Hello again to all my peoples….i know that this chapter is late…like 2 weeks late but I had some writers block (It just smacked right into me) and also lots of Parent dodging and brother smacking…but I have finally gotten this chapter out(I'm trying to be funny but am I the only one laughing at my jokes?... Guess it's the effects of being a Loser)

Um warnings for this Chapter...well there are a couple of curse words…mention of Abuse (Just mentions of it), and People TALKING! NO (Dramatic Faint)

…yeah other than that it seems pretty clean to me. (Disclaimer in Ch.1)

Hope you enjoy

And so we're here again

I try to speak

Beg forgiveness

This fall from grace

Is in my hands -"Loveless" Kittie

Thoughts

"DAMN-IT Draco why did you let that happen?" Draco was beating him self up over the mishap that happened earlier with Harry, Hell that's all he could think about in this dull class. He could have just skipped class and gone to his spot to think, clear his mind just something.

"Mister Malfoy…if you're finished daydreaming would you kindly answer the question?"

"Sorry Professor Lee…what was the question?" Professor Lee's voice snapped Draco out of his train of thought.

"That's exactly what I thought… see me after class" Professor Lee was way to lenient on Draco.He never paid any attention to her classes, the only reasons he went was that she was dating his godfather Professor Snape, and he had become Quite Good friends with the Woman.

"How about you Pansy?" Professor Lee pointed at Pansy who was whispering to one of her fellow Slytherians, she just looked up and replied

"Professor Lee why does it matter what Muggle teenagers do anyway?"

"Well since none of you seem to know or care I want two full Parchment Rolls on the hobbies of Muggle teens." Professor Lee just Smiled as the whole Class Moaned.

"And none of that writing in large print or writing the same things over…because remember I may be your teacher but I am quite young…and I remember those School days quite well…Class Dismissed, oh and remember it's due Monday…that's five days. Professor Lee Shouted to the Students shuffling out of her Classroom, she look over and saw that Draco hadn't try to pull his usual tricks and tried to leave…but instead he just sat there until Professor Lee walked over to where he was and sat down beside him.

"Draco Dear you look more distant than you usually are in my class"

Professor Lee laughed hoping to see Draco crack a smile.

"I just have some things on my mind right now Keria"

"Care to share with a pair of open ears?"

"Just how open are these ears?" Draco said looking up at Keria and she just smiled and replied.

"As open as you need them Draco dear"

"Our conversations stay between us right?" Draco asked Keria.

"Who am I going to tell…besides if I did tell I know that it would come back to haunt me…you would make sure" hearing Keria say this made Draco smile knowing she was right.

"Well Keria…you know I'm Different"

"It's called gay Draco say it with me Gay.

"Bloody Hell I thought I was supposed to talk and you were to listen?" Draco sounded annoyed with Keria just blurting out the facts

"Sorry Draco continue please" Keria Smiled and pulled her Long blonde Hair with Black and Blue highlights into a one sided ponytail so she could hear everything clearly.

"As I was saying you know I'm gay, and that I have had this crush one this certain person right?" Draco asked Keria

"So this person…were not going to say his name?" Keria asked not knowing what would piss Draco off right now.

"I don't really care"

"Keep going"

"O.k. well I was asked by Severus if I would tutor Potter in potions I didn't really want to seeing as I have enough to deal with right now anyways, but I did so Severus told me to stop by after his double potions class was over and I did…and lets just say that after we left that I lost all my self control."

"What did you do Draco?" Keria asked wanting to know what was bothering Draco so bad.

"Well…I…sort of kissed him" Draco looked down at his books on his desk, regret washing over him for telling Keria what happened.

"WHO SEVERUS…DRACO HE'S YOU'RE…" Keria Started to scream

"NO YOU sick minded freak…Potter"

"DRACO…you kissed him…did he kiss you back?" Keria was really interested in Draco's Story now.

"I'm not sure…I wasn't really thinking I was so caught up in the moment…that I didn't realize what I was doing until he had his hands in my hair…that's when I realized that I had made a big mistake." Draco was looking at the floor, and then Keria said something that made him think.

"A mistake?" Keria asked

"Well I think it was" Draco responded still looking at the floor

"Is he that way?"
"I don't really know"

"Do you really like him?" Keria seemed to be full of questions today.

"Yes" Draco looked up into Keria's eyes

"well Draco if you really want to know if he likes you back then your going to have to find out…I mean if you really like Harry then your going to have to let him know that this is not just another prank or rebellion against your father."

"What do you know about my relationship with my father?" Draco Spat at Keria

"Draco I'm not stupid…I know that your father is abusive towards you" Keria said with sadness to Draco.

"DID Severus tell you?" Draco stood up and gather his things he was about to walk out when Keria said.

"He didn't have to tell me anything Draco…it's so obvious, I know what it's like Draco and know what you're going through"

"Your full of shit Keria" Draco huffed and started to walk out once more.

"He hits you where the bruises and cuts aren't visible to anyone like under your clothes and such…am I right?" Keria tried to prove her point to Draco, as Draco stopped in his tracks and just turned around and replied.

"…Keria….I…."

"You don't have to say anything Draco... just give he a hug will ya?" Keria asked Draco as he dropped his belongings and Ran to his friend, Keria hugged Draco in such a tight embrace that Draco thought he was in his mother's arms once again. Just like in his dreams, the ones of where he was just a child knowing nothing of the Harshness that the world had to offer….Keria was the closest thing that he had to a mother now….the only thing that kept him sane.

"Thank you Keria…"

"Aww it was nothing…now you better get going before your late for class again" Keria Smiled and let go of Draco to see that he too had a smile on his face.

"Draco your smile is your best feature…Don't ever forget that" Keria winked.

"How can I you tell me everyday" Draco laughed pushing the pain that he held inside to the back of his mind. He was bound and determined to be happy even if it killed him in the end…he would be happy.

Draco and Keria Hugged again and Draco left. But instead of going to his Defense Against the Dark Arts class like he would have been glad to go to, if he knew Harry wouldn't have been there. He just changed his route and went up to the only tower that led to the rooftop of the school, this was his spot, the place where he went to relax, clear his mind, or just a place to forget about his life for a little while. The sun was just about ready to set, and Darkness would fall upon the Castle…he knew that he world eventually have to go down and eat dinner sometime…but right now he just wanted to think of what he was going to do now.

Yeah I know this chapter wasn't all that eventful…but next chapter you will be very Satisfied with…I hope but the only way I will ever know how everybody feels is if you all R&R…..

From the tormented place I call a heart

If You Only Loved Me