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Misunderstood
The sight of my maker, my lover, brought tears to my eyes. I did not have time to explain what he had saw before he ran from the room.
I knew his thoughts though. He was blinded by the vision of me in another man's embrace. I was only seeking comfort from Marcus, not love.
I got to my feet quickly and turned to give Marcus a small glance before I exited the room. I wanted to run after Johnathan, but I could not see which direction he had chosen.
I closed my eyes and tried to connect with him. He would not let anyone read his thoughts. The tears that had built in my eyes began to drip down my pale skin as I realized how upset he truly was.
I knew I had to find him and explain. But then, why should I want to make things better with him when he too has hurt me?
I know why... because I love him. And he loves me, or so I hope. I chose the direction of 'our room'. I knew he would search for solitude.
It pained me so to think that now even I had hurt him. Johnathan did not deserve such a companion as me. He needed someone that understood him like he does himself.
I only regret that he did not find me sooner so I could have a stronger bond with him. My heart pounded in my chest as I came closer to my destination.
Oh, how I wished I could run faster. My mind raced with thoughts of where he might be, of what he might be doing. Finally, I reached the room.
As I neared the door, a servant stopped me. "He does not want company." I glared at the woman and shoved her aside. "I am not mere company... I am his lover."
She moved close to me again. "But Miss...." I raised my eyebrow and stared her in the eye. She backed away. With that, I cautiously opened the door.
My eyes searched every corner of the room. Finally, I saw his dark figure in front of the large picture window, starring out at the night sky.
I felt like crawling away. But I knew I could not leave him again. I stepped forward and closed the door behind me. He made no acknowledgement of my presence.
I clasped my hands together in front of me and began to move towards him. "Why are you here?" I stopped dead in my steps and looked at him.
"I.. I had to talk to you." He turned to face me. "Why? You seemed content with Marcus. Why bother with my company?" "It was not what you think!"
Johnathan took a few steps in my direction. I felt my face grow even colder as the little blood in my veins quickly left. I had never before had such feelings toward my maker.
Such.. fear. "Oh? And just what was it? Please, do tell me. For I much wish to know about your affair." I let the last part of his statement leave my mind.
I could not bare to think that he would believe as much of me. Surely he knew I would never want anyone but him. I regained my stance and spoke. "I was..."
a/n: Ahh, another cliffy! Muuahaaha! Like so far? I do! Review please! ~scars~
Misunderstood
The sight of my maker, my lover, brought tears to my eyes. I did not have time to explain what he had saw before he ran from the room.
I knew his thoughts though. He was blinded by the vision of me in another man's embrace. I was only seeking comfort from Marcus, not love.
I got to my feet quickly and turned to give Marcus a small glance before I exited the room. I wanted to run after Johnathan, but I could not see which direction he had chosen.
I closed my eyes and tried to connect with him. He would not let anyone read his thoughts. The tears that had built in my eyes began to drip down my pale skin as I realized how upset he truly was.
I knew I had to find him and explain. But then, why should I want to make things better with him when he too has hurt me?
I know why... because I love him. And he loves me, or so I hope. I chose the direction of 'our room'. I knew he would search for solitude.
It pained me so to think that now even I had hurt him. Johnathan did not deserve such a companion as me. He needed someone that understood him like he does himself.
I only regret that he did not find me sooner so I could have a stronger bond with him. My heart pounded in my chest as I came closer to my destination.
Oh, how I wished I could run faster. My mind raced with thoughts of where he might be, of what he might be doing. Finally, I reached the room.
As I neared the door, a servant stopped me. "He does not want company." I glared at the woman and shoved her aside. "I am not mere company... I am his lover."
She moved close to me again. "But Miss...." I raised my eyebrow and stared her in the eye. She backed away. With that, I cautiously opened the door.
My eyes searched every corner of the room. Finally, I saw his dark figure in front of the large picture window, starring out at the night sky.
I felt like crawling away. But I knew I could not leave him again. I stepped forward and closed the door behind me. He made no acknowledgement of my presence.
I clasped my hands together in front of me and began to move towards him. "Why are you here?" I stopped dead in my steps and looked at him.
"I.. I had to talk to you." He turned to face me. "Why? You seemed content with Marcus. Why bother with my company?" "It was not what you think!"
Johnathan took a few steps in my direction. I felt my face grow even colder as the little blood in my veins quickly left. I had never before had such feelings toward my maker.
Such.. fear. "Oh? And just what was it? Please, do tell me. For I much wish to know about your affair." I let the last part of his statement leave my mind.
I could not bare to think that he would believe as much of me. Surely he knew I would never want anyone but him. I regained my stance and spoke. "I was..."
a/n: Ahh, another cliffy! Muuahaaha! Like so far? I do! Review please! ~scars~