Chapter : at last we have come to the end

Tittle: My perfect Match

Author: Angee

Rating: R

Sweet bliss..that was all she felt at the moment. Why? She was in the bathroom showering when she saw him walk in. She smiled. It had been so long since they were in the same room and in the nude. Her back was to him and he smirked. Soon he pulled the bathroom curtain away and got in. He wrapped his arms around her as best he could.

She sighed in contentment and leaned into the embrace, she giggled as she felt her son kick. "I missed you" she said and he kissed the back of her neck "I missed you as well" he said.

As she continued to shower he began to run his fingers over her body "I want you too much to stop" and that made her stiffened. She slowly turned around to see him and what she saw frightened her, she began to shake nervously and her breath caught in her throat "Vicious" he grinned and...and...and...

Faye awoke with a start. Heaving frantically and holding onto her sheets. It had been the same dream she had for the past weeks. Spike would be the one to enter and vicious would be the one to end it. She looked to the side and saw Sakura still sleeping. She sighed in relief and got up.

She had ended infront of the door to her room. It was opened. Spike always left it open in case the girls needed him. She leaned against the door frame and watched him, his back to her. She assumed he was asleep. How bad she wanted to touch him to hold him, but fear always stopped her. She gave up watching him and was about to turn when his soft voice stopped her "can't sleep?" she gasped with surprise

"How did you...." he stood up from the bed "I saw your reflection in the mirror" she looked at the window and of course he could see her, besides the light in the room was on and out side was dark, thus making her reflection show more. She shrugged and turned to leave once again "what's the matter faye?" she stopped again "it's nothing Spike go back to sleep"

It would be another two days before they would talk again. Why the hell was she avoiding him? Him? He couldn't take it he needed things to at least go back to some kind of normalcy.

"Spike take Sakura outside it's her first day for pre-k and the bus is going to leave her" yelled faye from the kitchen. Spike was sitting in the livingroom with his daughter. His daughter? It was still so foreign to Spike.

He stood up "come on princess time to go to school" she giggled at the nickname and bounced on the couch so Spike could pick her up. He did just that and she hugged him "bye mommy" she yelled. Faye came out as fast as she could and walked up to them "behave yourself okay honey" she nodded and bent down to kiss faye. (Mind you she's still being carried by the tall spike)

After the bus took off with Sakura, what faye dreaded the most was coming true. She was going to be with Spike alone for four hours. Not that she was scared of him again. Oh no, but with sakura in the house Spike and her would never raise their voices and argue. She felt the argument would be coming out today....boy was she going to be right.

Spike waited for an hour before he would bring up the topic they needed to discuss. She was busy in the kitchen and then in the rooms cleaning, while he helped clean the rest of the house. He needed to make things easy for her anyways, she came down and held her breath "Faye we need to talk"

Those five words sent shivers down her spine "yes we do" damn I can't believe I kept it cool. With any luck he wont make me lose my temper

Spike walked up to her and much to her surprise held her in his arms, her eyes widened "what are you doing Spike?" he held her tighter "what? Can't a husband hug his wife now?" she tried to push him away "Spike I just don't feel comfortable" he held her tighter "why? Do you think that I will hurt you? Do you think that I can possibly do anything to harm you or our son?"

She pushed him away "that's not it damn it Spike I just need time okay" he would not hear non of it and pulled her towards his frame again "time? Time? I think that we have given each other enough time....I want my wife back damn it, I want us to go back to what we had"

"We can't do that anymore" he pushed her away "why the hell not Faye?" he was angry and she could see it in his eyes, she lowered her head "because...because he haunts me....every night I see him and I can still feel his disgusting hands over me...Spike I can't do this I can't" she began to cry "Damn fucking hormones" she wiped her tears away.

Spike could not let her do this, he was not about to lose her again "I...Faye he's gone I made sure of that, he wont hurt you, don't do this to us to our children" children? Damn he's such a good man huh?

Faye moved back from him "Spike when I married you I made a promise that you and only you would be the one to touch me to have his way with me because I wanted it to be that way, but he took me he touched me when I had promised that no other man would, now I can't even see you straight in the eyes and not feel like I've betrayed you"

He shook his head "No Faye, you didn't betray me you didn't break your promise, he forced you forced you, that's different from you willing to sleep with him, I know you would never betray me. I'm the one who betrayed you, I'm the one who broke our vows. Faye don't blame yourself and don't hate yourself either, hate me hate me because I'm the one who did all of that to you, but please don't..." he took a step towards her "don't push me away" he took another step and she was lost in his voice in his eyes "I love you too much to lose you" he hugged her again and he felt her body bounce up and down from her sobs

"Please....please Spike don't..." she felt his lips on hers. Why can't I just be with him? Why am I letting vicious win? I love my husband my spike, but I can't even see him in the eyes. She pushed him away again "NO! Don't force me don't push me, I'm not ready for this I'm not damn you Spike"

He was boiling "Ready? What's there to be ready about? I see what's going on...you've been looking for any excuse since the time you found out about Julia and me...you've been waiting for the right excuse so you can push me away" boy was his anger doing the talking now and clouding his judgment

"What are you talking about?" Spike rolled his eyes "this is what I'm talking about...you just waited till the right time or excuse to make me pay for the things I did with Julia. Dammit faye you can be a real bitch sometimes" oh that did it.

