Disclamier: I dont own anything, although it'd be great to own Mike Lobel but ya noe dreams dont always come true...but who knows lol

A/N: Hey guys! heres the new chap! Ooh yeah i forgot to say in this story the shooting of course happend but jimmy is not paralized, he just got shot. (if thats even possible from where he got shot) neways review PLEASE!

Chapter 10 - Make beilve your here

"Yeah he looked really messed up" Jimmy stated but before Manny could answer her friend anserwed for her."Who?" the tall blonde said.

"Jay Hogart," Jimmy said totatly obvlivious to the hurt loook on Emma's face when he said that. "What happend to him?" she asked her friend.

"Jimmy saw him at the hospital and i guess he looked really bad. " Manny said before taking her friend to the side.

"You didnt know about this?" Manny asked.

"No,"

"You want to go to the hospital?" she asked. Emma just nodded.

She walked into his room unsre of what to expect. Yeah Jimmy said he looked bad but she was hoping, praying that he was lying.

He looked so helpless. Cords going all over the place, machines everywhere, bruises, so many burises. She couldnt help but start to cry. She didnt belive it, she shook her head hoping her eyes were deciving her, she never imagined seeing her boyfriend like this. He's always been so strong but now a machine is helping him stay alive.

Emma took a seat in a chair positon'd towards the small white bed. The room looked so empty, so heartless. But infact there were so much feeling in that room, the feeling of hurt, sadness, love and most of all guilt. She couldnt help but think that all of this was her fault. If she had just kissed him in the hallwasy yesterday, none of this would've ever happend. Her head sunk into her hands as she watched his chest slowly move up and down. There was so much she wanted to say, but couldnt bring herself so speak. What was the point right? He woldnt be able to hear her anyway, but she knew she had to.

Manny looked through the window at her distressed friend. "She'll be okay, she probly wants to just be alone" Jimmy said. Some time along the way Jimmy had ended up at the hospital with the two friends. "Yeah your probly right let me go say good bye okay?" Jimmy nodded and waited as Manny walked in and told Emma. Jimmy wanted to go say something, but wasnt sure what, i mean Jay and Jimmy wern't exactly the best of friends and Jimmy and Emma didnt really know eachother, so just decided a smile would do.

Manny walked out of the room and continued down the hall of the ICU, into the main lobby of the hospital, and out to her black SUV. Jimmy climbed into the passengers seat as anny into the drivers. "You hungry?" Manny asked. Jimmy just smiled and nodded. Manny drove all the way across town to a new hamburger place, that she had heard about called 101. Somehow as they ate it got dark, which was weird because they got there in mid day.

"Wow Its gotten late" Mentioned Jimmy as he held the door open so Manny could pass by.

"Yeah seriously, someone doesnt know how to eat at a normal speed" Manny replied flashing a sly smile.

"Haha, well if you would've stopped talking, mabey i could've eatan faster" he said. Manny jokingly pushed Jimmy.

All he could do was see her pleading eyes, flashing through and through his head. He heard faint voices, but couldnt make out everythign that was being said. Her face was all he could see, mabey he was dreaming, mabey not he couldnt tell.

"This is all my fault, im so sorry. i love you , i know i never said it before but i do, i dont know what id do, please get better, please!" She pleaded letting her head sink into her hands as soft tears streamed down her cheeks.

'Babe dont cry, I love you too, dont blame yourself its not your fault' he wanted to say so bad. It seemed as if his life was happining without him, He tried to talk, to rub his fingers across her fragile face and wipe away her tears, that he had caused, but nothing happend.

She somehow, during the time she was there we mustve fallen asleep. She felt a slight nudge and a soft voice. "Ma'm visiting hours are over" Emma just looked at her confussed, then nodded. She stood up, brushed off her jean skirt and leaned over "I'll be back, tomarow" She said before kissing him on the lips and walking out of the hospital.

They just sat there staring at the stars, and talkign about the most randomised things. What was their favorite M&M flavor? Who was their celebrity crush? Who was their favortite super hero. "Definitly Super Man, him in that red cape wow so hot!"

He just rolled his eyes. "Please Batman is the man,"

"Well the mystery thing is pretty sexy" They both began to laugh. They had only officially met about a week ago but yet knew everything about eachother. Yeah they had known about eachother, but never actually paied much attention. After that night at the park though things had been alot different . They were with eachtother almost every night. Knowing the reputation Manny had you would think something was going on but actually they were just friends. She understood him and him to her.

"Jimmy?" she asked.

"Yea?" He said still gazing out into the stars.

"Where friends rght?" She asked.

"Why wouldnt we be?" He said hesitating a little confussed.

"No reason, just making sure" Jimmy just nodded and smiled. It had been a couple minutes since either of them had said anything."So whos better. Nelly or 50 Cent?"

"Hmm hard one, they both have really nice bodys..hmmm i think id pick..." she was cut off "I meant music." she just smiled at him and said."Oh, i dunno"

"You crack me up" he said flashing her a smile,

"I try" she said as she looked down to her cell phone and saw the time. 11:02 PM. "Oh my god, we have to go!" Manny said jumping off the hood of her car, where they were sitting.

"Huh?" Jimmy asked jumping off too.

"I was supposed to be home at 10:30 its 11!"

"Oh damn that sucks" he said getting inside.

"Yeah so where do you live?" she asked starting the ingine.

"Why are you gonna take advantage of me?" Jimmy said letting out a laugh.

"Oh yeah! Better watch out" Manny said sarcasticly.

A/N: haha well heres the chap nothing really happend, sorry. But yeah neways something big is coming up pretty soon so keep reading, if u want. But yeah lots of luv 3 Nikki