My mind is coming up with new ideas by the minute and it just struck a gold mine.
How had he gotten into this mess? He should have looked behind them. Now Sam had to pay the price. He watched as she laid on the bed unconscious. Her skin was pale and little beads of sweat gently rolled down her face. Her hair was pushed back. She looked so calm like nothing had happened but something had. He wished he could just turn back time but he couldn't. He had to face the facts. He had dragged her into this whole mess and now they both had to deal with the consequences. He had to get some fresh air. He decided to go outside and walk up to his favorite spot. Whatever he did he just couldn't get the sound of her screaming out of his mind. She had been in so much pain and he knew that there was nothing he could do that would help her, nothing at all.
He sat down and looked out over the mountain. Everything seemed so calm. No sign of what had just taken place. It was as if it was a vivid nightmare and nothing else. Her screaming and all he wanted was to get them to safety was nothing but a dream. Some rescue plan he thought. It came to late though. To late to save her from the pain torcher. To late to save them. He should have used his brain. Thought about his actions and what the consequences would be. But whoever thought that just that one night would cause their world to spiral into the unseen. He hated himself. He shouldn't have slept with her then maybe. No he couldn't say it. He couldn't think about it. It was too much.
He didn't know if he could handle it. Not after his son had killed himself. He had never thought that he would face this. He never thought that Sam would become pregnant with his child. He never thought that he could ever love anyone again and he never thought that something this horrible would ever happen.
For in his mind SG-1 would always be there and they would be a team a family. That nothing would happen so severe that one of them could suffer forever. Just from one little mistake. He never thought that they would be separated. He just couldn't picture the fact that he wouldn't see any of them ever again.
So if you go back to the first chapter you will realize that the first paragraph is the first chapter. I can go on if you wish me to or I can also stop and leave this at the end of the story. If I do continue it will be gloomy.