Choices
Choice fifteen: Snape
Girls have never found me attractive; I'm nothing special to look at. It's the fact; I'm so pale because I don't go outside often. I'm too busy to go out anyway what with having to work on school work so I can be the best; it's the only way to guarantee I'll be high up in the Lord's order.
Then there's the fact that I have a large hooked nose. I know I have and so does everyone else and then there's my hair long and yes greasy. It doesn't matter how often I wash it, my hair is just destined to be that way.
I'm use to it though and it's not all that important really, well beauty anyway. It will fade in everyone given time but now there's that Gryffindor prefect Evans. She's amazing and I've seen the way she looks at me.
It's strange she actually looks at me and not through me and there's always so much kindness in her eyes she sees something in me and she's beautiful. But you know what's even more attractive she doesn't know it. I know how weird does that sound but she doesn't.
We had a prefects meeting earlier and all the girls turned up in these tight little mini skirts that could have passed for belts, then they had on those tops that show everything very little covered, plus their faces were filled with make-up.
You should have seen the looks on the boys' faces when they entered they were all staring and drooling it was hysterical, they looked little cheep tarts it just wasn't attractive. Then Evans walked in. You should have seen the guys' faces.
She was in a pair of jeans and a fitted jumper her long hair falling down her back she was beautiful and even better she wasn't trying to be. Everyone noticed her and the girls… well if looks could kill. But she still didn't notice.
That however was when I did. She'd been sneaky with me I knew she wanted more than friendship but she was too afraid after all I am a Slytherin and we're not known for kindness to Gryffindors especially the muggleborn ones.
She sat with that Lupin and they were just talking but I couldn't help but keep glancing at her the way she bit her lip showed she was nervous, while she twirled her hair gently while laughing at something he'd said.
My heart was taken there and then, I had to have her. I knew it. So I chose to do something; I planned it out for Valentine's Day. I found her after the lessons had finished and handed her this single white rose. I'd spent two weeks looking for the perfect flower for her.
Then though came the tough part and I asked her out, and amazingly she said yes. We're going to Hogsmeade next weekend. I know this is something that goes against our nature but I don't care, you can't chose who your heart wants but it is up to you to follow it. The choice was easy; I picked Lily Evans.
I know its been a while hasn't it but that's because I've been sitting on this chapter, due to essay writing and things, but its up now and I hope you like it. I must say I'm not a big fan of LE/SS but I've added it to explain choice 42 because otherwise that choice doesn't make sense from any perspective.
Annie: I know I'm not a big fan of SS/LE as I stated above, but you remember when I first started this story and the first few choices I posted well that's why its here! Anyway thanks for getting this back to me and here's hoping we won't have any trouble with the next chapter
Avadne: Thank you. I can assure you this will NOT be a reason for James to hate Snape, as it is a secret relationship that nobody will know about. Although it is important that's why I've added it. I'm glad you're open minded to it and that you didn't think it too unbelievable. I hope that you like this viewpoint as well.
Okay well that's all I gotta say please review this if you read it because I'd like to know what you think even if its just Snape and Lily would never date you weirdo I'll be happy with that.
Kris