OK, sorry I haven't update in a long time! But this is the last chapter. It just took me a little long to decided to how to really end it. Please tell me if there should be a squel in your opion becuase I have an idea but if you guys don't think so just tell.
Ok and what is this. I know people are reading it, I know because of the hits thingy. Yes. I know it's amazing, but I would really like reviews because I really want to improve as a writer and really get responses from the readers. I'm dancer reactions and comments are my life. And if you don't like something and putting it in a nice way is always helpful too. Shoutouts are at the end by the way.
Chapter 21: Does it always hurt?
The next morning she woke up but this time he was awake before her. Accent just looked at him. Not wanting to speak but not knowing what to say either. They stayed silent for a couple of moments before the both mutually decided to just stay they way they were. In each other's arms. She placed her head right next to his as she closed her eyes. All Spot did was tighten his hug around her. He laid there with her in arms just looking at her. It seemed like it was the whole day that they stayed this way but it was only for a half hour. Spot had slowly drifted back to sleep as he felt the warmth from her body blend with his.
Accent all of sudden jerked up in bed and Spot instantly came to her care.
"What's wrong Accent? What happened?" he said as he rubbed his hand on her back. She didn't say anything as silent tears came out of her eyes. "Sweetheart, don't cry. Ok? You want to tell me what happened?" he asked her. She nodded her head as she wiped her tears aside.
"Does it always hurt?" she asked looking at him. "Does it always hurt when you know, when you have sex." she said differently this time because she saw the confusion in his face. It dawned on him at that time what she was talking about.
"Accent. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I wasn't there in time to save you. I really am." He didn't know what to say because he never really experienced it. He had one girl come to him one time about being raped and he threw to the side like a small girl does with her doll when she no longer wants it. "But as far as it hurting, all I can say it was because he was forcing himself and you were trying every possible way to not let him." He said looking at her as he played with a small section of her hair. "Alright?" she nodded her head. "But I can promise you, when you decide do do it with someone, it won't because you will love that person."
She loved the feeling of his hand near her. As he was playing with her hair she felt so recognized in way she'd never been before by anyone. She always wanted to feel his hand on her back while he comforted her and she always wanted to feel the warmth of the flesh against her.
"Spot." she said. "I just wanted to say thanks for everything." Accent looked at him and gave him a hug.
"No problem. I would do anything for you, Accent." They broke away from their embrace.
"I know. That's why I love ya." she said in western accent. She looked at him a smiled and looked down to her hands in embarrassment.
"And that's why I love ya too." he said raising her head to look at her with his finger while trying to copy her speech.
"Spot." she laughed lightly pushing him on down on the bed. She was about to get up at the same time but Spot grabbed her started tickling her.
"O are you we ticklish?" Spot said smiling.
"Yes. Stop please. Spot" she said through her laughter that she was trying to control.
It was a couple of weeks the certain night everybody wish they could soon forget. FC, Green and Entice continued working as normal and was helping Accent get back into the swing of things after Mr. Johnston gave her the week off to heal. He heard about everything from FC and decided that it would be the best for her instead of throwing her into work. Nathan and Jon stayed around for little bit to make sure she was ok but they slowly realized that they were now being replaced with new friends and there was really no room for them in Accent's new life. They got out of the habit of calling her Jenna and worked their way up to recognize her only as Accent. They decided to go back home but not before Accent made them promise to write so often, to tell her everything new going on. Including since that Nathan was now the owner of her old home. She figured that he too was starting a new life, wanting to soon marry and start a family and thought that this could be the best present she could ever give him.
Everything in her life required time at this point in her life. Getting to know all the newsies and become friends with both Manhattan and Brooklyn would take her while but she was ok with that. Getting over what Jake did would take a little longer but with the help of Spot, she was sure to recover soon. She sometimes woke up at night but would soon fall back to sleep in Spot's arms. As for their relationship. Spot came to Manhattan every single day during summer it seemed like to everyone. But if he couldn't make it there she was sure to go and visit him. They were closer with each day and more in love with each night's passing. They were growing tired, however, of having to travel such distance to see each other, but that's a story for another time.
Ok, So I know I haven't done these for awhile. Sorry. So yes. That was the end. The end to my first story! I can't wait to start doing other stories now too. Thank you to everyone who reviewed at any point in the story. Your comments are always much appericated I swear!
Tears in a Bottle: You reviewed first for chapter 18 but not 19 because I did have a little announcment thing from earlier but then I deleted it so all the things got moved up one. I looked at all the dates and everything. I know it seems confusing but's ya. By the way, Thank you so much for reviewing through out the story. I really appericate it!
Cinnamon Spice: I'm gald I have an already reader for the other stories I have yet to post. I'll try to put them up soon since they are just sitting in appleworks. I loved reading your comments, they always made me happy, Thank you!
SilverConlon: I know it was sad. But in order for it to at least be good, you have to do things as an author you don't really want to do, like sad things. I hope you liked this chapter!
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NewsieGoil1899: Ok, so here is the update. Sorry I had to make you almost beg! I know I was horrible. But here it is. I hope you liked the ending. What do you think. Should I go for a sequel? Thank you for reviewing.
