Disclamer: I dont own Degrassi or any of the characters although i wish i did. lol.

A/N: hey everyone. Im glad most of you liked my story, i think its going pretty well. Neways this chapter only focuses on Manny. But no worries next chapter will only be about Emma and Jay. Its this 2 chap sets im doing..well if you have any ideas on the story email me or im me on aim. Adios (oh yeah the italized stuff is still in spanish)

Chapter 4 - Inside the Thoughts Pt. 1

As Manny walked into the house, she didnt see any lights and heard no one. She assumed everyone was asleep and didnt want to wake them. She walked as quietly as she could to the halway and down the hall. As she passed her aunts room she saw a small light through a slightly opend door. "I know i know but he seems nice" It seeemed as thought her aunt was on the phone but Manny didnt really pay much attention to it till something caught her attention. "I cant control her any more then you can Maria" 'Maria? Why is she talking to my mom? Is she talkign about me?' Manny thought as she scooted closer to the door so she could hear better. "Its summer love, nothing serious geeze Maria dont you trust your daughter at all?" "Shes not stupid, she makes mistakes, yes, but all people do" "Do what you need to, but shes a good girl just trust her" "Bye" As her aunt hung up the phone Manny got up from the floor and walked to the far back room she was staying in.

Mannys thoughts

Wow this has been an eventful night thats for sure. Carlos tells me he loves me. Spinner calls me and tells me the same. and to top it off my mom doesnt trust me. okay i gave her a reason, yeah i got pregnant, had an abortion but that was almost 2 years ago. I thought weve moved on. I guess ill always just be "Manuella Santos: the girl who does nothing right"

About 4 days later still in Mannys POV

The past few days ive tried eveything i had to avoid my aunt. I still couldnt beileve that i was sent here to be protected or something. Then to add to this wonderful disaster i call my life, carlos and me had a fight. It wasnt like one of our normal fights were things were like nothin happend in the morinig, it was a full on breakup fight. Plus uh yesterday my mom...Well i guess ill just tell you the whole story...

Where should i begin? I guess ill start two days ago. There we were watching a seriously funny romantic movie on his couch when carlos decided to tell me hes leaving in a week for some soccer tryout thing. I know, i know, i should be totaly happy for him but I was only going to be here for three more weeks. I wanted to spend as much time as possible as i could with him. I mean i live in Canada he lives in Mexico we have a whole nother counrty in the middle of us. Anywasy gettting back into the story. Some how this little conversation turned into a full on fight. I was shocked, we had never fought like this before, if we had fought it was a small one where five seconds later we'd be makign out again.

Flashback

"Manny everything doesnt always have to revolve around you" Carlos said with a stern look. "I did have my own life before you came here,"

"So what are you saying? you want to break up?" Manny said as tears began to well up in her eyes.

"Well see how the rest of the summer is"

"No, If i really fucked up your life that bad then we dont have to wait for the end of the summer. Just do it now. Break up with me" Manny yelled. Carlos said nothing back just looked at her. "Just do it, im a big girl i can take it." still Carlos said nothing. "FIne ill do it, its over" Manny turned around grabbed her coat and ran otu of the apartment. As she was walking back to her aunts house tears bagan to fall and fall and they wouldnt stop.

End of Flashback

Sounds stupid huh? Mabey i was being a little selfish but i just wanted to be with him. When i finally relized this i tried calling him. No answer. I even tried calling Ty, his bestfriend, he said he hadnt talked to him all day. I finally gave up thinkign after he got my messages he'd call back. Its been two days and not one word from him. Oh and then of course i get home from hanging out with Nikki to find my mom sitting on the couch.

Flashback

"Mom? what are you doing here?" Manny said very confussed.

""Manuela, we need to talk" Her mom siad in a bit scary way.

"Okay i think im going to go to the kitchen" Nikki said uncomfortably.

"About?" Manny answered.

"Your father and I think itd be best if you came home now"

"What? Why?" Her mom just looked at her before answering. "Go pack your things"

"MOM" Manny yelled.

"Manuella dont take that tone of voice with me, go get your things our flight leaves tomarow morning"

End of Flashback

Uh i hate my mom, i make one little okay one big mistake and no one ever seems me the same again. I mean come on, i think ive been through enough. Now what am i doing? Packing so in an hour i can get on a stupid plane and fly back to Canada. I just broke up with my boyfriend, shouldnt i have time to heal. Whatever, know one cares. You probly just think im a winey little baby whos always complaning... but wouldnt you be mad too?

A/N: hey hope you liked this chapter. Pretend Mannys telling you this, as if you were there with her. Next chapter probly in Emma's or Jays POV (probly emma's, not so good at writing in guys POV im a gurl) neways liek i said many times before if you have ANY suggestions please tell me and review please! Try to be nice though. okay have a good one 3 Nikki

BlueAngel07: Thanks for reviewing! Hope you enjoy the story:0)