SuperSanne: I don't know how to reply to this. You, should've however read the WHOLE last chapter. Right at the bottom I explained why it was like that. Because of what happens in the story you need to understand Nyuuraku better and her feelings thats why it was like that. Don't go flaiming me for the first chappie. Also have you EVER seen the Cell games saga? No I didn't think so, because Vegeta tells Gohan he's sorry and since Nyuuraku exchanged places with Gohan I had to switch it.

Krillball6: (waves) Hi there! Glad you liked it, as for the Gohans sister it came from an rp I was in and I played, well Gohans sister I got bored of playing the same character. Nyuuraku has taken Gohan's place though their strength is very smiliar, I dunno how to explain it. And yeah Goku died I think I did put in there somewhere that he was talking itno her mind I hope ?.

Foreverforsaken: O.o cat fight! You get 'em Tai! Cell is a hobo but he's also very cool aswell one of my fave bad guys though my absolute fave is Majin Vegeta, man I love Majin guys they rock. Well thanks for the review.

Darkmichael: Glad you like it. Thanks for the review

Wow 4 reviews YAY! Lets do part 2.

Disclaimer: I do not own dbz or the characters Nyuuraku however is mine and the emotions put into this are also mine. Enjoy.

Dan dan kokoro
He doesn't have a farther...

It had been a few months since Goku had died and Nyuuraku had been acting distant from everyone. They just gathered she missed her farther and she was pining over him. No one actually thought that she thought it was her fault. Not even Gohan and the twins knew each other inside and out. Nyuuraku was doing a great job of hiding how she felt. She and Gohan sat paitently in the hospital waiting room, Nyuuraku a bit nervous about it seeing as she hated hospitals. Gohan watched as she closed her eyes everytime a nurse walked past with a needle. Both were wondering how their mother was doing. Now she was in labour with their new brother or sister.

"Nyuuraku! Gohan!" Bulma smiled as she sat down beside Gohan.

"Hey Bulma" Gohan smiled. Nyuuraku just nodded as she looked at baby Trunks who was babbling and blowing spit bubbles.

"How's Chichi doing?" she asked.

"I don't know they won't tell us" Gohan sighed.

"Well she'll be ok I know she will" Bulma smiled as all went quiet.

'I know she's not ok. Maybe physicaly yes but without daddy she's been different and now the new baby doesn't have a farther because I killed him' Nyuuraku thought as she clenched her fists. Gohan looked over and saw her staring down at her hands, her bangs covering her eyes.

"You ok?" Gohan asked.

"Fine" she replied quietly not looking up. Gohan had never seen her like this before and it scared him.

"You sure?" Gohan asked.

"Positive" she replied as she blinked back her tears and looked up giving him a fake smile. "It's mum we should be worried about"

Gohan saw that she wasn't ok but couldn't figure out what was wrong with her.

A while later the twins walked in with Bulma to were their mother was cradling a small bundle in a blue blanket indicating the baby was a boy.

"How you doing Chichi?" Bulma asked walking to herside.

"I'm fine" Chichi smiled as she looked down at the boy.

"Gohan, Nyuuraku this is Goten" she said as the twins walked over.

"He looks just like dad" they said together.

"They're right" Bulma chuckled as a doctor walked in.

"Visiting times are over you'll have to come back tomorrow" he said as he started checking Chichi and Goten over. Chichi had asked Bulma if Gohan and Nyuuraku could stay at capsule corp for a while and of course Bulma agreed.

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Goten was now 3 years old and Nyuuraku and Gohan were 14. Goten was exactly like Goku except he did have Chichi's temper if you got him really mad. Goten, eventhough he was still a small kid often asked about his daddy. Nyuuraku often froze or left the room trying to avoid hearing it from other peoples mouthes that she had killed him. It was her fault Goten had no farther and she hated it. Now her and Gohan had seperate rooms he would never notice the strange way she slept, huddled up into a ball crying silently for her farther to return, for it not to be her fault. She always wished her farther would hug her and tell her everything was going to be her fault then it was always knocked over by another thought that he wouldn't ever want to hug someone who killed him.

It was safe to say Nyuuraku's feelings were growing worse everyday, she had even started eating less though from how she ate you couldn't tell, though every now and then there were leftovers, ones that Goku would've eatan had he been there. Nyuuraku thought long and hard about what had to be done... and she decided what the right thing to do would be...

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Ok not as brilliant as chappie 1, joke joke. and not very descriptive but I didn't want to put the next event in the same chapter while I was still explaining her feelings since I like to do it event, feelings, feelings, consicuence, event, feelings or something like that. The next one will contain some... rather dark emotions and pain and referal to death in more than one way.

Please review.

Mimsy x