Chapter Seven
Tittle: Let the Truth Be Told Cowboy
Author: Angee
Rating : R
He walked into his office still holding that damned scolding face. He just let Julia pull a jealous girlfriend stunt and he was not happy. Faye was sitting on the couch looking at some pictures that Daisy had. She looked up at him when he came in and almost smiled....almost for she saw his bleeding hand and his strange look.
She stood from the couch and walked up to him "Spike are you alright?" he seemed to have come out of his thought at hearing her voice.
I have to tell her.
"Well are you okay?" he didn't understand her
"Yeah why?" she then raised a delicate finger and pointed to his hand
"Well you are bleeding...what happed?" he looked at his hands and the knuckles were scraped
Fuck....shit I should have cleaned that
what's wrong with him....did he get mugged or something?
He sighed and sat down on the couch after closing the door "Faye I just scraped my hand, will you please come here for a second" she nodded and sat down next to him.
He turned to her and took her hand in his "Faye there is something I've been meaning to tell you"
She didn't like the way he said that. She was beginning to get worried. Now calm down.
He gripped her hand and inhale then exhale "Faye about Julia" she tried to pull her hand away "please you wanted to know who she is"
"I think I have an idea...she's an old love right?" why does it hurt...what if she was or worse still is
he shook his head "that's not all...Faye yes she was the love of my life....I was young and stupid and almost got killed over her but that was a long time ago...you see as we told you about my life I used to work for the Red Dragons and I met Julia there. She was also Vicious's girlfriend, but that didn't stop me from being with her"
She looked at him strangely. This new information well not so new was really bothering her.
"He was abusive and treated her like shit...Julia was like the trophy girlfriend for him...so she came to me she wanted me to protect her from him and somehow I ended up falling for her. After that we tried to keep it a secret"
She had to speak "tried? That means you were found out"
He nodded "yes after a few months of dating Vicious noticed something was going on. It was our careless mistake. She wanted to scape the syndicate and she wanted me to go with her. I promised I would and the night before our planned get away we rented a room in a hotel and made love...but vicious found out about our plans somehow and worst yet he found us in bed"
She gasped and shook her head. This was really something "what happened then? What did he do?"
"He tried to kill me...he shot me then stabbed me with his sword...as for Julia I didn't know what happened because I had lost consciousness. But knowing Vicious I thought he would have killed her"
"So she's back to get you?"
"That's not all....you see when you came to live with us on the beebop you always wondered about her but I could never talk about her I thought she was really dead....you told me that she was alive you had met her"
"I told you?" I told him about that woman
he chuckled "I know I didn't believe you at first but you told me something only Julia and I would know about...I went to see her and she was alive we were so happy...but vicious got to us his men shot at us and one of them got her in the back....I saw her die right there or so I thought... I wanted revenge against her I wanted to kill vicious and die in the process but you didn't want me to get hurt, I didn't listen I wanted to be with Julia I wanted to die"
She took his other hand and put it on her laps while stroking it with hers "you said you thought she was dead I don't get it and she is very much alive I think from that call"
He leaned in and nuzzled her neck. God was this hard not the part about remembering all of the past but telling it to Faye his wife, when he didn't want to upset her, he kissed her neck and she was liking it "Spike tell me"
He pulled back and looked at the wall in front of them "she wasn't dead I didn't know how she survived until two and a half years later after we were married and then she contacted me...she sent me two letters one which you flushed and the other which I got" he looked at her eyes
"I flushed it? I take it I don't like her" he chuckled
"More like you hate her....you hated the fact that I was thinking about her all the time and drowning in liquor...you called her the devil in a woman's dress and you really didn't want to hear about her ever. We always fought about her and that was one thing that you helped me forget about...but she was alive and she came back and my feelings for her were confused because of the feelings I have for you"
She needed to know...things were becoming clear "Spike did you leave me to see her did you leave me for her?"
He threw his head back and looked at the ceiling now "yes...I left after you pleaded me not to leave. You told me to forget her but I couldn't I wanted to know what I still felt for her....but you left me instead, before I could talk to you"
"So that's why I left for mars because you went after her?"
He nodded and his finger twitch. God did he need a cigarette or what. "Yes faye but there is something I really wish had never happened but it did, I want to be honest to you I want you to forgive me"
"What?" the tears already surfaced
"I slept with her Faye I cheated on you" she tightened her grip on the hem of her shirt. Pain surged through her body. Not physical pain but emotional pain. He cheated on her with his past love and they are stilled married. This Julia must be some woman was what she was thinking. And how could she have kept with this Marriage.
She stood up and headed for the door "Faye please don't do this again don't leave"
She looked over her shoulder "I need to think Spike, I'll be home Janice is coming over"
Fuck what am I going to tell her? If she knew that Janice is Julia she will kill her
"I'll be home soon" she nodded and closed the door. He sighed and kept looking at the ceiling.
