Title: Tears from heaven

Summary: Farf whished someone would understand him, that someone could see past the madman, but no one does, that is until Ken finds his notebook and reads his stories (the story is better than the summary) kenxfarf Shounen-ai don't like don't read

Warning: Shounen-ai eventually, don't like, don't read and I warned you so don't flame oke

Disclaimer: I don't own Weiss kreuz/Knight hunters, but I do own the story

Authors note: Yay I updated really soon this time because I didn't last time, and enjoy the story

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Chapther 03: The stars are watching over you

Slowly Ken turned around. He looked trough his room trying to find out where the noise had come from. His eye's searched trough the darkness. The only sound was the sound of his breath quickening. He couldn't have imagined it, could he?

He slowly began to walk to the nearest light switch. His footsteps sounded loud. His heard was beating in his throat. He knew he was here, here in this room… but where? He stopped when he heart another pair of footsteps. The sound was soft, almost inaudible to the human ear. But Ken was trained at this, and for him the sound was as clear as glass. He listened as the footsteps stopped.

He swallowed once as he gathered the guts to say something. "W… where are you?" he stuttered "what do you want!". He stirred as he heard a laugh, a wicked laugh that confirmed his thoughts on who his visitor was.

Slowly a shadow appeared from the darkness. Ken watched as the person stepped into the moonlight. His pale skin shining in the moonlight, making him look like he wasn't among the living anymore. The look in his eyes made Ken shiver. And the smirk, that wicked smirk really finished it all.

"Did I scare you Kitten?" he asked as he walked towards Siberian. The kitten looked at his knife as it slowly slid past the metal of the radiator, making a harsh scratching sound. Siberian than looked at him again.

"W… what do you want?" Ken asked again.

"What I want?" Berserker repeated "I want my notebook back, and then I want you to be punished". Ken looked at the knife that now was near his throat. He swallowed. He had to get out of here and quick!

He turned around and ran out of the door, down the stairs, through the kitchen and into the living room. He quickly turned on the light. He panted heavily as he looked behind him. No one. Quickly he closed the door. He screamed as he felt a cold hand on his shoulder.

Quickly Farfarello hushed Ken by putting his hand around his mouth. The kitten struggled for escape, but failed. When he felt that Siberian didn't fight anymore he whispered "if I let go of your mouth do you promise me not to scream anymore?"

The kitten nodded and Farfarello let go of his mouth, but he soon regretted that when the kitten started to scream again. He tried to put his hand around the kitten's mouth again but Siberian didn't let him. He started to panic now, what if the others awoke, then he would be in big trouble and he didn't want that. He needed to shut Siberian up, now! So he did the first thing that came to mind.

Ken stopped screaming when he felt something on his lips. It felt like someone was….. kissing….. him. He opened his eye's starring directly into yellow ones. Ken was in complete shock. Jei. Was. Kissing. Him!

Farfarello pulled back as he saw Siberian open his eyes. He tried hard not to laugh when he saw the expression the kitten made. He stood there in complete shock. His eyes were three times there normal size and Farfarello figured that the information from the kiss was not completely processed yet.

Ken blinked a few times before he asked "why?"

"Why what?" Berserker said.

"Why did you kiss me Jei!" This time it was Berserker who made a face

"Jei?"

"Yes Jei, that's your name remember?"

Farfarello looked at the boy in front of him, how did he knew his real name? He had never told it to anyone before, not even his teammates. Not even Schuldig knew his name and he's a telepath! "How do you know my name?" he asked.

"Your story" the kitten simply answered.

"Oh". He whispered realization dawning on him,

Ken looked at Jei, almost frightened of what he saw. A silent tear felled from Jei's cheeks. He was crying, the psychopath was crying!

Farfarello quickly wiped his tears away when he noticed how Siberian was starring at him. "What never saw anyone cry before?" he asked as he tried to hide his tears unfortunately for him it didn't work.

"Why do you cry?" the kitten asked. Farfarello laughed at that

"Why do I cry?" he repeated "is it really so hard for you to figure out?".

Siberian gave him a questioning look "what do you mean?" Farfarello laughed again "you think I'm a freaking psychopath, don't you?"

"No! I don't think your-" Ken begun but he stopped when he saw the look on Jei's face. He sighed "yes I do think you're a freaking psychopath".

"See" Farfarello said "every body thinks that, they judge me before they really get to know me". Another tear fell from his cheeks, and another. The tears kept coming, he couldn't stop them. "No one knows me…. every morning I wake up wishing that I could just sleep forever, that I never have to wake up in this world again".

For a moment Ken just stopped breathing when he heard those words. 'Those words, there exactly like mine'.

#flashback#

"Ken-kun?" Omi slowly opened the door "oh your already awake, well breakfast is ready" he said with a smile.

"Yes I'll be right there," Ken said still half asleep. He got up slowly. 'Oh how I hate mornings' he thought as he got dressed 'some times I just wish I could sleep forever, that I never have to wake up in this world again'.

#end flashback#

"Hello? Is somebody there?" Ken turned around as he heard someone coming down the stairs. "Hello?" Yohji's head appeared from behind the door "Ken what are you doing here?"

"Uh nothing" Ken said as he looked behind him. Jei was gone.

"Well come on then, back to bed, we'll have a very busy day tomorrow". Ken only nodded as he silently followed Yohji up the stairs. He was very confused about that man, why did he tell him all those things? And why did he feel sorry for him?

'Maybe he just needed someone to listen' Ken thought as he looked out of the window, the shining stars watching over him.

Well I hoped you liked it, please review and let me know (how more reviews I get, how faster chapter 04 is up ).