Chapter 12: Chichi
It wasn't that I didn't love my sister, no that wasn't it at all, it was just that I couldn't look at her like that. I know I let her down somehow, but what can I do? If I can't even help myself what can I do for her?
My husband doesn't say anything about it anymore. Although he knows it consumes me he also knows that words do nothing for me. He has tried to talk about it a couple times and then never again after that. I preferred it that way anyway.
As for the letters I kept them short. I told her how Gohan was doing and how Goku is but nothing personal and nothing asking her personal things. How I miss her though, she and I were so close. But that girl I know is gone and I will never forget that look in her eyes the day she died.
I try not to think about it for the most part. I try to put my son ahead of everything else in my mind. Goku says I worry too much about him, but I can't help it. They are the only thing that keeps my mind in one place.