Choices

Choice nine: Peter

Absolute fear, that's all that I feel. I know I'm a Gryffindor and should be brave but I can't work passed the fear for now.

You should try it; imagine just climbing into bed when you find out the person next to you is a werewolf. Bet you'd want to wet yourself too.

I know I'm wrong. Remus is great and he's always helping me. When I missed the trick step he was the one to pull me out. When I fell off my broom he was the one to take me to the hospital wing and when I was stuck on homework he'd spend hours helping me understand.

He's a good guy with an evil side. I've heard about werewolves though. When you make one angry they bite you and you become just like them. But Remus is too kind isn't he?

I should have known though; the signs were there. Just look at the way he wolfs down chocolate frogs for Merlin's sake!

I don't believe Dumbledore let him in, he must have known, he knows everything. Then James must have been suspicious for months why didn't he speak up sooner!

But I've never had friends like James, Sirius and Remus before. People who like me for who I am, which let's be honest, isn't much.

I'm a weakling, a coward. I don't know how I ended up in this house. I don't want to be without my friends and Sirius and James are acting like nothing has changed.

I trust the pair of them and if they trust Remus it makes my choice that much easier. I'm not going to run away I think its time I show them that I can be brave, and I'll befriend the monster.

So I hope everyone is having a merry Christmas Eve Eve (think Phoebe in Friends!) Sorry I haven't posted sooner but I've been working all week, its hectic in supermarkets this time of year and at least I get Saturday off (but back in on Sunday)

Annie everyone loves Sirius, after all its Sirius, so yeah it had to be good, but look it's a weaker Peter, you gotta like weak Pete!

Jessie glad you enjoyed it Jessie hope you like this one.

So since it's Thursday and Christmas is on Saturday I think I'll leave you with a little message, its in Welsh mind so have fun translating it!

Nadolig Llawen

a Blwyddyn Newydd Dda

And translated it actually means

Merry Christmas

and a Happy New Year

So hope you all have fun, and don't eat too much turkey and your next post will be new year, so enjoy the rest of the year and you'll hear from me in 2005

Kris