You will be suprised this chapter because I am doing the unexpected read and you will find out why he he he...

Warning- Yaoi shonin ai one sided Akai /Yusuke... yeah it's pretty bad on that part for the next two chapters... Harsh (cussing pretty bad too) language sorta... kidnapping yada yada

Disclaimer- I wished for it on my birthday but never got the wish granted so I still don't own it and sadly unless I am somehow way distantly related and the only living relation of the real owner and they mysteriously die and in there wills it says to give it to me, I never will and I am thinking that is a one in a6 billionchance that would ever happen so it probably wont (cries)


Think.

Hiei/ Yusuke Ch. 7: Silent screams of agony.

After Hiei had run off to god only knows, Kurama had helped usher a trembling Yusuke back to the dojo where he stared blankly at the opposite wall.

"Yusuke." Kuwabara started trying to coax the silent boy out of his shock.

"If I had hurt him... what would have happened then?" Yusuke asked looking at the 4 on-lookers with anguish.

"I really don't know." Kurama told him.

"He... He left because... I let him hurt me... I have to find him I have to fix this It's my fault so I have to..." Yusuke raved before Kuwabara smacked him across the face hard stopping his rambles instantly and caused him to glare angrily at the relieved boy.

"What the fuck was that for?" He yelled for a brief moment turning back into his confident quick tempered self.

"You need to snap out of it man, we have no clue where he is so their's no point in getting yourself killed looking." Kuwabara told him softly.

"He will come back Yusuke I am sure of that." Kurama encouraged.

"How can you be so confident?" Yusuke whispered looking away his fingers absentmindedly slicked through his hair and he grimaced at the feel of sweat and grime. "Don't answer that I just want to go home."

"Ok... We'll take you." Kuwabara said, Kurama nodded in agreement. The walk to Yusukes humble abode was long and tensly silent. No one knew what to say. Kuwabara broke the silence by tripping over a fire hydrant making Kurama giggle and Yusuke crack a slight grin.

A couple more minutes went by.

"So..." Kurama started. "How did you and Hiei come to find you liked eachother?" Yusukes head swiveled toward him in silent surprise.

"You what!" Kuwabara started, but shut his mouth at Kuramas glare.

"I... we never really talked about anything... I realised I liked him... a couple weeks ago... but... it got stronger when I was around him all the time. Things happened but...then all this shit happens and I..." Yusuke trailed off.

"... Hiei has liked you a while now too, though he would never admit it, until now. I have seen the looks he gives you when we are in battle." Kurama told him the ghost of a smile wrapped around his lips. "He is very smitten with you."

"I realise that now... but what do I do? Do I just wait? And what about Kayko and my Mom and everyone?" Yusuke asked his eyes suddenly going wide at the thought of telling Kayko he had fallen in love with another man, mentally flinching at the images he shook his head to clear it.

"You can tell them when you are ready. And with Kayko I think she will understand." Kurama explained a knowing smile on his face, Yusuke decided not to ask.

"And you blabber mouth!" Yusuke started stopping suddenly and pointing a finger right in Kuwabaras face. "Say a word about this to anyone and I will pulverize you. Got it?" Yusuke threatened.

Kuwabara nodded, and gulped at Yusukes sudden splurg of anger.

They finally made it to Yusukes apartment and dropped him off, They asked if he wanted company, but he had politly declined them saying he needed time to think. So they left. He crawled over the mess in the living room and brushed papers and empty cans of all sorts of alcohol off his bed, then taking one of his only un-alcohol soaked blankets he shut off the light curling into a tight ball, staring blankly out at the setting sun through the wide windows.

Suddenly he bolted up noticing out of the edge of his eye a blue bird, perching itself right out his window it twitered softly staring at him with myschiefiouse black eyes. Before flying away leaving a single blue feather to drop through the open window onto his carpet, picking it up with trembling hands he recognized the softness and texture right away.

"Akai?" He whispered before running into the bathroom to shower, change, and get ready. He obviously had bigger problems then Hiei going missing, like finding out how his 'friend' had managed to survive being shredded into a million pieces, and what he wanted.


(change pov thingy)

Hiei jumped from another tree avoiding another arrow from piercing his heart, he sneered down at the pathetic advesary and went for the kill, slicing the panicked demon to bits. He whiped the blood from his blade and continued to walk aimlessly around, He sighed as the sun began to set and finally recognized where he was, looking around he could see Yusukes stuff and smell his blood.

