In My Eyes, The One I See
Gin/Rangiku
In a dark room, a man with silver hair stood beside the window.
Cold.
He felt the numb and chill feeling chewing his hollow heart.
He looked around the room.
The window was shut closed.
Why did he felt so cold?
In his mind there was an answer.
You are not here.
Not here with me.
I felt cold, Rangiku.
Where are you when I needed your warmth?
He chuckled softly.
Yeah I dumped her.
Finally.
Our fate came to a crossed path.
We parted.
After all these days, all these months, all these years, decades, even centuries.
How long... how long...
For once, the silver hair man smiled.
Not the usual evil grin.
But a very soft and tender smile.
What we had been through together
How we had fought to survive
How we had supported each other
How I had left you
And returned.
How you had hated me.
And me being forgiven.
This time it will be different.
You are smart Rangiku.
You should know by now.
Our crossed destiny
Came to an end.
For once, I will not walk in front of you.
Neither will you be walking behind me.
You will not be there when I turn around.
I will not be there when you look up.
I told you I'm sorry.
I meant it.
The silver man's eyes cringed together tightly.
A strained expression appeared on his face as if he was in pain.
His hands turned into fists.
You should know the reason behind my goodbye ne?
No matter how long I had left you without a goodbye, I will always return to you, ne?
We have never parted.
Our hearts have never parted.
Our shadows cast on us both no matter where we go.
You used to complain that you are nothing in my eyes.
You used to ask me "What am I to you in your eyes, ne Gin?"
You accused me for every time leaving without a goodbye.
Ha, your birthday wish. My goodbye.
I had never granted your wish, ne?
Do you know, girl?
Goodbye was the last thing I ever wished to say to you.
Because if I did, I know my goodbye, your wish
Will be the first and last.
You are wrong.
You are everything to me.
You are the reason I fought.
You are the reason I lived.
Rangiku,
In my eyes the one I see... is you.
I remembered
A long long time ago
A mission on earth
I heard this song
Who sang it, I have no idea.
But the song
My answer to your question.
In my eyes the one I see,
You.
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
Rangiku, because you loved me
That's why I left you.
I choose to grant your late birthday wish.
I said my goodbye.
Because you loved me
I will not allow you to follow me.
Because you loved me
For once, this is a path that I will need to walk alone.
A path without return.
Now do you see the meaning of my goodbye?
Because you loved me
I prefer you hating me than withered along with me.
I knew
I was leaving your greatest fear alone.
Being left by me.
Do you know?
My greatest fear
Walking my path without you following.
My greatest fear
Me walking too fast
I used to stop and pause.
To wait for you
Once again you, catching up with me, casting your shadow behind mine.
Yet this time
Rangiku
Despite your greatest fear
Despite my greatest fear
This time
I will be walking my path without you following
Because I loved you.
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I don't take credit on Celion Dion's 'Becaused You Loved Me' lyrics.
I loved that song.