Hi guys, sorry I didn't update for awhile it was actually quite a busy week and I had so much stuff going on Friday and Saturday so sorry about that thanks for the review but please more people I got three reviews for the last chapter and I don't know if that's because you hated it because if you did I wish you would tell me what you didn't like so I won't do it again but anyways please read and enjoy…
Lucas spent the night with Brooke in the hospital, while Nathan and Haley went home to Zach.
Lucas got up early and was sitting next to Brooke, when doctor Hanley came in, causing Brooke to wake up.
"Oh I'm sorry I was just coming to check on you." Doctor Hanley said.
"It's ok." Brooke said yawning.
"Well how are you feeling Brooke?" she asked her.
"Like crap." Brooke said slightly laughing.
"Physically or emotionally?" Doctor Hanley asked her.
"Sort of both, I'm just really tired and I feel weak and that goes for emotion too." Brooke said.
"Yes that's to be expected. Look Miss Davis I am very sorry about what happened." She said.
"Better now then later I guess." Brooke said rolling her eyes.
"The fact of the matter is, with any pregnancy no matter how careful you are there can be risks that are unavoidable. It wasn't anything you did but your pregnancy was just unsafe." Doctor Hanley took a set next to Lucas.
"I understand." Brooke said although she didn't want to.
"Doctor Hanley, will Brooke ever be able to get pregnant again?" Lucas asked her nervously leaning forward in his chair.
"It's not safe right now, it may be sometime in the future, however that won't be until at least a year if you're lucky." Doctor Hanley said.
"Ok." Lucas said leaning back in his chair.
"Do you have anymore questions or anything that you need?" she asked them.
"No I don't think so." Brooke said, but she wanted her baby back.
"Alright well I'll be around. Brooke should be released within the day." Doctor Hanley nodded her head and walked out of their room.
"Lucas I don't want to wait a year." Brooke said once Doctor Hanley was safely out of the room "I'm going to be like old in a year." Brooke said.
"Brooke, no you won't" Lucas said.
"Ok, well whatever that's a long time to wait and that's only if we're lucky I may never be able to get pregnant again." Brooke said.
"I thought yesterday you were feeling like you shouldn't be a mother again." Lucas said stretching out his arm and holding her hand.
"I changed my mind. I want a kid now." Brooke said pouting.
"I think it's a little early to start thinking about that." Lucas said.
"Oh really?" Brooke said stalling to try to think of some reason why he was wrong… she couldn't find one. "Yeah well I guess it kind of it." She finished her sentence.
"Are you hungry?" Lucas asked her, he realized they hadn't eaten in a long time.
"No not really." Brooke said "I just wish I still had the baby." Brooke said.
"I wish we did too." Lucas said leaning in and kissing Brooke on the forehead.
"You know we would have been kick ass parents." Brooke said "and we'd totally beat Haley and Nathan too." Brooke said.
"Speaking of them." Lucas said.
"Yeah, are they still like fighting?" Brooke asked him.
"I don't think so, I think Nathan is just spending too much time with the team, you know not with the family." Lucas said.
"They'll be fine. Come on they're Nathan and Haley." Brooke said right as, speak of the devil, Nathan and Haley walked into the room.
"We are?" Haley asked them suspiciously.
"We were just talking about how you two are like the super couple." Brooke said.
"Oh no we aren't" Haley said with a slight tone in her voice.
"Haley." Nathan said actually a little bit hurt; he really had been working on not spending as much time with his team.
"Ok dropping the subject now, Brooke I have some really good news for you." Haley said.
"The baby's back?" Brooke asked her hoping with all her heart that it was even though she knew it wasn't. She didn't know if she'd ever be able to fully believe the baby was gone.
"No, Brooke god I'm so sorry about that." Haley said hugging her best friend.
"Yeah me too." Nathan said hugging her after Haley did.
"Thanks guys, yesterday I probably would've ripped your heads off for saying sorry, but today it really helps." Brooke said faintly smiling.
"You know you don't deserve anything like this to happen to you." Nathan said.
"Believe me I know." Brooke said.
"Oh and she's back to her normal self." Lucas said.
"Ok, everyone shut up, I have to tell Brooke my news." Haley said Nathan and Lucas exchanged glances almost laughing at Haley taking charge.
"We found Carmen." Haley said.
"Oh my god, where?" Brooke said feeling her heart flutter with happiness.
"She was in an alley actually, but we brought her back and well, now she's here to see you." Haley said.
"Wait she's here?" Brooke asked Haley.
"Yeah I told her you had been looking for her and she asked where you were, and I told her in the hospital. She doesn't know what happened to you and if you don't feel like telling her or seeing her right now you don't have too but she just…" Brooke cut Haley off.
"No of course I want to see her." Brooke said excitedly "bring her in"
Haley left the room and came back in with Carmen by her side.
"Alright everyone else leave." Brooke said, her and Carmen couldn't talk with them in there.
"Definitely back to being Brooke." Nathan said as he was walking out the door.
"I heard that." Brooke said smiling and watching the door close behind everyone.
"Hi plane girl." Carmen said.
"Hi yourself." Brooke said.
"Nice hospital outfit." Carmen said sarcastically sitting down on the chair next to Brooke.