He walked over and softly touched one of the blood soaked articals, bringing it to his face he sniffed in the deliciouse aroma. He brought it away from him disgusted in himself for forgetting the purpose of this already, grabbing the bag he stuffed the shirts back inside, totaly forgetting about the food still hidden deep within the cave preserved by the refreshingly cold lake.

He continued to walk till the moon was high in the sky, suddenly feeling exaughsted he jumped into the nearest tree and fell into a shallow sleep katana ready for atack, just incase.

(change again XD)
After Yusuke had showered and dressed in a dark greenT- shirt and black slacks he rushed out to put shoes and socks on not even bothering with his hair, not seeing any point and also remembering how Hiei had said he liked it better down, and not all gelled back. He smiled at the memory wishing he could go back in time at the begining of their stayand just grab the fire youkai say something like kiss me I'm yours and it all be good for the rest of the time never meeting Akai and doing other things to occupy their time. He blushed at the thought of him being with Hiei like that,and at the arousle he was getting just thinking about it.

quickly shaking his head ridding his mind of the perverted thoughts he continued out the door after scribling a quick note expaining he would be home later sticking it onto the fridge with a magnet. He crept out the door and shut it firmly behind him throwing on a black sweater coat, to keep the chill of the night off him. He followed in the general direction the bird had flown off in. It was dark by the time Yusuke made it to the edge of town and he had still seen no sign of Akai.

"Maybe I jumped to conclusions." He told himself sitting down at the base of a tree that started a whole forest, a couple feet from the last house in town. Sighing he scratched his head, and stood back up intent on walking home for some much needed rest.

"If it isn't Yusuke Urameshi." A thug known as Kupto said his lackys, Yusuke counted 7, all snickered and glared menicingly at him.

"Oh if it isn't the ever so whimpy Kupto." Yusuke sneered walking past them.

"Why you." Kupto yelled menicingly and swung at Yusuke who easily dodged the blow and walked off. He stopped when he herd the sounds of bodies meeting dirt. Turning around slowly he prepared to attack only to come face to face with Akai who grinned insanly at him.

"Kitty!" Akai shouted with glee.

"H...How did... you?" Yusuke stuttered gaping confused at him.

"Oh You mean with the fire baby how he shredded me to bits?" Akai said, Yusuke nodded at a loss words. "Well that wasn't me more... a clone I guess you could say, the bird took my shape. Poor fluffy." He pouted sadly. (1)

"But... You... I mean..." Yusuke rambled unable to form a proper sentance.

"What do you want?" He finally asked.

"I'm bored and I never did say I was done playing with you." Akai sneered, in the blink of an eye he was standing behind Yusuke who had gone stiff at the dissapearance. Yusuke jumped away, but was grabbed about the waist. He struggled in the hold, and found himself unable to wiggle out of the oddly strong embrace.

"Let me go you creep!" Yusuke screamed trying to raise his ki and confusidly discovering he couldn't. Looking down at his arm he screamed in rage when he saw the inocent blue braclet somehow had made it's way on his wrist while he was looking somewhere else.

"I don't wanna your so much fun and we bairly got to do anything." Akai said running his free hand through Yusukes hair while he was talking. Yusuke stiffened in the hold stopping all movement.

"What do you mean by that?" He growled trying to look back at Akai and finding he couldn't turn his head that far.

"I think you know little kitty." Akai purred brushing a hand down Yusukes side.

"Stop That!" Yusuke cried struggling ten times harder then he had before.

"No I don't want to." Akai told him whining like a three year old. "You where so nice and I like you." He said rubbing his face in Yusukes hair who had gone deathly still, afraid to even breath.

"Well I don't like you." He whispered his lungs constricted in his panic.

"Oh, thats to bad." Akai told him before something slammed into the back of his head .

'Hiei.' He whispered in his mind before he was taken all the way into the dark abyss that awaited him.


(change pov)

Hiei awoke with a start. "Did I just hear Yusuke?" He asked himself aloud. Shaking it off as missing the messy haired boy he jumped from his perch and threw the bag inside the cave to be picked up if... No when he decided to go back. He started to walk even though he had only been out maybe two hours and he was still exaughsted he didn't care, his mind was swarming with thoughts and the dream he had been having a moment ago was shoved down deep into his subconciouse where it would fester.

