hello. welcome to yet another depressing story of suicide(im so orginial arent i). this story will probably suck but o well. hav fun!
Chapter 1
I'm worth nothing…Tohru sat on her bed, staring at the wall. There was nothing interesting about the wall. As a matter of fact, it was completely blank and bare. Exactly how Tohru felt inside.
I don't understand it. I can't seem to pick myself up after seeing that creature…Tohru's eyes went wide remembering the monster Kyo had turned into just last night. It was so damned ugly, smelled so bad, so…
Freightening…Tohru shook her head back and forth trying not to think about it, but all efforts were in vain. The figure that was Kyo haunted her thoughts. That morphed voice, those cat-like eyes…
How am I supposed to help him with something like that? I can't. I'm worthless to him. I'm worthless to all of the Sohmas. I can't believe I ever thought I could do anything, fix anything…
Tears were now streaming down her cheeks. The thoughts wouldn't leave her head. The figure, the thoughts of worthlessness, of Akito's hating words all played over and over again. They were overwhelming, so overwhelming…
I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE! I'M SORRY MOM! I'M SORRY TO GIVE UP LIKE THIS! BUT I CAN'T LIVE HERE ANYMORE! I HAVE TO LEAVE! I HAVE TO BE WITH YOU! I'M COMING MOM!
Tohru sprinted out of her room and into the bathroom. She slammed the door and locked it. She sat on the toilet sobbing for several minutes, uselessly attempting to block out the images and the words…
"Miss Honda?" Yuki said after knocking on the door. "I heard you come in here. Is everything alright?" Yuki got no answer. Feeling his panic rise, he tried again. "Miss Honda, are you ok? Are you in there?"
Tohru just sat and stayed silent. I don't want any of them to know why I'm in here, about what I will soon do…She heard footsteps getting farther and farther away. She sighed in slight relief and rummaged through her shower for a razor.
Come on, there must be some somewhere, anywhere…ANYWHERE!Tears kept spilling as she searched more frantically. She forced open the cabinet, and spilled all of its contents onto both the counter and the floor. Among the floor items lay a gleaming fresh razor.
Tohru lifted it into her hands like a baby. Then tears came again. She stood and sobbed for so long. But suddenly, she heard two pairs of footsteps nearing the bathroom.
"Tohru?" Shigure's voice inquired. No answer. "Tohru I'm coming in." The sound of a key turning and unlocking the door could be heard. Tohru just stood frozen as Yuki and Shigure came into view. They too stood dumbstruck.
"T-t-t-t-tohru-u?" Yuki stuttered, unknowing of what else to say. At this time, Kyo walked out of his room to see what all of the commotion was about. "What the h-"
Kyo's face turned as pale as the others. Silence. Minutes that each seemed like an eternity passed by. It got to a point where Tohru couldn't, handle it anymore, and broke into hysterics.
"I'M SO SORRY! I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH! BUT I CAN'T HANDLE IT ANYMORE! THE SECRET, THE CAT'S VILE FORM…IT'S TOO MUCH! I CAN'T HELP YOU! I CAN'T HELP ANY OF YOU! KYO PLEASE FORGIVE ME! THAT CREATURE…. IT HAUNTS ME AND WON'T STOP! EVER! I NEED, I NEED…"
Tohru froze sobbing. "I…I need…MOM!"
With that Tohru held the razor into a tight fist and pushed the sharp edge as hard as she could into her left arm. Huge streams of thick red blood poured out of her wound. She stared at it, intrigued
"I'm coming, Mom…" were the last things she said before she fell into blackness.