She slapped him and narrowed her eyes "you son of a bitch.....you think everything has to be about you...why can't you realize that this separation is killing me more than it's killing you. Fuck you Spike I had it up to here with your damn attitude I don't care anymore...fuck you and fuck the world you live in. If you can't wait for me then you don't deserve me. You heard me pal I know that I deserve better than this" she slapped him again

"Fuck me? That's the problem you wont Fuck me. Did you enjoy it when he fucked you did you?" oh spike shut up now before she kills you....

Faye's eyes widened then narrowed "You...You" she trembled "how can you think that?" he felt the guilt in his heart. He felt the remorse and he wanted to apologize, but he was too angry. His wife was pushing him away destroying their marriage, but that marriage seemed to have been on that point a long time ago.

He was going to speak when she dropped to her knees and held onto her stomach "Arrr" Spike didn't know what to make of this "Faye?" she contorted her face in pain but did not look up at him "Faye are you okay?" he dropped to his knees and she held onto his shirt "the baby" she said through clenched teeth "what about him?" ooh how she wanted to strangle him right now "the baby you idiot...something is wrong" he felt the wind being knocked out of him. Something was wrong with his son. He did the only think he could. He panicked "the baby? The baby? What's wrong with my baby?" he was shaking her and faye felt liquid on her thighs "damn you spike...Our baby is coming, fuck my water broke"

He stood up and helped her, but the contractions were coming at full force. She clutched her hands on his shirt and stopped him from moving "Fuck this hurts" spike didn't know what to do. This was his first child...wait rewind that....this was his second child, but the first one in where he would be witness to his birth "Faye we need to get to the hospital" she nodded and began to waddle towards the door with Spike holding her. She stopped "Spike I can't walk I...arrr" she wailed louder and he needed to cover his ears.

"Shit Faye we need to get to the hospital anyways we can" he picked her up and let out a breath of air "damn you're heavy" she mustered all the power she could and smacked him upside the head "shut up you lunkhead I'm this big thanks to you...now get me to the HOSPITAL" he winced from her voice and then began to laugh. Laugh I tell you. She smacked him again "woman stop I'm just happy Jesus"

He stopped a damned taxi he was too frantic to even drive anywhere. Once in the cab he told, rather yelled at the man to get him to the nearest hospital pronto or he would have a hell to pay. In the car he instructed faye on breathing and she cursed him to hell and back, the driver was scared for his life. He kept his eyes on the row avoiding looking at the distressed woman. Good thing to. Spike was then busy calling Jet and Daisy with his communicator. Jet was happy and daisy was telling faye to calm down. Faye took the communicator and threw it out the window "what the hell?" she smack spike "get the kid out of me or you are going out the window too" he gulped, one he believe her and two he began to feel his hand go numb from her grip.

Just great....traffic jam. Spike cursed whoever was playing with him right now. He got out of the car and climbed it. Just two blocks away from the hospital and some idiot had crash his car into another. He climbed back down and looked at his wife "Faye sweetheart there's an accident and we can't move, unless we walk" she huffed and puffed "Spike he's coming I can't make it by walking" she laid on her back in the seat and spike managed to hover above her "just hold on and don't push I'll get you help" and he kissed her and she kissed back "don't leave me Spike okay" he nodded.

He got out and grabbed the cab driver "okay buddy listen here I want you to run to the hospital over there and get a doctor okay"

The cab driver sprinted away as fast as he could and spike went around to the other side of the cab and opened the door so he could support Faye's back on his chest "soon help will come alright love" she nodded and tried hard from pushing "Spike this hurts" he positioned himself so that she was between his legs and her head under his chin. She was holding onto his pants her knuckles turning white. Every time a contraction hit she balled her fists tighter and he would help her with the breathing "just hold on"

People began to gather around after hearing Faye's loud screams. Spike was getting agitated. Where was the cab driver and the doctor? A woman got into the front of the car and began helping the distress couple by telling them a few pointers. Her help was very welcomed at the time "Spike you asshole I'm going to kill you when I'm done with this" he chuckled and helped her by wiping the sweat away from her face "Faye I'm sorry for everything I said and done, I don't want to lose you or our son" she felt the tears coming to her eyes "it's okay Spike I forgive you because I don't want to be away from you...arrr where is this damned man"

about five minutes later the doctor came with the cab driver huffing and puffing as well "about time doc now help my wife here" the doctor nodded and began to take things out "now Mrs I'm going to take off your pants and your underwear" she nodded and Spike took hold of the Doctor's collar "what's the big deal doc I don't want any man looking at my wife like that" Faye growled "let him do his job Spike I want the kid out of me" Spike let go of the doctor who took out a hospital sheet and placed it around Faye's raised knees "is this better sir?" spike nodded.