His travels brought him to the opposite side of the forest that Akai's castle was at.

A bird cackled up in a nearby tree and Hiei stopped suddenly aware something was wrong. Then it struck Hiei, Akia's laugh... It wasn't a laugh... it was a cackle. Like... a birds cackle. His eyes went wide and the dream came back, then he remembered the feather and the small amount of blood and... the dream Yusuke needed his help. He raced off towards the castle hoping that one Yusuke was there if Akai had kidnapped him and two he wasn't too late. A few minutes from the castle and Hiei began to feel very dizzy, he struggled to move forward but was unable to.

Tripping on a log directly in his path, that he vaguly remember Yusuke jumping over last time. He tumbled two the ground spinning twice before slamming into a tree. He breathed heavily and struggled to stand up but wasn't able too and slumped back to the ground. With an anguished cry he tried again and failed. He remembered now, two days only two hours of sleep and with all the activitly that had gone on in those days he was actually amazed he made it this far without collapsing, sighing in frustration and exaughstion, he relaxed knowing he would do no good for Yusuke in this condition.

He started to fall into a restless sleep, growling at himself for his weakness and knowing as soon as he woke up he would go, even if he died in the process he had to help Yusuke and maybe, by doing this, he could forgive himself. with that last thought he sucumbed to total relaxation.

(Change pov)
Yusuke awoke and stared up at the tall banister that surrounded the bed, he was lying in, holding up thick red drapes that blocked his view from the outside room. It only took a second for all his thoughts to clear and he realised what had happened and where he was now. Sitting up quickly he stared, puzzled when he found himself unable to move more then a few inches. He tried again and only the jingling of metal against metal brought him back, his face paled dramatically and he looked to his wrists dreading what he would see.

A gasp of terror reached his lips but he sucked it back in. Wrapped around his wrists and from what he could tell ankles too were chains, unable to use his ki he had a bad feeling he wouldn't be able to escape from this. He smacked his head down into the pillow and grimaced when he heard chains around his neck as well. For Yusuke this was his worst nightmare. He had already died so he wasn't all that afraid of dying, but he had never been chained up or stripped of his freedom.

He closed his eyes not wanting to see what would happen and telling himself over and over.'I won't open my eyes.' He heard a door open and felt the swish of air as the person pulled back the curtains squeezing his eyes tighter he ground his teeth and tightened his hold on the sheets below his fingers. He gasped and his eyes flew open when something jumped on him leaving him without air. He grunted and glared up at Akai who grinned back down at him triumphantly.

"So how do you like your accomodations, kitty?" Akai asked him laying flat against his body his head resting on his arms as he stared inquisitivly at a seething Yusuke.

"Let me out of these." Yusuke growled glaring with all the hatred he could muster.

"Um..." Akai brought a finger to his chin and tilted his head to the side as if thinking about it. "No." He finally said grinning.

Yusuke thrashed violently causing Akai to tumble off onto the floor, he stopped when he ran out of energy and layed panting and eyes half hooded.

"That was mean!" Akai said rubbing a sore shoulder. Yusuke looked at him still panting blankly staring he looked back away toward the cealing.

"Aw is the kitty sad?" Akai asked sitting beside him this time running his hands through Yusukes hair, exaughsted Yusuke didn't fight back only turned his head away.

"Leave me alone, I want to go home." He mumbled into the pillow he had stuffed his face into.

"..." Akai remained silent for a few more seconds watching the angry teen, breath. "I can't do that kitty, you see I have taken quit a liking to you." Akai told him. Yusuke muttered something inaudible.

"What was that?"

"I said... didn't we already have this conversation?" Yusuke moved his head back glaring at the smirking man above him.

"And do you realize how old I am? How old are you?" Yusuke Grunted.

"Age never matters when it comes to love, how old was your other lover fire baby?" Akai grinned at the flash of pain.

"I don't know, but it doesn't matter you can't force me to like you." Yusuke whispered turning his head back away.

"Well if you wont I will just have to like you for the both of us." Akai smiled and wrapped his arms around a tense body. "I wanna play now so you will be my doll." Akai smirked leaning back.

"Number one what is your fetish with dolls, and number two I don't want to be your doll." Yusuke glared tugging on his chains.

