I come in?" "Sure," I say. Did Robin hear what I said and told her? My heart beats wildly. She smiles at me. "Friend Robin tells me that you seem uneasy this morning." Shit! "He wishes me to ask you whether you wish to have a talk with me." I swallow. Should I tell her? But she might tell Speedy or Beast Boy. But, telling her could release some of the tension I'm feeling right now. Hmmm…
"No Star, I'm fine. I'm sure Robin was mistaken," I lie. Star gives me a suspicious look. "Are you sure?" she presses me. "Positive," I say, flashing a convincing smile. "Okay," she says. She gets up from my bed. "I will return now to the others." She opens the door and walks out. I sink back under the bedclothes, a guilty feeling in my heart. Star's my friend, yet I still can't even tell her a simple thing like this. I pray that Raven won't come in next and ask me the same question.
I leap out of bed and start dressing. Better go grab a bite before everyone starts thinking there's something wrong with me. Best avoid any awkward questions anyway.