Title: Tears from heaven

Summary: Farf whished someone would understand him, that someone could see past the madman, but no one does, that is until Ken finds his notebook and reads his stories (the story is better than the summary) kenxfarf Shounen-ai don't like don't read

Warning: Shounen-ai eventually, don't like, don't read and I warned you so don't flame oke

Disclaimer: I don't own Weiss kreuz/Knight hunters, but I do own the story

Authors note: Alight the next chapters on! I'm so glad I finished it, man school sucks I had absolutely no time to write at home… so I did it at school. I know my parents are going to be mad if they read this because they say I need to get good grades. But hey I'm getting good grades and I'm writing, and yadayadayada ok I'm talking too much right now but I'm hyper so don't blame me. And because I'm hyper I'm going to put something new in the story. You are going to vote what kind of scenes you want in this story.

So option A: More Ken and Farf pool scenes.

Option B: More Ken diary scenes.

Option C: Both.

Option D: Your own suggestions.

Oke enjoy the story and please R&R.

Chapter 05: A message from god

Farfarello put on his swimming trunks and walked out of the dressing room. He looked around; perfect, there weren't too many people. But when he was about to go into the water he heard a voice behind him saying, "what are you doing here?"

He turned around and saw Siberian. "Ah how nice to see you here kitten" he said smirking.

"Why are you stalking me?" the kitten asked, he sounded frightened.

"What are you talking about?" Farfarello asked.

"Your stalking me aren't you? Just like last night"

"I wasn't stalking you then!" Farfarello said.

"Then why did you kiss me?" Ken asked. Farfarello was a little taken back by that.

"I…you" he stuttered struggling with his words. "I needed to shut you up," he said putting an end to the conversation as quickly as possible.

"Well you could have done it in another way you know!" the kitten said angrily.

"Well if you hadn't screamed I wouldn't have kissed you. Beside it wasn't such a big deal" Farfarello said nonchalant.

"NOT SUCH A BIG DEAL!" Ken screamed not caring about the other people in the pool "IT WAS DISGUSTING!"

Farfarello smirked "oh was it? Then why didn't you pull away?" His smirk became even wider when he saw how Siberian struggled to explain his actions. But unfortunately for him he had lost his words.

After a few minutes of watching the kitten struggle to find what he wanted to say Farfarello sighed. "What's your name?" He asked all of sudden.

"W…what?" the kitten said confused.

"I asked you what your name was. I can't keep calling you kitten the whole time, how ever nice it might sound"

"Uh, my name is Ken" Ken said not knowing why he answered the question in the first place.

"Ken huh, I should have know by the way you always look like a Barbie doll" Farfarello said. He lowered himself to the rim of the pool letting one of his legs hang in the water.

"What did you say!" Ken asked angrily. Farfarello smirked

"Oh come on Ken, take a good look in the mirror some time. You look like you could have any girl in the world". Ken blushed. 'I can't believe he said that' he thought.

'I can't believe I said that' Farfarello thought holding back a blush that threatened to creep across his face and show his embarrassment to the whole of the poolroom. An uncomfortable silence fell over them. Ken decided to sit beside Jei who was looking at the water, Ken assumed he was deep in thought. "You know," he said, still looking at the water "I really wasn't stalking you, I came here because I needed to think"

"About what?" Ken asked.

"About everything" Farfarello said. They were quiet again.

"I came here to escape from the real world for a while" Ken finally said breaking the silence.

"How do you do that?" Jei asked, the confusion written on his face.

"Well water has the odd habit to make all sounds fade away when you dive into it. And for me it's just like being in an other world" Ken explained.

"Okay" Jei nodded his head "has anyone ever told you that you need to see a psychiatrist, because I think it's time you consider it." Ken laughed;

"Look who's talking," Ken smirked, and gently knocked a few strands of hair away from his eyes.

"Well from how I see it I'm acting totally normal right now," Jei said…smiling.

This shocked Ken, Jei was smiling, really smiling. 'Wow he looks pretty when he smiles' Ken thought 'Wait…reverse that, did I just said he was Pretty? Maybe I do need to see a psychiatrist.' But then Farfarello stopped smiling. He sighed "you know," he said looking at the water again "I have these dreams about my past… or there actually more like nightmares."

