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Eratosthenese- thank you for your ideas and I tried to do them in this story and in my other story. I would usually write longer but I am in all advanced classes at my high school and I had 3 papers due this week and I have an average of 4 hours of homework a night and I am in two groups called chorus and vocal ensemble and have had practices for our upcoming Christmas show till 5:00 every night! Hope this one is better…

OK STORY TIME

Recap: Lily woke up, and looked around with confusion. Grace had never come back last night after going to talk with James… she must be asleep on the couch, Lily thought sleepily, well I need coffee anyway she thought shuffling down the steps and when she the scene before her eyes, well she didn't need coffee, tears blinded her vision as she saw her bff and her bf on the couch, as she ran up the stairs, James jumped up, realizing how the scene looked, and yelled as Grace woke up… "LILY IT'S NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE……." Damn and he sat on the couch distraught as Grace began to sob….

Sobs racked Lily body as she ran up the stairs and into her room…

Remus woke up to the sound of doors slamming and Lily's cries echoing through the walls. "James…" he growled in a menacing voice that would never seem to come out of Remus's body and he threw off his covers and ran down into the common room.

When he got there he could not believe what he though he was seeing. He saw James banging his fist against the wall and Lily's best friend Grace sobbing on the couch.

"Oh on James, you did not do what I think you did, did you?" Remus said with an unreadable expression on his face.

"You know what, don't even answer that." He said with disgust.

And then, he looked at Grace and said to her, her rage blocking his common sense, "and you, you were supposed to be her best friend and just you wait till Sirius finds out…' The rest of comment was cut off when Sirius walked into the room.

"Tell me what?" He said sleepily with a confused expression and obviously no idea of what had gone on just a few minutes before.

Remus looked back and forth between James and Grace, and with disgust he said. "I'll let them tell you. I have to go to Lily." And he walked up the stairs.

Sirius still looked confused but now a little annoyed and stomped his foot like a child and said impatiently "Tell me what?"…….

MEANWHILE………………LILY'S ROOM

Lily was sobbing into the pillow when she heard a soft knock on the door. She ignored it and buried herself deeper in the covers.

She heard a voice say "Alomahorma" and she cursed herself for forgetting to put a locking charm on the door.

She started to calm down after she felt loving hands rubbing her back and whispering comforting words and immediately knew that it was Remus…

"My only true friend" she thought mournfully…

Remus felt his heart breaking at the site of his Lily crying…"wait he is James…no not anymore…stop Remus, comfort her do not put the moves on her" he thought to himself

Lily sat up and gave him a tearful smile and then buried her head in his shoulder

After about 10 minutes, Lily lifted her head and looked to Remus with a tragic look on her face.

"Why me?" she asked mournfully

"Why is it always me?" she repeated in a trance-like state

"I mean I promised myself I would not be another notch in his belt but I let myself…" she faltered then swallowed shakily and continued…

"I, I, I let myself fall in…well in love with… I love him Remus…I really really truly do but I promised myself I would never be a slut and would take things slow…I…maybe I was wrong…"

Remus felt his heart sink at every word she said. He had no chance with this angel. James had betrayed her with her best friend yet she still loved him. "Well" he thought… "I really love her but I have to give her up and get James and her back together whatever it takes…I will get that ass of a friend to do everything to get her back…"

"Remus…" Lily said suddenly with a little of her old fire rekindling in her eyes… "Will you do me a favor…?" "I know we only think of each other as friends (Remus felt his heart die and he knew from that day forward he would never love again… his heart died that day, the day of her wedding and the day she died… little did he know any of those things were so close in the future and everytime he saw Harry with her eyes he would die again(if this interests u check out my one-shot about Remus and his feeling) and he would never love again) but…" she continued

"I want us to pretend to go out and make James pay so I can know if he really loves me…"

Remus felt his heart soar and sink at the same time and he forced a smile saying

"for you Lily, anything" (and he meant it)

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