Disclaimer and what-not is at the bottom.
You make it sound like I should be happy that I've lost you. You make it seem like everything will be okay now that you're gone. You make it feel like nothing could be wrong.
So why does this hurt? So why does it bleed? So why does it break?
We live and die… but losing you only has made me wish to end it now and go with you.
Couldn't life give us one thing? Couldn't it let us go together? Couldn't it find that one sense of 'enough is enough'?
Don't you understand? I can't go on like this… Amusing the mob of people that call themselves human? Amusing the ones that live their lives in lies and deceit? Amusing the people that go behind others' backs just to get that 'added' advantage of black-mail?
Why… Why… Why…
I loved you, I love you, and I will always love you…
Please…
Don't go…
Please…
Don't leave me…
Please…
Don't fade away…
Please tell me why… Please! I…I… it hurts.
Why can't I let you go… like so many of have?
I… at least know that answer…
Because, you saw me, the true me… not some freakish little monster that always smiled, that always seemed to have not a care in the world… but me… Because, you loved me; when I couldn't find the strength. Because, you held me; when I couldn't feel the edge. Because, you needed me; when I needed someone to see me. Because… you were a powerful predator… and I was a lonely maggot not worth the name of 'prey,' but you cared…
I'm sorry... I'm sorry… I'm sorry…
I'm just not as strong as you thought… I can't see that light you gave me. I can no longer feel the warmth of your strong arms around me, holding me while you told me everything would be okay.
All I can feel is this cold numb feeling… this feeling is like it was… But it's far worse than it was…
Because I had found what it was like to have something I wanted to live for… and cherish… but now, now that I'm back to this box in this never ending game of the heavens… I don't know how I lived before you… before your light…
So why did you have to go? So why did you have to leave? So why… did you have to die…?
I loved you… and I'm sorry… sorry that I couldn't live without you…
The following day, Konoha woke to an eerily dead day… for the true light and heart of the village left to be with his one true precious person. That day no one could feel happiness that most would have thought they would have, since the demon was gone… All they felt was the guilt and the pain that the young blonde had gone through…
These dead days will forever occur in a village now marked with the loneliness and pain of the two lovers; one so pure, but shunned, while the other had everything… and yet nothing at all.
Mourn… and all is right… Cry… and all is right… Die… and allis hell for the ones you leave behind…
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto the Manga and Anime Series.
Small One-shot. There is a pairing in this… anyone could be placed in the opposing love from Naruto. It came to me while I watched for the, 62nd time, Gladiator, the movie. It's good but sad… and it doesn't help that I'm listening to the soundtrack now on my laptop… so yeah. The other story's chapter is almost done… this is a filler until thrusday or Friday. Have a good one.
-Chris.