"So what did you do to get yourself in here?" Carmen asked her once she had gotten comfortable in the chair.
"Why did you run away?" Brooke asked her as if it was a challenge.
"You tell me and I'll tell you." Carmen said "you go first" she added at the end.
"Ok, well while I was out looking for you I started to get these really bad pains and Lucas took me to the hospital. I don't remember anything else but basically I lost the baby." Brooke said.
"You lost your baby?" Carmen asked her shocked.
"Unfortunately yes." Brooke said.
"I'm so sorry, this is all my fault." Carmen said.
"No, what Carmen this is not yours or anybody else's fault." Brooke said surprised this girl could possibly be blaming herself.
"You were out looking for me when you lost the baby." Carmen said.
"No I was in the hospital when I lost the baby, and it was not your fault so stop thinking that." Brooke said really making sure she didn't blame herself "if it's anyone's fault it's mine." Brooke said.
"How do you figure that?" Carmen asked her.
"Because I'm not meant to be a mother, I'm just not mom material." Brooke said.
"I don't think that's right at all." Carmen said.
"Oh and why is that?" Brooke asked her quizzically.
"Because you're really nice to me and everyone else. I think you'd be a great mother, better then mine is. If you loved your baby then you would be a good mother." Carmen said.
"Thanks Carmen, that was really sweet." Brooke said, this girl was something else "so tell me, why did you run away?" Brooke asked her.
"I was trying to sneak into a performance of the phantom of the opera." Carmen said smiling suddenly.
"Carmen." Brooke said skeptically.
"No really, I got bored of just listening to it so I wanted to see it, but then I sort of got lost." She said.
"Carmen you can't just run away let alone sneak into a broad way performance." Brooke said almost laughing.
"That's what you think." Carmen said.
"Tell you what; sometime soon I'll take you to see The phantom of the opera." Brooke said.
"Oh, no I can't let you do that." Carmen said.
"Why not you let me give you the cd with no trouble at all." Brooke said.
"Brooke you just lost your child." Carmen said.
"Carmen I'm offering and if worst comes to worst I'll just kidnap you and take you." Brooke said.
"ha ha." Carmen said sort of sarcastically.
"So it's settled." Brooke said.
"Yeah I guess." Carmen said smiling.
Nathan and Haley went back to their apartment after they drove Carmen back to the shelter. They paid their babysitter, who informed them that Zach was sleeping.
The two of them were sitting on the couch watching the TV, when Nathan suddenly turned the TV off.
"Do you hate me?" Nathan asked her turning to face her.
"Whoa." Haley said staring at him like he was crazy "where did that come from?" she asked him.
"Haley, I love you and I'm so sorry I've been spending so much time with the team, I was being a jackass and I didn't realize it." Nathan said taking her hands into his.
"No worries Nathan, just try to be here for Zach, and me." Haley said smiling.
"You know Zach is sleeping right now." Nathan said seductively.
"Yes, I was aware of that." Haley said.
"You wanna?" Nathan asked her.
"Hmm let me think about that… no." Haley said smiling.
"come on Haley." Nathan said advancing on her.
"Ah Nathan no." Haley said as he started to tickle her. "Alright alright let's go to our room." Haley said smiling up at him.
"Oh as you wish." Nathan said picking her up and carrying her to their room then dropping her on the bed.
"Come here." Haley said, Nathan leaned down over her and they started making out just as little Zach started to cry. Nathan pulled away from Haley and sighed.
"No way." Nathan said.
"Come on, let's go." Haley rolled her eyes and got out from underneath Nathan grabbing his hand and dragging him off with her. Nathan stopped them for a second " We're going to be ok Haley." Nathan said.
"Yeah of course, we're Nathan and Haley." She said, it was inevitable "now come on." She said.
Brooke was released from the hospital and Lucas drove her home. When they got in their apartment everything was just as they left it but it just seemed different. Lucas made sure Brooke got the bed.
"I'm going to go make you some soup." Lucas said "will you be ok?" he asked her.
"Yeah." She said smiling at how good he was to her.
"Ok." Lucas kissed her on the forehead and walked into the kitchen.
Brooke looked around saw a box of stuff that was for the baby. She sighed and slowly walked over to the box and picked out the top she had bought for herself. God it would've been soo cute on her. She picked out the stuffed animal she had gotten for their child and felt the tears building up as she looked at the animal. Lucas walked back into the room and freaked for a second when Brooke wasn't in her bed but then he saw her standing by the box of baby stuff.
"Brooke." Lucas said "what are you doing?" he asked her.
"Travis and Caitlin." Brooke said.
"What?" he asked her taking a step towards her and she turned around to face him.
"If it was a boy we were going to name it Travis, and if it was a girl Caitlin." Brooke said.
"Yeah I remember that." Lucas said "you should really be in bed Brooke." Lucas said.
"I know." Brooke said sitting down on the bed. "What do you think about Carmen?"
Brooke asked him looking up to see his reaction.
"As a name?" he asked her confused.
"No, Carmen plane girl, what would you think if we adopted her?" Brooke asked him.
Alright soo hmm interesting ending, review and coming up, by the way I'll try to update sooner this time…
What will Lucas think of this idea?
Carmen's parents are back in town
Peyton's back too…