It took me a while to update cause one, I was procrastinating two I had a lot of crap going on and three I'm supposed to be grounded lol.

It only gets more angsty and wierd from here. I shall warn you now there will be some bad or worse stuff in later chapters especially chapter 8 but untill now I hope you continue to read this if you dont like that type of stuff I will warn you when it is gonna get bad... yeah anyways don't want to reveal to much so yeah. R&R .

Dominant votes-

Hiei- 2

Yusuke- 3

Warning- Yoai no Lime or anything this chapter DX A brief kiss at the end but thats it. Lots of angst and blood and just sadness that almost made me cry to write aw poor Yusuke and Hiei don't hurt me it had to be done eh he he violence and cussing.

Disclaimer- I own it it's mine oh yes it is... (wakes up) damn guess not... (sigh) I own the plot (I think) and the oc character though I don't much care for him...he he

Think.

Hiei/ Yusuke Ch. 6: Why did it have to be you?

Hiei stood in the middle of the room where he had been left, sometime later in the night waiting for something or anything to happen, when nothing had happened after several hours he had finally given up waiting, and sat on the bed. He knew exactly who koenma was going to send and it hurt him that he would have to fight them, knowing that there was almost no hope, even if he did live, he would not be allowed to live much longer, for if they were to ever escape Hiei would be imprisoned and automatically executed for the attempted murder of two humans or one human and a half human.

Thats the way it goes, even so he knew he would fight, he had realised it the other day when they had kissed that he did have feelings for the stubborn detective and they weren't the normal friendly kind. He wouldn't call it love for he really had no clue what love was so, he decided to say he had a very strong attraction to the other man.

He aso didn't find it odd that he liked another boy, because he used to have what he thought to be a crush on Kurama, after a few weeks of questioning himself, he had confronted kurama about it and they finally did go out for a while.

after a while Hiei had found he did not like Kurama the way he had thought he had liked him, he found he more thought of him like he did Yukina, he wanted to protect them from harm, but not have a romantic relationship. Kurama had felt the same and they had talked about it, and they had stopped dating. No hurt feelings at all. When he thought of Yusuke however he knew it was different in that he wanted to kiss him again.

His hands went to his face and he rubbed his eyes. 'how do I fight kurama?' He asked to himself, sighing, he sat staring out the window, thoughts wirling through his mind at a speed he couldn't keep up with. 'I have to. I have no choice.' He grimaced and shut his eyes tightly pinching the bridge of his nose in frustration. The sun started to rise almost to quickly for Hiei's taste and he knew, soon he would have to fight his first friend. 'I can...do it without killing them' He made up his mind he would harm them to unconciousness knowing someone would come and help them, he just knew it was going to be hard to hurt them in the first place.

He stood up awaiting Akai or someone to come and take him away, he didn't have to wait long. Akai came in, a questioning look in his eye when Hiei nodded and looked away he grinned and lead the way outside. "Don't try anything funny or else he won't live... or I'll make him wish he was dead." Akai shrugged.

Hiei glared at him wishing him dead on the spot. "I bet you have noticed you have not been able to use your speed or other abilities..." Akai started Hiei looked at him, curiously almost. "It's because of the ward, now I will tell you something before I take it off. Yusuke is in my room on my bed if I die a button gets pushed by one of my comrades and he gets impaled through the heart, got it?" Hiei nodded slowly, and Akai removed the blue ward.

Hiei looked around and noticed they were right outside the castle.

"Hiei!" he herd Kuwabara yell, he looked over to see both Kuwabara and Kurama standing there confused looks in there eyes.

Akai handed him his katana. "Have at it." He smiled.

"Where's Yusuke?" Kuwabara asked. Hiei looked at them and didn't know what to say.So he attacked bringing Kuwabara down with one swing of his sword giving him no time to try and defend himself.

"What are you doing?" Kurama asked backing up he took out his rose whip.

"I'm sorry..." Hiei whispered on the verge of tears he attacked, Kurama jumped out of the way of the deadly attack seconds before it impaled him, shock in his eyes.

Hiei kept up the attacks while Kurama continued to dodge with one hard blow Hiei nicked Kuramas side deeply, Kurama fell to the ground on one knee and looked up at Hiei dispair in his eyes.

"I'm so sorry." Hiei said before he closed his eyes and brought the sword down. They snapped open when he herd someone shout out and everything froze.

"Yusuke..." Hiei whispered before everything came into focus, Kurama was looking at Yusuke who was standing in front of him Hieis katana sticking into his chest, blood spilling from his mouth as he gasped for air his eyes tightly shut in pain.

"W...Why...Why?" Hiei asked over and over again falling to his knees he removed the katana and held Yusukes trembling body to his own.

