A/N: I don't own the X-men.
:John and Wanda:
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"Wanda…we afta talk sheila! What's up with ya!"- yelled John.
"Me! Me!... Listen here down under! I know! I know. I know…alright." –Wanda shouted back incredulously only to end in a defeated tone.
"Wanda I-" –John started as he caught on. 'Crikey…oh no-don't tell m' buh how….?'
"Stop." –Wanda quickly cut him off. "Just don't."
"I don't want to hear excuses, I just don't want to hear about it. I know. You know I know."
John took a cautious step toward her only to have her shudder away in response.
"I'm hurt and pissed off as hell but I'll get over it, just like you got over me right love?"
"Lemme expl-" –John tried, only to be cut short again.
"So do me a favor,
if we ever cross pathes again keep walkin…
pretend you don't know me, and I you…
because you obviously didn't know me…nor care to know just how much you've betrayed me.
When we see eachother next I will not see or speak to you, because honestly I feel as if I never knew you now…"- Wanda said mutely and flat toned.
"Shiela, I –I don't know what to say…how can I make this right love?" – John pleaded.
"what can you say?
What can you do?
Nothing. I want to find a reason to hang on…I don't want to let go…
I thought we were happy… I- I thought you were happy with me…
No…there's nothing you can do to make this right…
Cause it's just all sooo very wrong…we weren't prepared for this when we got home…
And it hurts St. John Allerdyce…
It just hurts soo so much…" – Wanda sobbed despite herself.
John wanted to run to her, say he was sorry and that it meant nothing, that he was so stupid, and to just please forgive him, but she silenced him with…
"Erase me as I am erasing you, but wait…
seems like you were the first to erase me, right?"- Wanda spat out bitterly regaining her composure and edge.
John winced and stared on.
"John…erase me from you mind,
your eyes,
your sence, your lips…
erase me from your touch, your body,
your soul…
erase my voice,
erase my face…
erase me…
erase me from your heart, that way the next time we meet you won't recognize me,
just like I don't recognize you."- Wanda said quietly and firmly, she turned to walk away from him.
"Wait love…wait!" –John felt like his chest was burning.
"No.
No more,
I wanna ask you why?
I wanna yell and hit and knock your lights out!
I wanna kill the bitch!" – Wanda screeched.
"But it's not her I really have a quam with!
It's you!" – She sobbed again.
John backed away as if HE was burned. And could only stand there watching Wanda vent on.
"And how the hell am I spose ta feel about that?
I'm hurt John! HURT!
Gaw-dammit! How could you have done this?"
There was a brief silence that marinated in the air.Till Wanda spoke in a pleading voice, very unlike jer.
"I wanna ask if it was me?
Was it something I did?" –She queried in hopes that it would give light as to why they had done it.
"No it has no-" –John tried.
"I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!" –Wanda screamed and continued.
"All I know now is that I'm in love with a man I never really knew,
a man that erased me,
a man that doesn't love me." –Wanda said looking down.
"I'm in love with a man that healed me…but hurt me,
kept me sane…but is driving me crazy…
I'm in love with a man that was the first man I let into my heart
only to crush it!
I'm in love with a man that I finally trusted, and I trust NO ONE but Marie, Lexa, or Logan and then you…
you whom I still love…dammit!
These feelings don't jut get shut off but John…
what you did…
we can't go back.
It's over." –Wanda declared sadly.
"But Wanda I-" – John said panicking. ' Blimey! No, no, no, NO, NO!'
"No John.
Don't say it…
because you can say it but what you DID shows you don't know it.
I mean really know it." – Wanda said as she raised her head to look him back in the eyes.
"But I do, I'M IN LOVE WITH A MAN THAT ERASED ME FOR AN EASY FUCK!" –she all but lunged at him, getting in his face.
"Nothing John! You hear me!
Nothing can ever make this right! –she shoved him--
You shouldn't have done it!
Done this to us!
We were so good together lover…
so good…
how could you just wipe that clean?" –she questioned him whimpering.
John stood there, tears stinging the back of his eyes, this was like something out of a dramatic angst filled romance novel.
"How could you disreguard me, us, like that…
I don't even know what to say anymore…
I just…I don't want to do this.
I don't want to feel this.
I want my flame back…
laugh at his jokes, his antics,
I wanna burn, burn within you…
be there for you…
tell me
who can understand you better than me?
We're the same you and me…
we have a desire to burn,
like the sun, like stars,
like fire, we're free.
We were free…
do you even love her?" –Wanda asked casually.
John imidiately looked at her. 'No…I love you Wanda.' He thought honestly.
"What did she have on me?" – She asked more to herself though.
"Nothing, no one can-" –John said, he was going to make this right, but was cut off.
"Good-bye John."- and she started to leave.
"Love please…" –John said pleadingly and tried to stop the tears from falling…his heart from aching, only to be interrupted by none other than…
"Hey Pyro, wanna light my fire baby?Like I do so wanna go down, DOWN under right now…"- Amara said from behind John.
With that Wanda turned around…