Twenty minutes later "Push Mrs Spigeal Push" she began to push her face was red and so was Spike's whose hand was now purple "Faye push baby push our son is coming" she kept pushing, the people around them began to count with her "six, seven, eight, nine, ten" and she let go of her breath and prepared for the another push "Mrs spigeal you're doing great come on give me a better push"

"I can't Damn it Fuck this....get this kid out of me Right now SPIKE" she began to push again push and push until the wailing of the baby was heard. She let go of her breath and immediately began to cry with tears of joy "ah here he is" the doctor cleaned the baby and held the cord in his fingers .

"Mr. Spigeal would you do the honors of cutting his umbilical cord?" Spike was overjoyed and stunned "me?" the doctor nodded and Spike reached over Faye to cut it. After that the baby was placed on Faye's stomach as the doctor worked on cleaning her and helping the healing process begin. She stroke her baby's soft dark hair and spike was still stunned. The people began to cheer and some even cried at the miracle of life.

Faye looked up at Spike who was smiling and some tears were down his cheeks "Spike look at him" the baby was not crying for his was comfortable and warm since he was wrapped in a nice sheet and on his mothers stomach. Spike held his breath and then let it out, he shyly placed his large hand on his son's small back and began to rub it "he's tiny" she giggled and the baby wailed a little.

What a day that was for Spike Spigeal what a day indeed. After another ten minutes the ambulance was allowed to pass and they were able to transfer both mother and son. At the hospital she was admitted and placed in a very nice room. Nothing but the best for his wife and son. Jet and Daisy were able to get to the hospital about an hour later with both Sakura and Ed. Everyone was told that they had to wait for visiting hours.

"Daddy is mommy okay?" spike looked down at his daughter who sat on his lap reading "yes princess mommy is okay, she just came here to have your little brother" at that she smiled widely "I'm big sister now" spike nodded. A nurse came up to them "Mr. Spigeal your wife and son are ready to receive you and your other family members, but only two at a time" they nodded "go on Spike you go and take Sakura with you"

Spike walked into the room with Sakura holding his hand, the first thing he saw was Faye glowing with beauty and his son busy with his mother's breast. She looked up at him with such a gentle smile and Spike returned it the same. Both locked eyes and knew that they loved each other. Sakura ran to her mother and began to squeal with joy "that's my brother mommy?" faye smiled at the child "yes this is your baby brother" Sakura was static while Spike and Faye just had eyes for each other.

Faye glanced down at her son and then back at Spike "would you like to hold him?" he nodded and she lifted the child from her bosom, he gave a wail of protest "hush daddy is going to hold you" Spike put his arms out and Faye handed him "support his head Spike alright" he nodded mechanically all the while never taking his eyes off his son.

It felt strange but nice. As if driven by instinct spike began to rock the child to calm him down. He sat down on a chair and Sakura rushed to his side. The two of them were in awe and watched as the baby opened his eyes for the first time. Spike's own eyes widened and he gasped a little "Faye have you seen his eyes" she nodded and smiled "he has a green eye and a brown one" she nodded again "the perfect match don't you think" he stood up and walked over to her.

He bent down and captured her lips with his, after pulling away he looked her in the eyes "thank you for this, for giving me a family for being my family, my best friend, my lover, and most of all my perfect match" he kissed her again and the baby wail once more "he's still hungry" they laughed and he handed their son back to her who eagerly began to suck on his mommy's nipple.

"Spike I don't ever want to lose you" "neither do I" and they kissed again while Sakura giggled and tugged at her father's pants.

Three months later Spike, Faye, Sakura, and the baby were all at a cemetery. Spike bent down and placed a bouquet of white roses and Sakura placed a single carnation "Rest in peace Julia and thank you for Sakura" the child looked at him strangely. He flashed her a sweet smile and took her hand "let's go home" Faye gave Spike their son and then walked towards the grave "Julia we were not friends, but I promise you that I will look after them, they are my world and I know that you will be happy now, rest in peace" after she said her thoughts she walked away trying to catch up with her Family.

Faye looked up to the Sky and heaved a sigh of happiness..... My little angel, my sweet princess and my damned sexy tall lanky idiot of husband. My spike my perfect match.

A/N aww tis the end my friends and I don't know if this is what you expected or not. Hopefully you all found this to be enjoyable and not a drag. I have yet to recoup from the loss of my grandmother and I'm afraid that my writing might be lacking. But this is for you all....thanks to you all who reviewed and stuck with this fic I will always have a place for you in my hearts.....I'm working on a new F/S story and I will post it soon I promise.

Later