(Only scene change Pov thingy)

Yusuke awoke to sunlight and the sound of a bird squaking he opened his eyes slowly and sat up cringing as he felt the caked on blood crack. He looked around him and for a minute forgot where he was untill he saw the blue bird, fluffy staring at him curiously. He got up off the bed and looked around, it was then he saw the door open. For a second he was startled.

"why did he leave it open?" He asked himself he looked down and realized something even more peculiar, the ward thing that had been on his arm the other day was gone. Feeling even more confused he made up his mind and siezed the oportunity before him. He threw on his shoes then walking out the door he snuck down the hall, becoming more and more suspiciouse in the silence. He made his way to the entrance hearing the sounds of yells and battle. He opened the door blinking rapidly in the bright light.

He saw Akai staring obviously amused at the battle. It was then he noticed Kuwabara on the ground a obviously painful wound on his chest, but Yusuke knew he was still alive by the feel of his ki.

He looked more to the left and saw Kurama dodging a swift blow to the side. He started forward knowing if he shot off his shotgun he could solve the problem, and also knowing he couldn't do it. He saw Hiei finally get a hit in and Kurama went down, he started to run and right before the katana could enter Kuramas chest he jumped in the way catching Kuramas shocked expression, he yelled out as the firey pain shot through him and the katana pierced his own chest.

Yusuke closed his eyes in pain when he opened them he saw Hieis shocked face then the guilt and anger and fear hit and he was grabbing out the sharp obejct and pulling Yusuke tightly to him. He kept asking why and Yusuke wanted to answer. So he told him.

(Only scene change Pov thingy)

"Because... I didn't... want... you to... kill... your best... friend... because... of me..." Yusuke said slowly between gasps and blood, he passed out.

Hiei was vaguely aware of Kurama standing up and Kuwabara shifting and sitting up looking around himself confused untill he saw Yusuke and Hiei. He set Yusuke down slowly and glared at his hands then picking up the katana where he had dropped it he stood up, his gaze turned toward Akai who was staring in amusment at everything.

"You had this all planned out didn't you...?" Hiei started whipping the unshed tears from his eyes. "You knew I wouldn't actualy kill them so you thought it would be funny to make me kill him?" He accused.

Akai tilted his head to the side and started to cackle. That was the last straw for Hiei who lost it and in a flurry of red he had attacked and shredded the insane lord to pieces. Blood and clothing soaked the ground the laughter still ringing in the silence, his eyes where dull red filled with anger and hostility like in Yusukes dream. Hiei wanted to hurt something he wanted more blood and at the moment the blood he wanted the most was his own.

He had killed the very thing he had been trying to protect and now, he was alone again and he was going to be executed and for what? He didn't even help Yusuke out he killed him. Hiei stood staring blankly at the grass that was stained with the smell of copper a blue feather floated down before his face and he crumpled to his knees. He felt someone touch his shoulder and he jerked from the soft touch.

"Hiei... he's not dead..." Kurama told him scared for the small demon who seemed beyond hope as of the moment.

Hieis head jerked up toward Yusukes body he ran as fast as he could over to him, picking him up he glared at the other two.

"Genkai's." Was all he said before he dissapeared a load far bigger then himself resting in his arms. When he got to Genkai's he found Yukina standing outside, quickly going inside after he saw she noticed him he set Yusuke down on one of the futons in the back room,Yukina ran in seconds later and had Hiei help remove Yusukes shirt. She remained quiet asking no questions, she whipped as much blood up, with her apron, as she could trying to see the extent of the damage.

Finally she placed her hands over the wound and started to heal him, about halfway done she started to falter, she was just about to tell Hiei she couldn't do anymore when she felt a sudden boom of energy fill her looking over in shock she saw Hiei look at her his hand resting softly on her shoulder she smiled warmly and continued her work.

When Yusuke was fully healed and only sleeping to retreave all the blood he had lost, Hiei stood up and left the room as silently as he had come. Yukina looked down at Yusukes pale face and sighed wrapping him up in blankets she sat down beside him.

Kurama and Kuwabara saw Hiei heading off away from the dojo, but before they could yell out he had dissapeared. Both of them were still very confused on what was going on. However they both needed medical help so they entered the dojo to find Yusuke asleep and Yukina beside him she looked up at them and made an oh face then quickly ushered them down to sit. Healing both of them she fell exaughsted next to Yusukes softly breathing form.

"You healed us fully?" Kuwabara said confused.

"Oh, Hiei gave me extra energy so I was able to use the last of it to heal you... what happened anyway?" She asked looking over at Yusuke.

"You wouldn't believe us if we told you." Kurama said weaving a hand through his messy hair.

"Try us." Genkai said startling them.

"Ok well..." Kurama started and told the whole story of what they saw and knew had happened. Yusuke awoke a few moments after and filled in the rest. Kurama left to go look for Hiei and Yusuke much to the frustration of the others followed soon after asking to be left alone for a few.

