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Chapter 8- Heartbreak

Kai's POV

"I love you too Kai," I heard her whispering as she snuggled into my chest.

I blinked in surprise.

Wait a sec . . . was I missing something around here or it was only my ears who didn't hear well, did she just say- 'I love you TOO Kai'? . . .

'Where the hell that came from!' I thought to myself desperately as I petted her on back . . . not from love . . . but from pity.

"Hillary, we need to talk," I told her and tried to get her off me.

"Oh, yeah," she said and set back in her hospital bed' I saw tears of happiness in her eyes.

I looked at her thinking where to start; she probably reacted that way because of the teddy that that stupid April gave me! Why she had to give me this stupid teddy bear! . . . However, in second thought it was my fault too, I should not lied to her in the first place and told her the truth!

"Listen Hillary, you're rather a pretty girl with shiny brown hair, you are smart, and talented . . . you're a great friend and I respect you for lots of things . . . but I never said I love you," I explained her and looked at the ground, unable to look straight into her brown eyes.

"But- but gave me a teddy and-," she told me and I could hear the pain in her voice.

"And? . . ." I asked her confused.

"You told me to call itmy name . . . when someone tells you that it means he loves you," she explain me and when I lifted my head up I was able to see the tears that once been tears of happiness becoming to tears of sadness.

Man, why I always screwed up things? With this thought passing in my head I stood up on my legs and got out of the room, when I did I leaned on the door and listen to her quite sobs coming from the room.

'I can't believe I just did it!' I thought to myself angrily, 'Tyson was right . . . I am such a heartless bustard . . .' I kept thinking as I started walking away from the door.

When I went off the hospital I discovered that it was darker the hell and it began to rain outside . . . kinda matched with my soul . . .

I started going under the heavy rain, not caring if I'll get soaked from legs to head, actually I wished I will get a cold or something even worst . . . I deserve that!

Slowly I continued with my way back to the hotel with non-stop questions in my head.

'What should I tell them?'

'The truth?'

'Another lie?'

'Should I even go back?'

Man . . . why life is so complicated? Why people have to think so much! I hate it!

Without putting too much attention I started to cross the road in a red light, I didn't think about it too much until the car in front of me was beeping madly and her light started to blind me.

"Get out of the way!" I was able to hear the driver screaming, but I couldn't . . . for the first time in my fucking life . . . I couldn't . . .

Then, I suddenly felt all my life passing in front of me, all the good memories . . . all the nightmares . . . all the feelings that were buried so deep...

There were lots of people screaming around but I couldn't hear what . . .

Suddenly someone hit me from the side and the next thing I could see was me lying on the cold road with my body covered in blood . . . not my blood!

TBC . . .

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