Walking With Eyes Closed:
Disclaimer: I only own the plot and maybe any made up characters, but other then that, nope nothing else.
Ok here is the load down, I have taken a whack at two stories, and neither one people really seem to like, so I am going for another, now I am attempting a lyric story slash possible dark fic, so try to keep an opened mind...
Chapter One
Welcome To My Life?
Draco's POV
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
"Same fuck shit, different fucking day. Why I stay her I can not even answer, I fucking hate this place."
"Draco get your ass down here now the ceremony shall begin."
Do you ever feel out of place?
Walking down the steps he felt his heart thud faster and harder, all of the hooded figures made him feel uneasy. Sure he knew them, but not like this, with pure evil taken their bodies over. Yeah he wasn't for the whole good thing, but these people were just plain psychotic, why such a leader as the Dark Lord chose these losers, he could not understand.
Like somehow you just don't belong
"You are right, but sadly they chose me, not the other way around. But you, you I did choose, and I am sure you can understand that one."
"Of course sir."
"Young Draco here, will take my place after Harry Potter and I have eliminated each other."
And no one understands you
"WHAT!" Whispers, murmurs, and dark looks were all in Draco's direction. Lucius was the one to speak up. "He is my son, and that's all. I am sure on of us, manly myself could serve your place better then a spoiled teenager."
"Hush yourself, I have made my mind, tonight he gets the mark, tomorrow the completeness. So on with it."
Do you ever wanna run away?
"You knew about this boy, didn't you. What did you do to make him give you this pleasure."
I am going to kick myself for saying this. "Maybe I am just better then you or those hooded idiots."
Curcio.
And on went to the torture and spells, and he had to take it, because until he got his full power tomorrow night, he was useless.
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
And no one hears you screaming
When his father had finished, he realized what this meant and left back to Azkaban, so that the dementors didn't have to report his absence.
In his room the music played, blaring to the point of blowing out. The music seemed to fit his, as with all people there is a song to fit how you are feeling, be it muggle, be it magical.
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels aright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me...
"Draco darling, come have a seat, we can eat breakfast together."
"You haven't had meal with me in, hold on, give me a second, I'm sure that I can think of a time."
"Well it never hurts to start."
"Oh, I get it, you heard about last night. You have nothing to worry about mother."
"Really, even after all of the abuse, and such? Draco you really are a gracious man."
"I know, that's why it'll be quick and painless. I do hope all of your plans are made." With that he pecked her on the cheek and left.
"Good lord, I have to leave."
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
"Well my plans are made, school will be great; girls bending at my every breath, boys to weak and scared, oh and that crack pot old fool for a head master, this will be great, well it would if I didn't have a conscious. Why do I keep thinking like this, I am not a bloody gemini for crying out loud."
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
"So Draco how do you feel?"
"Pure evil, but innocent at the same time."
"Well that will go away, it's just because you haven't devoted yourself to wickedness all your life. Soon you will be able to control what you feel, with the exception of love, a bit cliche, but good magic was formed first so there will always be limitations."
"Love wont be an issue, my heart could never feel."
"Good, we're finished, in just a few short days, I'll be gone and you will take over, but first, you need to kill someone you care a great deal about."
"In that case I'd better be going."
"You'll need this."
"What is it?"
"Where she is."
While deep inside your bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels aright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me...
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
"Mother, I know that you are here somewhere." He yelled through the man chain. "Fine hide, just makes the seek better for the kill."
"You know it does hurt me to do this, I don't want to I love you, it's just taking over my body."
"But on the other hand, you do deserve it."
"When will this stop."
"You are weak Draco, battling yourself on whether to kill someone."
"The fight wont last much longer. Funny isn't it."
"What?"
"I have you cornered in the same room, where you cornered you parents. Oh the irony."
"I can help you Draco, please."
Avada Kedavra
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
"Like I said, my heart could never love, I am cursed with this ever lasting misery."
What it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life