Hiei was sitting in a high up tree awaiting the inevitable he knew he was going to be executed, he had attacked and nearly killed all three of the other detectives he had definantly broken his paroll and he felt he deserved to go to hell, or limbo or wherever they sent him. He blamed himself for everything.

'I should have stopped us from going I should have known something was wrong.' He thought begrugingly.

"Hiei." He herd someone yell looking down he saw Kurama, wincing he jumped down. He looked at the ground and remained silent.

"Yusuke woke up, he explained everything." Kurama told him trying to ease the others suffering.

Hiei continued to stare at the ground. "Why didn't you tell me you liked him Hiei?" Kurama asked tilting Hiei's chin up.

Hiei looked at him his eyes filled with guilt. "I didn't know..." Hiei whispered.

"It's ok Hiei he doesn't blame you and we don't blame you." Kurama told him.

"You should!" Hiei yelled slapping the hand away. "I don't deserve kindness I almost killed you."

"Hiei...You had a reason." Kurama told him despreatly trying to make Hiei see.

"No... He got away he didn't need my help I didn't have to do anything...I should have realized his plot earlier..." Hiei rambled growing angrier at himself each passing second.

"Just stop it Hiei!" Kurama yelled, Hiei looked up at him.

"Yes please Hiei I did need you and I don't blame you." Yusuke said from behind Hiei who twirled around.

"Why didn't you shoot me or hurt me why did you let me hurt you?" Hiei asked confused and angry.

"I couldn't do it." Yusuke answered honestly.

"I can't hurt you either..." Hiei told himrunning up to him he kissed him briefly on the lips,then before anyone could say anything he had dissapeared. "I will never hurt you again Yusuke untill I can forgive myself I can never be with you." Hiei said running off to the portal to the makai jumping through it he started his mission toward forgivness, not knowing when or how he would know he had gotten there, what he did know however was that one day he would return and when that happened it would be for the better.

Yusuke remained in the clearing touching his lips staring off into the distance that Hiei had run,tears dancing in his vision of which he refused to let fall.

well thats that huh, told you I didn't like how this ended so thats why I continued it instead of making a sequil later on, I will warn you again it is not happy again for a while I mean it sorta is like there is some laughing and stuff but there is a lot more angst. Then later probably ch. 9 or 10 their will be lots of fighting and stuff like that then after that their will be no more oc I think... anyways by that time everything may be happy and all and I can make funny chapters. lol. but I am expecting 11-15 maybe less maybe more chapters just so you know now. Updates after ch. 7 will probably be slower since I am writting them from the top of my head and I didn't have it all written down first. But no worrys I am not writting blind I know exactly where this is going it's just writting the inbetween that is killing me I keep getting stuck not knowing if I should write a certain part or what not anyways this is getting really long so I will see you when I post the next chapter. R&R it makes me real happy like. XD.

-Reviews-

Taikai no za Kokoro- XD Yes hott boys are the best lol. I am getting more votes for Yusuke so that's probably who will be dominant.

anime-luney- I read it but I couldn't review my computer is all messed up and sometimes thinks the review thingy is a pop up so it wont let me I tried again last night when I got home and it wouldn't let me again so I will review yours as soon as it lets me.

shiorifoxiesmom- Aw isn't that easy XD! I hope you like how this went...

KayHiei- I know I am evil (evil grin) And I know he's funny I like him sorta not anymore though... well... yeah... lol.

ShadowVampiress- Yeah he does lol I loved your review that was funny and made me giggle O.o lol I took a long while to update cause I was kinda procrastinating but I hope the chapter is ok...

kit-kit- I know XD; I was thinking that Hiei should be dominant but a lot of people are voteing on Yusuke no worries though I will somehow find a way to make everyone happy.

MissKyoshi- lol another Hiei person. Thanks for liking the lime I rewrote it like... (thinks) three or four times and I still thought it could be better but oh well...

Sisi-cat-chan- O.o I couldn't imagine my friend or Akai after sugar... that would be... interesting... hmm... XD

CursedMoonBlade- Another hmmm. Thanks for likeing it this is the longest I have waited to update and hopefully I don't do this again...

Kairi922- You know how Yoko was all vain as he got older well I just had it where Akai got very childish as he got older his mind reverted back to childhood or something so he's insane lol. I didn't really think of that so yeah...

VincentLover001- That's ok I don't rush people to read this I know some people out their actually do have lives (sigh) XD I like that idea hey thats how I could make everyone happy you know Yusuke dominant first then Hiei being dominant Thanks I hope that's ok if I use that idea maybe even the kink too XD! lol. Thats ok too the sucking up it makes me happy lol.

Update- In a few days 3/4