Once home she sat on the couch thinking about this new found information. The old Faye would have packed up her bags and left, but this Faye didn't want that. She wanted to be with him she will fight for him.
Yeah that sounded pathetic but Faye had never belonged or ever felt loved. And from her point of view Spike loved her.
Yes he cheated on her, but she could have easily done the same as him. A first love was always hard to forget, but she could never experience that for she couldn't remember her life before the Gate Accident.
Janice well okay Julia came to spend time with faye as she called it, but all the while she was trying to come up with a way to get rid of the woman.
She was sitting in the livingroom while faye was fixing them something to drink. Spike had taken that time to come home and when he walked in he stopped.
He glared at her and she Smiled seductively "Still here?"
"Still haven't told her who I am...why baby?" she stood up and walked over to him putting her arms around his neck
"Stop it Julia, Faye's somewhere near and I don't want to hurt her" she kissed his neck
"Umm so if she wasn't here you would do me?" he pushed her away and narrowed his eyes
"No Julia I will not do you not here not now not ever again get it through your head I want to be with my wife and we are going to be happier than ever especially after our baby is born" he seethed at her.
She shrugged her shoulders and then put a lock of hair behind her ear "pity that you wont be enjoying your little family Spike...I'll make sure of that" she was about to sit when he grabbed her by the elbow
De Ja Vu here or what
"If you as mush as touch my wife I will kill you Julia I loved you once but that was a long time ago"
"Janice here you go" Faye came out carrying a tray and she stopped as she Saw spike holding Julia by the elbow. She furrowed her eyebrows at them and confusion took place in her head "what's going on?"
And in comes the Jealousy....
Spike let go of Julia "I was helping her she was about to trip and fall" Julia who still had her back to Faye smirked at Spike and he glared at her
She turned to Faye with a sweet smiled "yes he's so nice I was going to see those pictures on the wall but I lost my footing and I didn't see him come in but he helped me silly me"
Something still felt wrong and Faye didn't want to start an argument just yet "alright well here is the tea and I hope you don't mind that I put some sugar in it"
"It's okay Faye really you are being too kind, anyways I must get going I have things to do" she hugged Faye for dramatics and then took her purse on the couch. As she passed him by the hallway she brushed her fingers with his forearm and that did not go unnoticed by Faye. She really didn't like that.
Julia closed the door behind her and Spike sighed. He walked towards the couch and sat down next to faye. She instantly got up and walked up to her room.
"Damn it"
Pictures...no memories...wait no flashbacks... all coming in so fast that her head felt like it was going to explode. She was holding her head in her hands as she tried to get out of bed.
She remembered having a nice conversation with Janice earlier and then Spike came home. She remembered the strange way they looked at each other and then the way Janice touched him.
She saw other memories from when she was living on the beebop. She remember one night spike crying in the bathroom as she was attempting to go in.
She found him sobbing like a child trying to let his own memories fade. She was hurting for him and ran inside taking him into her arms. He wrapped his arms around her and tightened the embrace.
It felt so good holding him like that. Then it was so painful. She screamed and fell on her knees on the floor. In an instant Spike was thrusting the door opened and was heading towards her. He wrapped his arms around her and she returned the embrace just like it the flashback but only the reverse.
"What's the matter love?" she snuggled closer
"I remember some things Spike...when you were crying that night in the bathroom....I was hurting with you...you called out for her that night and I slapped you...then you focused on me and kissed me you kissed me spike"
He chuckled. He did remember that night and the slap "It's okay you are only remembering that's on I want us to go have dinner alright" she nodded and he got up pulling her with him
Dinner was quiet this time, neither wanted to spoil it. The quiet setting was very welcomed to them. But sometimes the silence can give way to disturbing thoughts that neither wanted to dwell on. So without waiting for them to come out they opted to talking
"Spike don't forget that tomorrow I have to got to the hospital for a check up" he looked up from his plate at her
"I know I can't wait" he grinned and she found herself smiling with him "maybe they can tell us what we are having"
"I think you want a son" he got up and cleared his plate
"Yes I do really want a son, but even a daughter is great" he was about to get her plate when she slapped his hand away. He looked on curiously
"I'm not finished and I'm still hungry" she pouted and then began to pick her food
"What more do you want?"
"I want burgers and fries and a milkshake oh and some apples" he laughed and took out his wallet
"Okay anything for you I'll be back in a while" he leaned down and took his chance and kissed her on the lips before she could protest or even react to it. He grinned and then headed out of the door.
"Arrr spike you ass" she yelled after him but she brought her fingers to her lips and smiled "but you are my ass"
A/N ....aawww I hate this I hate myself...I can't focus...but Julia and Faye will have their fight eventually....so I want to thank some nice reviewers now
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