After, (slightly before), and during the night Faith and Buffy sleep together.
Walking on the dark moon lit road
Walking toward my fate to an unknown place
Limping on bare blistared and sore feet
No time for sleep, no reason for hope
Her features, her beauty all laid out for me
Hope brings dissapointment
Presimistic thoughts bring joy when wrong
But always that happyness is too late
Estacy filled in her voice
I'm waking her up, I'm spreading my infection
Here I am no where in sight
Giving this girl the night of her life
She'll let me touch her
She screams for me, scream my name, scream for more
Show her what love is when there is none there
Why must I live for I will be nothing of memory
Bleach the memories away...
I have nothing, I am nothing, I want to know nothing
She tastes like heaven, I think I'm tasting an angel
She says she loves me and I feel she dose
Love me now but she'll never love me again
Bleach the memories away... bleach it all away...
I want to fuck her, I want to hold her
She'll leave me later saying it was a mistake
And she'll regret ever hearing my name
But I'm living in the here and now
And right now I'm rocking her world right here
I kind of wonder where I am right now
Where am I on that road that leads to anywhere?
Whatever I don't care I'm somewhere safe
I'm somewhere at peace
Once she's had her final release
This angel below me, I love her and she won't know
Run my fingers through her hair wondering who she really is
I think, just for once, for the first time in a long time I might just be...
... Nevermind.
Once again I am left hurting in the reckage and rubble of past fudes
Wondering how I've fucked this up
Stab me with your beloved dismay
Loathe me with everything you have
You're wasting your time and you're making me cold
Just lay down under the stars and make a silent wish
Whatever it may be never hope for it to come true
Because you know it won't you know it can't...
Nevermind, just bleach out all my existance
Lets not be here anymore and let the others mourn my
Nevermind you know they won't, they won't care
Never around, never in sight, never in mind, but some how we know
We just know they will bring our darkend thoughts to darker places
Bleach away my every thing
Burn it through the flesh and into my soul
I want to end my road hearing my own screams
Maybe then someone will know...
Nevermind.
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