"What happens in those dreams?" Ken asked. His curiosity growing somewhat.

Farfarello sighed and was quiet for a while. "Well" he started "There's this man that I don't know and he…he shows me things, things I don't want to see and….". Farfarello sighed again "what's the use, you wouldn't understand anyway" he said standing up, leaving.

Ken was now alone in the pool, the people who were there earlier had left. He looked at the water. And after a few minutes of thinking Ken also left the pool.

The wind felt cold to his wet body as he left the building. He shivered as he put on his jacket. He started his walk home trough the park, only stopping at the side of a man sitting on a bench by the pond. He had white hear and scars on his face.

After a few minutes Ken decided to sit next to Jei. He watched him as he fed the ducks with some leftover bread, and for the first time there was a comfortable silence between them.

"Why do you want to know?" Jei asked after finishing feeding the ducks.

"Huh?" Ken asked.

"Why do you want to know what's bothering me?"

"Oh" Ken said looking away. Then he sighed "for once I just want to understand you."

"You want to understand?" Jei asked in disbelieve "you want to understand a psychopath?"

"Uh yeah" Ken said doubting his own answer. 'Do I really want to understand him?' he thought 'I mean he is a madman, what if I turn mad too?'. Who says you haven't already a little voice said in the back of his mind.

He tuned his head, letting his gaze meet Jei's. And after a while Ken realized he couldn't look away. Jei's eyes where like a predator, they where hypnotizing. Finally Jei looked away. "You'll figure it out soon enough" and with that he left Ken alone.

#That evening#

Ken fell on his bed, broken from the hard day of work. Aya had become very angry of the fact that Ken had gone to the pool instead of working, and had doubled his work. Actually very angry wasn't even near it.

Ken closed his eyes as he felt sleep consuming him. There was a flash of light before his eyes. Ken felt like he was being sucked out of his body.

Another flash of light. There where images forming in front of his eyes. His vision was blurry but he was sure he could hear someone scream.

A final flash of light and Ken found himself standing in a garden, or at least something that looked like a garden. The plants and trees were dead and there was a cold wind blowing. He didn't know if it was just the wind, but at one look at the garden Ken felled shivers running down his spine.

He looked around; there was an old house in front of him. He started to wander trough the garden and found a little statue of Jesus hanging on a cross. The statue was covered with dead roses.

Ken heard a loud scream and a voice yelling words. He started to run in the direction where the screaming had originated from, as he got closer the words started to become clearer.

"Why are you doing this to me!"

"Because you need to be punished"

"Why! why! What did I do to you!"

Ken finally reached his destination and stopped running. He saw a man looking at a young boy sitting on the ground, crying. The boy had white hair and golden eyes, and for some odd reason he reminded Ken of someone.

"It's not about me it's about them". Ken watched as the man pointed his finger to the corner of the room they stood in. 'Sine when had this become a room' Ken thought, but soon that thought was gone when he saw what the man was pointing at.

There on the floor lay a bunch of children, their throats were cut and blood was pouring out. There was also a woman who looked to be around the age of 35.

"Why!" the little boy screamed "why did you do this!" The man smirked a horrifying malicious smirk.

"I didn't do this" he said, "you did."

"What! I didn't do it !" the boy screamed hysterically.

"Oh then why do you have a knife in your hand with their blood on it?" The boy looked at the knife in his hand; it was covered with blood.

"I didn't meant to!" the boy was crying and Ken could see he was starting to panic.

"You made me do it! But I didn't meant to!" The mans smirk grew wider

"That's true but it was still you who did it". Ken was furious, he wanted to kill of that man, rip him to pieces or worse, but for some reason he couldn't move.

"BUT WHY! WHY DID YOU MAKE ME DO IT!" the boy screamed again. The man turned around and left but not before he said a few last words that where printed into Ken's mind forever.

"See it as a message from God".

Oke I hope I didn't creep you out to much . Well I hope you liked the way I explained Farfie's past. anyway let me know what you think of the story. Oh and don't forget to vote!

-Neko-Thenshi