"I like dolls cause they're so easy to break... so fragile." He told him running his delicate fingers through Yusukes bangs uncovering Yusukes burning eyes.

"I am not a doll." Yusuke seethed gritting his teeth.

"Oh but you can break just as easily and when I am through playing you will be just a bunch of porcilin shattered to pieces among the ground." Akai smiled softly at him still brushing his fingers through the silky locks.

"What do you mean?" Yusuke asked paileing and starting to feel awfully nervouse about the hand running through his hair.

"No worries I wont try and bed you... yet..." Akai told him. "I really really like blood, did you know that?" Out of no where Akai brought out a small sharp looking knife that glinted in the pale lighting.

"No... I didn't..." Yusuke muttered eyeing the small blade with fear and anxiety. Akai brought it too his shirt and Yusuke noticed his coat was missing, then he pulled one side of the shirt up and slowly began to cut the thin material away, Yusuke watching in Horror unable to do anything but grip the chains in his hands tighter. About five agonizingly slow minutes later his shirt was thoroughly removed and pushed to his side.

Yusuke took in a breath and held it slightly as the knife came inches from his bare, vulnerable chest, He watched it hover right above it's intended mark Then without a word it sliced through the chest deeply, his head flew back in agony a silent scream engulfing his throat, but he wouldn't let it past. Akai bent down over the gushing wound and licked the wound dry sucking on it to gather anymore he may have missed, causing Yusuke twice as much pain as his tongue roamed over the exposed, raw, flesh.

He pulled back and looked down at the heavily breathing boy, smirking as he saw the fear and pain he made another cut this one deeper and longer. For hours they continued the routine, Yusuke didn't utter a sound knowing for most people it made them want more. His mind drifted off during most of the time, already used to the pain then a new cut would be administered and he would be brought rudly back to earth. 17 brand new cuts later Akai was done, not wanted to kill his doll and feeling quit sated he pulled back. The knife went back to were it had come from and Akai left after placing a chast blood flavored kiss on his lips.

Yusuke stared hatefully in the direction Akai had left in, his body stung and ached he wished he would just pass out. His prayers were answered a few minutes later.


Yes told you angst abound next chapter is even worse. R&R. I wonder if you all hate this now... I dunno it could have gone two different ways I liked this one better I have more of a plot and more chapters. I believe this is the longest chapter yet. Yay go me.

1- your probably confused well you see I kinda used Naruto's ( I don't own Naruto) technique for this where he can make himself more,only then I got the idea of fluffy being able to imitate people instead.Then just to clear things up Akai had more then one fluffy O.o Hey I'm the author don't argue with me DX lol.

-Reviews- Only9 reviews the least I have gotten for a chapter so far but that's ok... R&R people or I might take forever to update XD aw I love bribary.

anime-luney- Yes I did I am a multi tasker lol.I hate being cutt off it feels like I have lost an arm or something that's why I sneak on XD

Abi- Yes that's exactly what's going to happen XD I couldn't really decide between the two so to make everyone happy it will be Yusuke then Hiei I hope that's good...

Hiei'sGothicAngel-I hate being sick I hope you get better real soon XD, Well of you like angst your going to like this chapter and the next one I don't even have the next one all the way finished but I think the angst will be done by ch. 9... And more blood XD! Nope their are more chapters. I hope you can review soon lol.

ShadowVampiress- I Love the elament of surprise did this chapter suprise you? Oh and he will real soon. Psychotic ninja nun? O.o lol. Aw you wont be able to update that sucks I think I only read the one cause I don't know the others You just put up another and I am going to read that right after I post this I can't remember the name but it sounded good XD;;;

KayHiei- He returns though not right yet he he surprises and plot twists abound oh yeah.

kit-kit- He will be, no worries eh he he.

Sisi-cat-chan- XD you gave me an idea so I might just use the sugar bit... (evil grin) only if that's ok with you. O.O

Kairi922- And he lives bwahahahah... Yeah... (cough) eh he he

pink skyy- Thank you well this chapter isn't funny and yes Hiei is a little sensative and slightly ooc but I can't help that I want to keep them as in character as possible and I think I did sorta ok...

Next update- in a few days as soon as I finish with it... hopefully not to long... if you have any good ideas concerning the story I would love to hear them... maybe I can finish the chapter faster... yeah... anyways... till next chapter.