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My Last Breathe
Shinji woke up ,and turned very slowly to see Rei's face.Every night she would leave her bedroom and silently walk to Shinji's room.He was going to ask but he was afrai she wouldn't do that anymore.He liked having her with him.
He caressed her face very slightly.He slowly opened her red eyes and looked at him.And smiled.
"Good morning."-she said.
"Good morning for you too Rei."-he smiled.He was so happy.That was kind of weird since he found that she was alive a few days ago and now they were so close.I guess they always had this unbreakable connection.
She stared at him.He always was with her, no matter what.No matter what she was, an angel,an human, anything,he never judged her.He just continued to be with her.She smiled kindly at him.And hugged him.She didn't want him to leave her, but she knew that soon he would have to go back to his life and she would have to move on.No!She didn't want to be alone again.Not now...not now that she knows what is like to be with him.
"Are you ok Rei?"-somehow he could sense that something wasn't all right with her.
She looked at him in the eyes.He looked at her questioningly.But she could not keep him there.It was the best for both of them,at least for him it was.
Before Rei could answer the phone rang.
"Ayanami's residence may I help you?"-she answered.
"Rei!My love,my life!How are you doing in this fine morning?"-it was Kaworu has always.
"What do you want?"-she answered coldly.
"I was wondering you know, if you could,just for a few hours...borrow Shinji."-he whispered the last two words.
"And may I ask you why should I do that?"-she answered a little angry.
"Because I am in England.I came to check on you , but Asuka and Mana followed me,I don't think you want everyone to know you are alive.Or do you?"-he asked hoping the answer would be yes.
She thought for a while.Shinji reacted very well when he saw her.He didn't faint or screamed like she thought he would.Maybe it wasn't such a bad idea to come clean.
"I will go with you and Shinji to see Asuka and Mana."-she said.
"You will!OMG!I never thought you would actually do it.Well,that's great.See you in ten minutes then."-Kaworu answered.
"What?"
"Yeah...I am near your house so.See ya."-he answered and hung up the phone.
"Who was it?"shinji said getting of the bed.
"Kaworu.you better change, he will be here soon."-she said and went to her closet.
"WHAT?"-he asked in shock.
"He is bringing Mana and Asuka with him too."-she said.
"Why do I suddenly feel a little dizzy?"-he said.Mana and Asuka's presence was never welcome in his life.
"Are you sick?Do you have a fever?"-Rei came back immediatly from her closet to check on Shinji.
He smiled at her innocence.She looked so worried.But at the same time so beautiful.And suddenly she was so close to him.He went closer to her.Their lips so close,he waited for this moment for so long...
"SIS!Answer the door!It 's me Kaworu."-they heard Kaworu knocking and the moment was gone.
Rei finished getting dressed and went to the living room.But she couldn't open the door.He would be alone.For the second time in her life...she was scared.(A/N:The first time was when she saw Shinji on her door).Shinji entered the living room, now fully dressed and looked at Rei who was standing looking at the door with a frighten look on her face.
"Rei.You don't have to be afraid, I am here with you ok?"-he said kindly.
She looked at his eyes.She had to do this.Was now or never.She slowly walked to the door and opened it.
"Hey sis!How are doing!I am so glad you let me bring two friends this time!"-Kaworu hugged her and stepped out of her way so Asuka and Mana could give a good look at Rei.
Mana was only a bit surprised because of her blue hair.After all Kaworu had red eyes.But Asuka...Asuka looked like she just seen a ghost.In a complete state of shock.She breathed heavily.
'No...no...no she is dead, dead...she can't be...she isn't...no'-she thought to herself.Shinji was behind Rei.Shinji knew.Betrayal.He was with her the whole time.This trip was a lie.Just an excuse to see her.How could he?
Asuka entered the apartament slowly and not talking to anyone.She couldn't breathe properly.This couldn't be happening.Not again.Hse thought that she would never have to deal with WonderGirl ever again.Never have to fight for his attention ever again.Why now?
Mana politely greeted Rei.She didn't understand why Asuka was so shocked.
"Shall we sit and talk?I have somethings I need to explain to you all.We both need."-Kaworu said and looked at Rei who just nodded.
Asuka sat on the couch beside Mana.Kaworu sit besideRei and held her hand,Shinji sat on a chair by himself trying to calm himself down.This was a stressing situation for all of them.
"I know you are probably freaking out now Asuka ,but calm down.The truth is that Rei never died."-Kaworu said very slowly so Asuka could process the information.
She looked at him with eyes wide open, she looked more than freaked out,she looked scared.Frightened.
"After Rei regained conscious she decided that it was best if she just disapeared."-he explained.Rei stood up and went to the corner of the room next to the door.She felt like fainting.Like she couldn't breathe.
Kaworu explained their whole situation , how she hide herself for all of those years, the trips he made has an excuse to visit her and check if she was all right.The misterious phone calls he made.The fact that she was no longer an angel,that now she was an human being, that all she wanted was to have a normal life.
"Why did she hide herself all this time?"-Mana asked.
"She thought she wouldn't be welcome."-Kaworu answered.
"You damn right she ins't!"-Asuka yelled standing up, looking furious.
"Asuka calm down"-Kaworu stood up, so did everyone else.Rei looked shocked, and scared.
"Don't you tell me to calm down!YOU WONDERGIRL!"-she pointed at Rei-"Who the heel do you think you are to destroy our country, our lives, to be the reason that everyone we knew is now dead and actually have the audacity to come here and expect us to accept you?"
Rei looked at Asuka with a scared looked, something wasn't right.rei was never afraid of anything.Except the truths she did such a nice job runing away from.
"Asuka STOP!"-Shinji yelled but nothing stopped her, not even him.
"Go back to the angel world because you don't belong to this world!You don't have a mother you weren't born has a human being and no matter what you do or as much as you change you never NEVER be a human being you will always be the freak you were, even now you can't do anything.You don't cry you don't defend yourself, you just stand there like the coward you are.If you never came back, everyone would live just fine would live just fine without you.No one wants or misses you.That's the truth.Deal with it."-Asuka just kept staring at Rei, who looked at her and after a few seconds...at the door.
Kaworu caught her looking at the door, and he understood.
"Rei don't...Don't listen to her, it is a lie, please..."-he begged her.
Shinji looked confused and shocked.He didn't know what to do.But Rei did.And before anyone could do anything about it, before anyone could stop her,she opened the door and left...
Hold on to me love
you know I can't stay long
all I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
Holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
I'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears
Holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
Closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there
Say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to back
A/N:Hope you like it and review it please!
