Harry ran. Ran from the boy who had just discovered his secret. Well now he hadn't. The spell. Just a simple spell to keep Draco from remembering. Hopefully it would stay that way. No one could know it was him who was the author. He had to be secretive about it. No one could know how weak the boy who lived really was. He was supposed to be a saviour not just someone who wanted to die. Not as though he ever could. For some reason he could never be killed. Just like when Voldermort had tried. Nothing could kill him. Not even himself it would seem. Harry wanted to die though. For now though he had a saviour. His pain. His leg ached but he no longer cared for how he felt. Why would he? He liked the pain he liked the dark he liked to be alone with his pain but sometimes he just wished for someone. He looked up to the sky and wished. Wished for someone to understand or for his own death. For things to be over. He wished that Voldermort wouldn't be around to constantly try to kill him and wished his life was not controlled, but strangely the thing he wished for most was to return to the Dursleys' to go there and live through the pain he lived for.
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Draco woke up in a clearing in the forest. It was late. He checked the time. One in the morning. He had no idea how he had gotten there. It seemed familiar somehow but he couldn't put his finger on where he knew it from. He shrugged got up and headed towards where he could see the castle above the trees. /Bet Potter did something to me! Stupid prat he is./ Draco had a strange sensation when he thought of Potter. He felt like he should remember something. He also felt his heart hurt almost like he'd just been stabbed through it. Just like heartbreak. Draco merely shook his head and went on his way down into the depths of the Slytherin dungeons.
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I nice treat for you all the tale of a child the tale of a child growing up a tale through his childhood. A tale where his childhood was wasted with dreams of being happy. A wasted childhood. A freak of a child forced to become a freak of a adult in such a short time. Yes I a sixteen year old boy believes that I am truly a man. Not because of my age but because of what I've been through. The first time I believed myself to be a man was when I was eight after being raped. The rape however was not the reason for why I thought myself to be a man. No the reason were the words spoken. A few words turned me into a man. 'You filthy man whore just like your father. A freak of nature. I should put you in the circus you could be in the freak show. As the man whore freak. He did it once you know just over a month I was left in a cadge to rot as the freak. You see as a child I could magically heal myself after beatings and rapes, not that I knew I was doing this but still, anyway they would beat me and people paid to watch me heal myself. A whole month in a cadge. I was treated no better than an animal. People paid to rape me. That was the worst, then again people paid to watch the rape. I could never watch any man or woman being stripped of their dignity but I had it done to me several times a day in a freak show. People paid... children paid, paid to watch my pain. You obviously think I am lying right now so I shall stop but I assure you now that my tales are true. Those who do not believe you obviously have never been through such treatment and for that I am happy. I wish this life on no one. Not even the worst people in the world not even the man who must not be named should go through this although I know that man has. Do not wonder why for you will not find out during my tales. For these are my tales and he should not have his own throughout mine...
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Lavender read this like all the other accounts as always the tears littered her face. The memories of her own terrible past haunted her. Her own memories which seemed so much like the boys.
A/n well I shortened it as long chapters end up with long annoying paragraphs! Anyways hope you enjoyed please do review!!
Thanks to my reviewers!
Gryffindorgrl86- I'll make sure it's a happy ending although it'll take some time!!
HollieJE- Thanks hunni!! Love you!! xXx
QueenNarca- You shall find out soon enough! I lengthened the chapters and made them into more chapters so you're going to have to wait longer!! Mwhahaha :P
Tamyka- I don't really know what changed it just came into my head in one of my many daydreams... and uhh yea I do but I don't really think that matters too much.
DemonRogue13- I sure hope it'll be interesting!
helen27- Thank you :)
Goddess of Gorgeousness- close to tears? Awww! -cuggles-
grin- I know I need a beta I just haven't got round to it! The note idea is something my friend does writes down everything that bothers her. I started doing it too but no way near as much as she does!!