What if Sima Yi were to feel loved for one whole day?
Dead:
-Zhang He
-Xiahou Dun
-Xu Zhu
-Xiahou Yuan
I ran out of emotions, so I'll add in feelings too…sorry about that.
Oh yeah…no comedy in this one…just some sadness…
Sima Yi was just sitting on the living room couch, bored, thinking.
I wonder if anyone loves me? I don't' think so. What do I do? I'm too shy to get with anyone.
All of the sudden Zhen Ji came in the room with two cups of tea.
Zhen Ji: Here you go Lord Sima Yi.
Sima Yi: What's this for?
Zhen Ji: I don't know. I saw you just sitting there bored, so I thought you might wanna drink something in the meanwhile.
Sima Yi: Oh. Would you like to join me?
Zhen Ji: Sure…
She sat down right next to Sima Yi.
15 minutes later…
Zhen Ji: Can I ask you something?
Sima Yi: Sure.
They both put their cups down on the table.
Zhen Ji: How can you stand being smart? Aren't there other things on your mind?
Sima Yi: I don't know. I'm just smart. It feels nice but I just don't know. People don't tend to recognize me. All they know is that I'm evil.
Zhen Ji: Isn't that sad?
Sima Yi: Yes…but you know, there are people here for me, right?
Zhen Ji: Of course!
Sima Yi: Like whom?
Zhen Ji: Everyone! How can they not care about you? You are the strategist of this kingdom. If they hated you, you won't be here right now.
Sima Yi signed.
Sima Yi: Do you care about me?
Zhen Ji: What? Of course I do!
Sima Yi: It doesn't seem like anyone does. They just talk as if I was just people. They don't love me…no one does (tears came out)
Zhen Ji, looking at him, gave him one big hug.
Zhen Ji: I love you. Isn't that good? Even though I'm married to Cao Pi, it doesn't mean I don't love you too.
Sima Yi surprised, also hugged her.
Sima Yi: You won't leave me right?
Zhen Ji: Of course not…none of us will.
Sima Yi: Thank You. I Love You Too.
Sima Yi continued to hug her, but he didn't know that he was hugging her too hard. She couldn't breath, so she couldn't really scream or anything. Zhen Ji tried to push herself away from him, but he was having peaceful moments, so he didn't feel anything but their hug. Soon after, the worst has happened…goodbye…Zhen Ji…
30 minutes…
After 30 minutes of hugging, Sima Yi finally let go of her. He saw her motionless, and thought she fell asleep, so he just slowly put her down in sleeping position. He took a step and looked back; to see probably his only loved one lying there, asleep.
Sima Yi: I'll see you when you wake up…I love you…
But sometime during the day, he found out that she had died but he didn't know what caused it…
He rushed to his room, sobbing with great blue tears.
Sima Yi: (sobbing) I thought you would never leave me! What did I do? What did I do to deserve this?
All his tears that dropped on the ground formed a puddle. Sima Yi looked in and saw the reflection of his lost loved one; Zhen Ji.
I WAS SO SAD WRITING THIS…. it was because I was listening to "Wake Me Up When September Ends" by Greenday…
That song ROCKS! And yet…it's so sad….