Author's note:

Wow! Reviews! Oh thank you, thank you so much "actually omniscient"! You rock!

Okay reading the reviews it has come to my attention that I should explain my actions when it comes to the lives of Sirius, Remus and Sabine.

Okay starting out in Hogwarts Remus and Sirius fell in love with the same girl, Sabine. She fell in love with Sirius but somewhere inside she had feelings for Remus but she never thought of them, even after all the crap she went through in her school days. Sabine is a year younger than Remus and she was 17 when she married Sirius, barely 17. She was soon pregnant and had her daughter on October 31st.

As you had read in Chapter one Sirius ends up "abandoning" Sabine and their daughter for vengeance for his best friend. He left a will for Remus to read and to execute because he couldn't ask his wife to do that heartbreaking chore (but isn't it heartbreaking for Remus too? Of course it is but he's a man and Sirius thought his wife was too young, too innocent and too naive at the time. This doesn't mean he didn't love her but he was trying to protect her).

Remus took it upon himself to take care of Sabine and the young girl Jill Remus (you'll find out in a moment why she is named that) as any friend would. But as the years wore on it became harder and harder for Remus to control his feelings for Sabine and he tried not to act on them, convinced that she would push him away in disgust and never allow him to see Jill again.

When Jill was born Sirius, James, Lily and Remus stood before Sabine and her new daughter. Sabine declared the three of them Jill's godparents and then naming her daughter Jill (James+LilyJill adding an extra "L" too keep off confusion on pronounciation) Remus (after Remus Lupin duh! like I had to tell you that!).

You all know what happens (hopefully) if not I will make a flash back-back story thing if it is needed.

So yeah now you know why I am so mean to Sirius and Remus. I truly love those characters, truly, but I must be mean for the sake of writing.

End Author note: Sorry it was so long! And now back to the story!

"I would like to speak with Remus Lupin." Jill called out quietly to her mirror for the 10th time in an hour.

Finally her call was answered by a pale, sweating, deathly skinny, cut up, greying man.

"Remus! What happened?"

"Nothing," He said weakly wiping a bead of sweat off his cheek.

"Nothing? Remus it looks like someone beat the living hell out of you!"

"Watch your mouth Jill Remus, what would your mother think?"

"My mother, where is she? Isn't she with you?"

"I-I am afraid she is not. I may have caused her to be angry with me and believe me she has that right."

"What did you do?"

"I-It is not of your concern Jill, please forget about it. What did you want to talk to me about?"

"A rumor has been going around about the school hiding something called 'The Philosopher's Stone', do you know anything about that?"

"I don't really know much on the subject but why don't you try looking it up in the library? Then try contacting me again and I will help you to the best of my ability."

"Thanks Remus you're the best Godfather."

"I-I try." He let out a groan through clenched teeth and Jill felt tears well up in her eyes. He was hiding something, something big and painful inside him but he wouldn't let her through to help him.

"Don't." He warned.

"Don't try to get in, you won't be able to. There is no use in trying, trust me everything I do is to protect you. You are like a daughter to me, losing you-" His voice broke and Jill's tears fell.

"Remus please take care of yourself. Go home to the Manor, let mom take care of you, like you always take care of us. For once in your life accept help when you need it the most."

"I-I will try."

"I love you Remus, thank you again and I will talk to you later."

"I love you too dearest Jill, you be careful and tell me if something happens okay?"

"Right. Will do." Remus nodded and ended transmition, leaving Jill to her thoughts.

But she didn't have time to think about them. It would soon be her birthday, Hallloween and she had a feeling something important was about to happen and she needed to figure out things about this stone before it was too late.

"You must protect them for me Remus! You must promise me you'll take care of them if anything happens to me!" Sirius's voice echoed from the past in Remus's head.

"I know Sirius and I will. I will protect them at all costs."

Remus turned over onto his bloodied back and bit back a groan but he ignored the pain that laced its way up his body and closed his eyes in sweet remembrance.

Sabine on her wedding day, on the day Jill was born, the first day he made her laugh after her being depressed for so long, hunndreds of breakfasts, lunches, dinners and then most of all the night they had made love for the first time.

"She was so shy but she blossomed under my hands and a truly radiant lover emerged. Leaving me speechless as we made love all night long. I told her I loved her and she said she couldn't say that yet, not so soon, but I knew she loved me too."

"Protect those you love," He whispered as he opened his eyes and his eyes bore into a stain in his ceiling.

"protect them with your life." He finished in a stronger tone and got out of bed to get dressed to fulfill his duty.

Hi there Author again!

I just wanted to say I'm sorry that this was so short but I wanted to do a bit of a chapter plus my back story thing and review thanks. There will be more chapters and hopefully ones that are better than this. Thanks again.

I don't own Harry Potter eventhough it would be cool to but I do own my Original Characters : Sabine and Jill.