Chapter 21: Bulma
After my sister left I lay there looking at Vegeta," Just tell me one thing before I go."
"You're not going anywhere," he said looking away.
"Can you at least look at me? Thank you. Listen I want to know why, why did you pick me?"
He just looks at me for a moment, "Why? SO you can have a grudge against me for the rest of your life?"
"That won't be long but no. Do you love me now?"
"I don't know. I married you because you are more known then me. What do you expect?"
"Nothing more. I thought or rather I think I love you but I really don't know. I couldn't tell you what love really is."
His grip started to tighten, "How is that my fault?"
"I don't know. I guess it really isn't you. You know I feel so many things for you, you must know how much I hate you," when I said that he looked shocked, "You didn't know?"
"How the hell am I suppose to know you never tell me anything?"
"You never ask. Do you really think you would have listened," as I said this he stayed quiet, "well I'm telling you now."
"Well," he sat back, "I'm listening."
"Vegeta, when I first met you I loved you. I thought that you were so nice, at least to me. But I was stunned when you hurt me so much. When you asked to marry me I didn't know what to think. I figured you had just wanted to fuck me. Although I knew that it was stupid to think that you might love me I actually did. Then I saw you again, the look on your face told me right away that is really was stupid to hope. That night and from then on I was so scared of you.
When Trunks was born I couldn't let you have him. He reminded me of all the pain I went through, but I could never let him go through that. So I took matters into my own hands and tried to kill us both. I want to be free and I wanted him with me.
But my daughter was different. I didn't want her to go. I wanted to protect her from everything, but I failed at that because of your son."
"Oh now he's my son," Vegeta said.
"Yes because my son died when you took him. It was slow but it did happen."
"Fine but what about this? I thought you made it up."
"Well I didn't did I?"
He looked at me for a while before speaking quietly, "I'm going to lose you aren't I?"
"Yes but listen. I realize that I really do love you as odd as it sounds. But through my life with you I've wanted nothing except one thing and now you can do that for me."
"What?"
"Promise you will do it?"
His grip tighten," Yes, What?"
I reached my head up and kissed him one last time for what seemed like forever and then the words finally came out in a whisper, "Let me go."