Disapontment
{Tea's POV}
Oh yami.How i had longed just a few hours ago for your love. To feel safe in your arms, forget the world and pretend that we were the only ones who really mattered. Of coarse, if it werent for Mai, none of this stuff would probably have been happening.I suppose i should be thankful that she would at least take the time to talk to me. I cant believe that i was so foolish to believe what she had been saying. He never felt anything between us. He wanted to elude me, so i would just become another on of his " worshipers" . Damn him. Damn him and that stupid Duke Devlin. He's the cause of this. Him and his " Perfect" hair. " Oh no! you moved my hat!...cry...Im gunna complaine and then make some stupid remark whine". Then they all go out to pizza. In Mai's car. Never even saying anything to me. Not a goodbye. Not a " would you like to come?" Im cold. Its the end of June and the temperature is dropping. Its been raining all day. There is no warmth left anytwhere. Not in me..not in my friends..is this what was planned for me?Is this the way my life is always going to end up? Its nothing new. It seems that whenever i start to get close to averyone anymore, they are taken away from me...leaving me with the same old feeling of lonelyness. Again..nothing new.
" Ahh!" i half screamed in frusteration. sounded more like a growl if you ask me. Why do they have to torment me? I was standing outside in the cold wet rain. Maybe i should start walking home. My dad probably forgot to pick me up..again. A tear slid slowly out of the corner of my eye, as another question arose. "
" Why am i suddenly so depressed?"
I asked to no one in peticualer. If there was a God.. somewhere up in the vast sky, dark grey-blue because of the rainclouds, maybe he or she could help me. I felt my head drop and found myself facing the concrete beneath my feet, as a small black car screeched to a stop on the road next to me.
" Well, well..what do we have here? " said the raspy voice which belinged to none other than the stupidest boy in school, in my opinion, at least. " You look like you could use a ride. No girl as pretty as you should be walking in the rain, alone least of all." Get lost Rex..you'll never win me, or anyone else over wiht an attitude like that. Those were my thoughts, at least, but i shivered, and against my better judgment, i put on my best fake smile and got in the car. It was only a 15-20 minutes drive, right? how bad could it get? My head screamed at me..I knew just how bad things could get with him. Maybe this was a bad idea.
I did my best to keep quiet during the ride, which was near impossible with all the questions being thrown my way. " hey Tea are you single?," "Tea..what are you doing this friday night? or any other night of the week for that matter?" "" Tea does it turn you on when i put my hair over to the side like this? " ect...i didnt think i could stand much more of this nightnmare. And oh look. He took a wrong Turn. "Its left! not right!" i sighed. He has been outside my house enough times..he should know where it is. " Turn around Rex..take me back to my house, your going in the opposite direction."
" Oh..we're there..already?..Well..i guess time sure flies when your having fun..right tea?"
"uh..yup" i said..a little bit nicer than i had hoped it would have sounded. Rex put the car in reverse and floored the gas pedal..sending us jolting backwards at 60 mph and still going faster
"Stop the car!!!now Rex!" i said. " Are you trying to get us killed??" There were at least half a dozen stop signs that we had sped backwards past. Rex stopped the car and parked it on the side of the road, surprisingly, right infront of my house. A sigh of relief came out of me. The hell trip in Rex's car was over.. finally. I opened my door and tried to get out. ahh!!! something was keeping my from leaving!!!!!it was holdiong my down and back at the same time!! It was then that i realized that the "something" holding me down was my seatbelt. I laughed nervously, and undid it. I looked over at Rex, his eyes looked holeful. He wanted something in return for driving me home. He wasnt going to get it. " uh..buy Rex thanks for the ride" i said as i raced up the front steps and out of the rain. I opened the front door. The living room was dimly lit. So father was home. I held my breath and shut the door a quietly as possible. I started to tiptoe up the stairs, leaving little wet puddles where my feet had been,when i heard a voice. "Tea..come here, I need to..Talk..with you." It was father..as drunken as ever.