O.k. peoples this part of the story is leading up to the first chapter, so you know why Harry killed himself. The chapters might be Short…or some long…it all depends on how many people review my story…and how much I feel like writing…I knida wanted to rewrite the first chapter…you know fix some mistakes…because I knida wrote it in a hurry…and I know that I not the best writer in the world…at this time I would like to ask if anyone wants to be my Beta reader…just e-mail me…other than that…Disclaimer in Ch. 1(I'm not going to put it in any other Chapters!...also I'm putting Lyrics of songs it think goes with each Chapter!)

…remember no flaming and R&R PEOPLES

Warnings for this chapter…Well maybe some swearing…Maybe some Dark humor

Thoughts

I am the son

I am the heir

Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar

I am the son and heir

Of nothing in particular

How soon is now? T.A.T.U

11 months earlier

"You wanted to see me?" Harry said walking up to Professor Snape as the rest of the class left the dark gloomy potions room.

"Mister Potter, you are making no progress what so ever in my class" Snape said in a very annoyed tone, sitting down behind his desk, and started to scribble something down on a stack of Parchment.

"Yes I know professor but…"

"Don't give me any kind of excuse…even that nitwit Longbottom is making better marks than you" Snape looked up from his work.

"Is there a reason you wanted to see me besides bicker?" Harry said wanting to get this thing over with.

"QUITE BOY…being smart with me will earn you a weeks detention" Snape replied getting up from behind his desk and walking around to stand in front of Harry.

"Sorry professor" Harry said looking down to the floor.

"As I was saying…you are making no progress what so ever therefore I have given you a study partner"

"Who" Harry asked wondering who his partner could be, and then another person walked into professor Snape's office.

"WHAT...MALFOY…Professor Sna…" Harry was at a loss for words Malfoy and Harry had never gotten along, Snape knew that, but he just smiled and replied

"That's right mister potter…he is the brightest in potions, now I do believe that you are running late for your next class"

"I can't believe this Harry said walking out of the dungeons over to a wall and banged his head hard against it.

"Why…why me?" Harry asked to himself, thinking no one was around.

"Not like I wanted this either Potter…being seen studying with the Muggle loving Boy Who Lived"

"Why don't you sod offHuh? Malfoy"

"Tsk, tsk Potter only thinking of you…What about me? I can hear it now…Malfoy loves muggles...you'll probably ruin my reputation" Malfoy said to Harry as Harry turned around to face Draco.

"Oh like being the school Whore isn't bad enough?" Harry just spat out wanting to get a reaction out of Draco, Draco just smiled and walked up to Harry and slammed him into the wall pinning his hands at either side of his head.

"Aww that hurt Potter..." Draco said inching closer to Harry, as Harry Tried helpless lee to free himself from Draco's Grasp

"But…what can I say…I get what I want…whenever wherever"

"Let the fuck go Malfoy" Harry said still trying to get free From Draco's Grasp, Draco just smiled and tightened his grip even more.

"And you know what…I'm after something new this year…can you guess?

"What a fucking life…Oh but wait you have to take your nose out of everybody else's ass first" Harry Whispered Draco was merely inches away from Harry's face.

"Here I am trying to be nice to you Potter…and you just throw it back in my face"

"NICE…NICE you have a fucked up way of being nice….pinning me up to a wall and you're in my…" Harry didn't have time to finish his sentence before Draco closed the space between them in a fiery kiss the seconds pasted like time was in warp speed for the pair trying to savor every second as Harry tried to Squirm away form the kiss but found that his efforts were in Vein. Draco's kiss was not that of love but a boy in Desperation, wanting to feel, needing to be loved…or maybe he just wanted a reaction. Harry hadn't noticed that Draco had let his hands fall and Draco's hands were wrapped around Harry's Waist. While his mouth trailed soft hot kisses down Harry's neck And Harry's hands were slowly sliding there way up Draco's back and into Draco's well groomed hair. This was enough to Bring Draco back to reality.

"What the hell" Draco could only whisper as he looked up to a very confused Harry

"What" Harry Asked as Draco let go of Harry's Waist and slowly back away from him.

"Fuck…FUCK" Draco yelled as turned around and walked off to the main stairs as a stunned Harry followed.

"Malfoy wa…"

"I don't have time…I'm am already late for Muggle studies…wretched class" Draco turned on his heel and strode up the stairs and Harry Grabbed him by the arm and slung him around, but Draco was much stronger than Harry thought because he just jerked his arm away from Harry as though it was nothing and continued walking to his next class. Harry had n time to play catch with Draco right now because he had to go in the opposite direction to his Herboligy class.

"Damnit…" Harry Shouted to himself as he turned around and broke into a run all the way across the Grounds of the School. Finally Harry had made it to the Classroom Door he slowed down a bit to catch his breath a little before he entered. When he did he was greeted with many angry classmates and a very unpleased teacher.

"Glad you finally decided to join us Mister Potter"

"I totally agree" he muttered under his breath as he walked his way to the Back of the Classroom to set next to Hermonie and Ron.

"Do you know what time it is?" a pissed off Hermonie snapped at Harry

"Yeah Mate thought you were Doomed for sure…being with Snape all alone…Creepy" Ron shuddered

"Where were you anyways? Hermonie said trying to pry into Harry's life again.

"Why does it Matter?" Harry seemed very annoyed now.

"Is there something you three would like to share with the rest of the Class?" the teacher seemed annoyed at the Trio.

"No" Ron Stood up and squeaked making the rest of the Class to go into a fit of giggles.

"Five Points from Gryffindor for the Disruption…and Five more For Mister Potter being late…Don't let it Happen Again….Am I understood?"

"Yes" Harry said and nodded his head in agreement.

"Do you know what time it is?"

"Yeah Mate thought you were doomed for sure…being with Snape all alone…Creepy"

"Where were you anyways?"

…Heaven.

….Yes peoples that concludes this Chapter…Did you like?...Should I Stop Writing?...or keep going?...thank you guys who reviewed my first Chapter…this one goes out to you!(Love) I think I'm going to put a new Chapter out every week so start looking out for them

With all the love form the Bottom of my broken Soul

If You Only Loved Me